YOU, yeah you!

meeting you in the eye is something i haven't taught myself to do
maybe its been too much, between us is nothing but foe
i haven't let myself be peace with my past
when everything collides i keep it in and let it rust

oh dear time
why haven't i be spared just this once?
to retreat back through my lifeline
and trace back what i've hunt
i can hide my feelings but i can't hide YOU
that whatever im doing will be a reflection of us two
only you and you alone
the one who always slips but constantly i hold
to believe that you have crushed me is something i find hard to deal
now i live myself pretending that half of it isn't real

oh dear mine
i summon but the echo is soundless
maybe for someone like YOU
a tearfull whisper is cruelly harmless
a slight whine,soundless
i've been extra sharp but now i'm losing focus
of whats been the true YOU
and the silly imposters

oh dear YOU
mine has never heard the tickling clock of time
but time always knows what it has in mind
for mine.
for YOU,
hasty pace would mark my way back
turning from my search of tracing
i realise YOU were always there, but never i had
strangely,strangely
it doesn't matter for that
if i had other options
i knew you wouldn't be one of them!