silver lining

i have had the reasons to go blind
to wish i had nothing else to call mine
to follow what path heartbreaks lead
in the deepest shallow i would retreat

those days i was the black sheep
the youngest, supposed the wildest but with nothing to offer
i had so much with me, i was unable to keep
i overtook the matter, and others went and prosper

if i had my way
to go back and relive those days
i wish i wish
my sight was bright enough to see
of the 'me' i had trapped inside
and has refused to let free

there is something the sky wishes to tell me
for forever has it been my guardian, my sanctuary
that in its blues and in its dark
if i see it clear i could see the mark
that in every shadow, there's a silver lining..