just arrived from watching Syak playing boling for SUKMUM. i dunno what stage he is in now, i think it's just the beginning. but whatever, we want to give our support, so Deline, Zah, Emi and I went to see him playing. well, to put it right, it's more to him playing and us gossiping. =] but we did see him strike a few times, so no purpose defeated.
okay, right now i want to confess these things:
1) rindu gile main hijack. rindu gile berebut toilet in the morning. rindu gile bersiap melaram cantik-cantik.. gile best, bak kate myra, WE SHOULD DO THIS MORE OFTEN!
2) rindu ariessa..=( ini memang tak boleh dinafikan lagi lah. hari-hari pun rindu. tadi mak call. mak kate, adik dah pandai senyum =)))))))) and adik dah boleh pakai skirt. weeeeee, nie yang along nak shopping skirt cantik2 untuk adik ni. tapi tak boleh lah Osh Kosh ye dik, haha. tak sabarnye nak jumpe Chinese New Year ni, haritu jumpe pun kejap je tak puas along nak lame-lame dengan adik.
3) rindu bella juge! bella balik next week, i'm counting days. susah sangat nak dapat time together,especially now masing-masing dah duduk jauh, so kenalah make full use of the moments kan? cepat balik bella balik cepat capet balik cepat cepat bella! =]
4)rindu hadzwan =(((( and i know he feels the same way too. i miss you bro...nie pun kena jumpe cepat-cepat sebelum iman tak kuat! HOIH! =)
5) rindu ara and ien. we make a tradition to meet twice a year during the starting and end of the semester due to our hectic schedule and i would make it a point ti stay a few days with them. whatever pun, i love you guys so much besties!!
hmm. i have always wondered how pleasant and serene the feeling of love is.its not easy to find someone that we truly love and care so much, but it's even more harder to find more than one person whom we can love and care as much too. i'm really grateful and blessed that in my case, i haven't yet faced with the problem. so far i would say, truly and sincerely appreciate the love of my parents (just met Abah today and he was gloomy because Wani had to go to boarding school), i enjoy the company and love of my friends, the besties and the CHERPOMS who never let me down. the girls and the guys are equally crazy they sting my eyes with laughter.i enjoy the hugs and concern calls from my friends, and i can only hope and do my best to return any of their favours. i love my boyfriend, and i hope against all odds that our relationship can sustain, though we're far away and seldom met. i know that as long as i trust him and he trust me, we both are going to be fine. *hadzwan, you're the best thing i never knew i needed!* oh wait, i probably want to say that to all my friends and family,
tonight, i'm actually feeling kind of pissed off by something, something usual. but after i relented to my friends and they relented back, i sat down and realized that, what have i got to lose? with all the love, care and support by so many people, what could i possibly be mad about? it's just one thing, and that thing is not affecting my entire life like the rest of my family, friends and boyfriend, so why bother to be mad? so i give in. i'm not going to be mad anymore, i'm just going to enjoy my life and not care a thing about this kind of petty stuffs.besides, i'm not the one fighting a losing battle here, that thing is.
what i'm trying to say is that, we got to love and care people like they love and care about us. be it your parents ( besides, it is written in our Quran and Sunnah to love and respect our parents right?), your friends, your teachers or anyone. logically, i'm not going to treat someone nicely if she obviously doesn't do the same to me.maybe i can resort to being nice despite of wanting anything in return, but in some point, that also has it limits right? but there is one thing i don't make exceptions to though, i'm not going to let people depend on me if i can't depend on them. that's like a crude version of " a friend in need is a friend indeed". so, all play fair right?
okay, that's one part of it. now i would like to officially honoured my friend, Deline, to just take a tiny little step ahead of her in order to pursue the love. and just to let her know that if she finds the steps hard to walk on, i'll be glad to walk with her too. i want her to know that nothing else will stop her now, and if she fails, everything will be just the same. so don't worry, you'll be fine sayang =)
am calling all love junks woooooooooo!
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