i'm gonna write you a lovesong

you're the flower,
you're the rain,
you're the shower,
that waters this lane,
you seek for love,
you find a piece,
that's far above,
and shall not cease,
you match this puzzle,
you mend this pain,
you mention no hassle,
of love regain,
full of hopes i shall,
to mark the days and nights,
though only time will tell,
how we make this thing right,
but, sayang, you're my east and you're my west,
my never-ending journey to the rest,
you light, my moon and you shine, my sun,
the only MOHD FIRDAUS HADZWAN **,.


footnote: okay, cintan terlampau =D

today was a fairytale.

me during lawnite.

shawl-deline's
black dress-last year's
leggings-farina's
studded bag-deline's
boots-Vday pressie from hadzwan.
badges-zah's
makeups-own
jacket-Radioactive. this is the only thing new this year, opps, that and the layered neclace, from Bonita.



i always believe, if there is anything more powerful than Love, it's got to be friendship.they're both intertwined in a way that you can't separate the one from the other, and in some cases, you can't live with one without the other too.when that happens, don't you think that God is marvelously fair in giving you not one, but two blessings in the world that would be incomplete to live without.

and yet, yesterday proved to be true just like any other days. we went to lawnite lavished with fun fun fun. that's why i don't even bother to purchase anything grand for this year cuz i know i don't need them when i'm busy laughing with the friends.i guess our tables are one of the loudest, most happening table. And we sat next to the lawyers and lecturers mind you =D we won three lucky draws, and one lucky table. hehe we're lucky after all. the performances were awesome! the final years did rock the stage! (i'll have to thank Kak Ecah for braving to wear a biker's jacket. now i know it looks super cool too on girls who wear tudung like me =D)


then there was the open dance floor where us Cherpoms and others dance to Calle Oche. it was super fun. we started on the stage, but as the numbers grew, we proceeded on the dancefloor. then we dance to a whole lot of other musics, which was a bit safe since you had all your friends around that could cover you when you look like a jellyfish with legs =D


then we took pictures, pictures and pictures.this was hard as there were so many of us, plus the seniors, the juniors and not to forget the batchmates. it took like almost two hours for that.


should i mention the already-told-but-still-exciting story? of the down on one knee with a cincin yang "BAPAK, TAKNAK CANTIK PULAK KAN!" and all the gasps that turn into blushes than to tears?of the question and the sound and firm answer?of the happiness and applause from one person that ends to everyone in the HOTEL? gah. anyway, that was the best. that made my night, at the very least. that made me happy enough to see my friends with their boyfriends, and happier enough to look at Daus and know that long-distance relationships could end in the same way too, and happiest enough to know that my dearest deline, zah, and ayie will go down the same road =D


after that, we went to Castle, Kampung Baru where we cracked jokes, laughed the remaining night out and just being totally happy with each other's company.


the next big thing is the futsal match, which again, for us, is not about winning but having fun. ayie and i are going to look for futsal shirts tomorrow for the girls.we'll be playing on Tuesday, and we've yet to come up with a group name that's not Cherpom. hmmph. Azairi suggested it to be this way; the girls will be called Wondergirls and the boys called Nobody But You. yes. exactly. =PPPP


anyhow, thanks a million for a magical night. it was definetely a fairytale in which if it gets any truer, i'll have to decide for myself.

couldn't be bothered.

personally speaking, i'm very, very proud of myself for being able to go through this week. all the classes, though they get harder by the day, but i was very happy and relief, and i kept telling myself that this is what i want to do, what i can do, and what i can do best. so for the next coming days, i hope Lord will make me stronger.

well anyways, after a horribly expected Criminal Tutorial Class last Thursday, aween, ayie, deline, zah and I went to Bangsar because the girls wanted to have manicures, pedicures, waxing and threading (haha, i say girls like i'm not one. but actually, i didn't go for the beauty treatment). myra and aqwa were there too, and we had lunch at Papparoti. the place is so-so. not much to be applauded about, especially not the improper customer service! hmmmph!


then we went to Mid Valley, to buy stuffs that could heal stress, haha, and since deline, zah and ayie have warned me not to go near Sasa, Shins, Watsons, or Guardian these days, i had to buy other non-makeup related stuffs.hehee guess Rimmel Vintage Pink Lipstick had to wait then!=)


we planned to go to KLPAC today to settle our assignment BUT the person whom we needed to meet up had to cancel our appointment in the last minute so shoout for that.tomorrow, we had to go there first and somehow manage a miracle to go to Lawnite.bah.


hmmmph. in just a minute, i'll be freaking out at myra's room when we do our usual dress rehearsal, tengok jelah! =) wish me luck!

law faculty or death penalty?-deline's

i have these freakingly mind blogging things in my life right now:

1)MOOTS. this is compulsory, but it seems like our batch this year can't really focus on this thing 100%( or is it just me) cuz there are more assignments and tests scheduled up front. haisssh. my topic, Claim of Chargos Islander in EU Court.

