Lyla Syahirah

WHO SAYS U CAN'T HATE YOUR BOYFRIEND?AFTER NEARLY A YEAR OF RELATIONSHIP, I CAN SAY MY HEART IS WEARING OUT.AT LEAST I AM BEING HONEST.AND HOLDS STRONG REASONS AS TO WHY I SHOULD HATE HIM.AND I AM NOT AFRAID TO SPILL THE BEANS HERE

REASONS WHY I HATE HIM

1)whenever i would fell tensed up with work and studies and wanted to dump it all on him, he would go all "sabar sayang, saya dengar k?" and went on laughing. irritatingly, those words and laughter soothes me

2)whenever i fell asleep and he had to wake me up,i would do so very grumpily and grudgingly.after realising that for the first time,strangely, he became more willing to wake me up, eventhough he often fall victim to my acts

3)whenever he acts childishly and later complaints loudly of his injuries when he knew well that i have warned him earlier, he said he would rather have suffered and hear me nagged just so he knows he gets my attention

4)whenever i had to meet him without any make up on or without having showered and he would say,"macam mane pon saya sayang kamu jugak la by.." instead of turning the other cheek

5)whenever i have had to make due preparation in order to apologise for my wrongdoings and he would crush all hopes by getting there first

6)whenever he neglected to brush his hair and messed them up because he knows i would unconciously run them through neatly with my fingers

7)whenever i had my meals unfinished, he would finish them up for me instead of insisting me to eat it all up as he should have

8)whenever he teases the way i can't do math calculation properly and gets a piece from me before both of us end up laughing

9)whenever, instead of fighting me back whenever we had a quarrel, he would surrender and let me win

10)whenever, if the quarrel gets nasty, instead of really fighting me back, he would cry

11)whenever if i said i was alone and missing him, instead of saying sweet words to me, he would come all the way by bus just to be by my side

12)whenever he shows his affection eventhough we're surrounded by my friends or his friendS-like he knows secretively that i like to be treated that way

YOU SEE PEOPLE? HOW CAN I NOT HATE THIS GUY ALL THIS WHILE? BUT THE MOST VITAL,NOT-TO-BE-FORGOTTEN REASON AS TO WHY I HATE HIM SO MUCH IS THAT HE MAKES ME UNREASONABLY AND UNDENIABLY IN LOVE WITH HIM EVERYDAY.. :)