i arrived home last night at around 1 a.m and found Ari sleeping soundlessly in her cot. she is such a sweet, the reason why i came home for the weekend.never in my entire life have i been so pulled to home like right now. having another soul who i cared more than myself really does that, and it is such a serene feeling. i can feel all the burdens lifted from me just by looking at her untroubled face. and she has changed so much. her face has gotten a bit rounder, chubbier and she has this cute pout which she doesn't have last time.her hair has started to grow in all of the unusual places on her head, she looks a bit like a football fan. and she has fat belly and legs now. mak was relieved when i said i wanted to come home, she didn't have the strength to carry Ari around anymore because she got so heavy.okay, i probably make my little sister sounds like an accessory by now so i need to stop describing her. =)
but not quite yet.
she got this bunch of amazing stuffs from mak and abah. and all of them are in pinks. she got her own little fan right now (which we used quite a lot on ourselves), a new sleeping cot, a new bedsheet (i wonder why she got this, she's not big enough to utilise the bedsheet anyway, and it was cute as hell) and a new toy.wow, being a baby sure comes with a price.
well anyway, like i said, i needed to get home to relieve my burdens. law school is sooooooooooo stressful at this moment, i'm not sure whether i have emphasised it enough.i'm taking land law, constitutional law, administrative law and criminal law this year, and being in the second semester means i have to work double hard to stuff my head with all topics from last year to sit for my once-a-year exam at the end of the semester. so far i find it to be depressing.UM law students pretty much have to learn on their own, we don't have slides or notes to refer to (we do have buddy notes though) and some of the lecturers don't help in the tutorials as well. i had a rough time adjusting to this situation but in the end i know it was all for good training. most of the lecturers here are either firm or overly fierce, but i know their characters are nothing compared to the judges i'll meet someday. so i have to toughen myself up for this field. there were days when i feel my head sunk so low to earth that i don't want to reappear or that i find it hard to catch my breath everytime i'm being tormented by the lecturers, cases, and reading materials but thankfully i have my friends that are always there to help me up.
being in such a distressful state, surely i have to find a way to live to my burdens. so far, going home isn't the best option available and i can't always hope on a train anytime i want to.so i go out, go to movies, go shopping and eat out with my friends.i think i do all of these everyday now, so imagine hahaa =). last week, because i said i was enjoying my time alone, i visited a blogshop and grabbed a few things from there. it was my first time, so i was all of a flutter. zah chipped in as well and we got so many items that the seller decided to give us discount and free postages. i think blogshopping comes with the benefit of having friendly customer services, one which i almost impossible to see when shopping in malls.so we got a whole lot of makeups which we intend to wear for dinners, and i was 100% truly satisfied with the items i received. if you would like to check them out, here's the link. http://ernesworld.blogspot.com. they got NYX cosmetics too out now, they're a drugstore brand from the States and i was asking zah to consider the new picks.
i don't know about you, but retail theraphy does work for me. last time, it was all about new clothes. this time, makeups and accesorries excite me more.i know it's a short term kind of thing, but they make me really, really happy. i can wake up to classes feeling all excited to wear anything that i got. is that strange? i've given up depending on people to make me happy all the time because we all have issues and own lives to care about, so i turn to superficial things that never let me down.it's not so bad.
owh and speaking of people and friends, next weekend is going to be super exciting. my friend aween sugested last semester that we all go for a trip to Malacca.since it's so hard to find time for everybody (they are 19 of us, excluding the boyfriends), we finally manage to settle for next week, the end of january. i'm all of a flutter now. i can't describe how happy i am, it was all anyone of us ever talk about now. we're going to have a hell of a good fun and laugh.hmmm. only problem is, wani has asked for my tote bag last night because she wanted it for her new school (my little sister has got accepted to a boarding school) and i don't want to dissapoint her. so now i have no comfy bag to take around and i really don't want to blow anymore money i have before i reached Malacca. i guess i just carry my not so convenient handbag there and see how it goes.=)
the boys and girls planned to watch a hindustani movie this afternoon and another movie if they can manage, and this time i couldn't join them for family reasons, and sorry too because i missed the theatre practice and futsal training. i hope you guys had fun. i love you all.
okay, this post sonuds like i'm talking to my friends when i really intend to make a public psot.hmmmmmmmmm=)
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