2) Land Law test. masuk topik2 sem 1 dulu, and terus sampai topic sem 2 dat are charges and liens. terbaik laa masuk topic sem 1 kann.


3) Article Pn.Halida, concerning constitutional law something-something. yang nie untuk kelas tutor Consti, which kitorang dah agak berjaya bincangkan 3 kes yang sangat susaaaaaah and terlepas dr kemarahan lecturer selama 2 minggu. *sigh*. saya dan farina separuh mati untuk kelas ni petang tadi!

4) Criminal Law Presentation. yang nie dah siap, tapi lepas tengok group lain present banyak yang tak betul, maka group kami pun kena la edit mane2 yang patut. hmmmph. susah dapat 3 lecturer yang mengajar subjek yang sama sekali, lain-lain yang dorang nak.

5) Admin Law PBL Assignment. yang nie tah bile nak start.sebab nak kena hantar lambat lagi, so sudahkan dulu mane yang patut.

6) Kerja Lapangan tentang Opera China. yang nie assignment untuk subjek elektif tersayang. xpe, jumaat nie pergi KLPAC, maybe ade show or maybe xde. ape2 pun, bole disiapkan dalam 1 hari sebab buat berkumpulan.

7) Design Costume. on the way..on the way..


8) Constitutional Law test. gulp! ni baru diberitahu tadi! tapi selamat lepas 24Mac nanti.

9) oh yaa, not to forget! Kelas tutor criminal Datin tiap2 hari khamis yang preparenye mengalahkan exam!

waaaaaaa. perlu ke saya breakdown sekarang? hmmphh rasenye x perlu kot. =p tapi now nie rase nak tergelak pulak bile teringat yang hari2 pergi kelas sama2 dengan myra,, ayie, deline sume..sampai2 fac je masing2 bawak haluan nak siapkan kerja masing2. sorang pegi library, sorg pegi office, sorg kat pink corner, sorg kat foyer. bile time nak balik petang2 sikit baru mesej "kat mane?". jumpe orang kat fac now pun dah jarang. hmmmphh. tibe rase guilty gile dgn sorg senior, Kak Rai, sebab everytime saya kat library usually mesti sembang2 kejap dgn die. tapi now jumpe die, kena terkejar2 dulu cari kes lah, buku la.nak sembang kejap pun dah xde mase. hmmmph, lai minta maaf ye kak rai? =) hmmmppphhh. cepatlah sikit habis semua niiii.


sibuk sangat, sampai Cleo bulan lepas and bulan ni pun x sempat bace lagi!

my hadzwan

i'm glad that when i don't feel like i have anything, i have YOU.

blablablaaaa

tomorrow i'll be boarding the bus back to campus, and this time around there wouldn't be anymore holidays so i have to toughen up for assignments and finals. ain't that something, right?

ughh i'm going to miss the comfort of waking up without knowing what time it is, nor care when you're likely to crash down to sleep. and i totally enjoyed my time with baby Ari, hearing her talk her ' Avatar language ' heheee hadzwan called this when he couldn't understand what i say sometimes. not much, she goes 'ehmmm' and 'uuuu' and 'heeee' all the time. and she laughes and smiles mischievieously!! oooo i adore this little monkey sooo much!


hmmm what am i looking forward to?apart from studies and classes, i can't wait for lawnite (though my dress seems undone now) and also some time together with the boyfriend, if we can manage. sigh..hope we will.better. the distance only grew longer.


ohh yes. a little guilty pleasure today. you might have guess, went makeup shopping again today. but they were from Avon so it's not exactly splurging the money plus being a member has its perk. got myself two lipsticks that i always wanted since forever, Brown Sugar and Tart Tangerine, a lipgloos in Pink Icing very nice color, and a moouse blusher in Soft Peach. guess it was a sub for the non-existence Maybeline line now. hmmm. sometimes when i'm at the counter, i would definetely debate on whether i should get this or that, and sometimes rather guilty too, but when i brought them homw i was always all of a flutter to place them along with my other makeup playthings. is that a bad sign? i guess it is..=)


well until them. my computer isn't working, i'm gonna have them fix soon. i'm using my house computer right now ughhh. life just sucks ;X

sorry i don't have anything better to do

1. Things you cannot leave the house without:
my handbag; stuffed with my wallet, handphone, earphone, lotion or hand sanitizer, lipstick/lipgoss, face powder.



