say a little prayer

they say that, being a lawyer, you have one foot placed nicely in Hell.


i probably have said this way too much already, but it is everything but my original ambition to end up taking this course. and i know one lawyer who told me that, being asked to do something that you never have intent to in the first place leaves a lot of desires open. i have not many desires myself, but i do have one. that is the desire to always wanna know why in the world did i decide to do this?


i know its pretty amazing that i let this get far off 2 years now. plus, i have friends who, after they've complete with the course, wanna take up some other courses that interest them more. and if i ever have one myself, i would not have blamed them.


okay, the point of all these ramblings is because i just got my criminal law result out today. i was freaking out when somebody mentioned it in Facebook. it was horrifying, gut-wrenching more like. okay, enough adjectives already! well, as usual, i announced this to deline and i had to be surprised (surely not) that she already knew my result.


"did i fail? thats all i wanna know,"


after a few miserable seconds...


"TAK! hehe =),"


and just right then, that was...it was....all of it was...unbelievable. i had been so confident that i would flunked this paper. putting aside of how much i really do struggle to understand the subject, i did very badly during the final exam. i actually made some careless mistakes in the compulsory question. as careless as, if it was a real case in court, the judge would've just throw the bundle right into my face! so it was a mega relief that i did passed.


and not badly too :) thank you ALLAH. perhaps this is another of the too many chances you give so i would survive this road. its just another cue to ask me to buckle up, cuz we're not done yet.


my friends, as far as i know, have passed wonderfully, and have better results than i do as well. congrats my sayangness, =)everyone deserves a piece of this.


again, thank you ALLAH. i never knew such hurdles would make me stronger and confident day by day. thank You for still rewarding me, though i know i'm not as devoted.and through the day, please don't stop guiding this humbly, lowly and filthy slave of Yours..