2. Favourite flower:
hahaa at this point, i probably can hear hadzwan says, "kamu suke bunga ke?,". hehehe but i do like really big tulips, or sunflowers. really really big flowers, so that they will die significantly than the sympathetic little ones.



3. Favourite clothing store:
any stores that have really cute dresses in it.forget stores, i wouldn't mind Danau Kota as well.


4. Favourite perfume:
I'm not a perfume person, but right now i really like Harajuku G and Curious by Britney Spears.


5. Heels or Flats:
i would say heels, i dunno. flats don't work out so well for me, not compared to flipflops though. but it's not asked here heheheee.

6. Do you make good grades:
Fairly, but i work hard for them especially in classes i really like.it's not so bad now since i hated maths and science passionately (haha!)

7. Favourite colours:
neutrals and pastels. i don't like bright colours, least of all orange.


8. Do you drink energy drinks:
No, I can't bear them.


9. Do you drink juice:
Yes! I love juice. so long as i can stand the sourness of them.


10. Do you like swimming:
my ability extends only to the enjoyment of waterparks only. i don't do swimming for a cause. and since hadzwan can swim, i needn't have to worry so much, need i?


11. Do you eat fries with a fork:
No. so i'm guessing i'm gonna have to study for my lawyer's ettique paper come graduation.


12. Do you want to get married later on in life:
that depens on how my life turns out to be. if everything's cool, i want to settle down as quickly as possible.


13. Do you get mad easily:
fair enough, but i think i get annoyed pretty easily.


14. Are you into ghost hunting:
What a random question! No, I'm not. Hahaha, imagine I said YES! "Ghost hunting has been in the family for years, I have 5 ghost friends..." etc., etc... OK I am rambling, it's a good thing this quiz is ending soon.


15. Any phobias -
dark, haha. as if you've got to ask.


16. Do you bite your nails:
when i was back in school, yes.


17. Do you drink coffee -
i drink but not on a regular basis. i don't depend on caffeine to get fueled up.

A is for...

i'm in the middle of reading Breaking Dawn (applause applause! finally!!)and was very much drawn to alice cullen aka ashley greene.no, i'm not in edward's or jacob's team. neither am i in bella's. and i like alice just because =)if i have to pick a team, i would rather be in team Carlisle for the vamps and Billy Black for the wolves. heheheee.





she's hot in this month's HOT magazine *wink wink*. i personally think that she's worthy of getting paid just because of her looks.







ahhh..the dazzle of the millenium. when i have a house of my own, i'm going to find a huge portrait of her to hung in my bedroom, just to get me motivated out of bed =) i got the idea from seeing Amber Chia's house in a mag where she has this huge protrait of herself, but i wouldn't be vain enough =)

i used...

hehe=) this probably gonna be funny. i came across a blog that has this I USED post, and what it do is that, the blogger needs to state down as many details of what he or she used to do/think/want as possible.


i want to do it i want to do it!!


1) i used to be obsese with the colour purple when i was in form 2 (i think). i had everything in purple, even my baju raya at that time was in purple. it was because i like this guy who then had to move away cuz he did something bad at school.the only time i ever saw him and was hooked was when he wore this overbright purple baju melayu.



2) i used to cry, wail, howl and be all teary watching Titanic. that's when i was in Form 4 (again, i think). it impacted me for days. since then, i've been religiously avoiding that movie.



3) i used to think that if i pushed the wrong button on the car key, the car will explode. oh wait, i still do. hehee.=)



4) i used to ask people everytime when they offered me bubblegums/mentos/sugus/even kopiko or any weird looking candy, whether i can just chew or swallow them. yeah, i used to have this obsessive protection on not to get myself choked to death.



5) back in school, i used to have to ask other people to help me carry the thick Kamus Dewan because it's just too heavy for me.



6) i used to like Aaron Carter to the point of madness. i want to kidnap him!



7) i used to like eating durian, back when i was very little. now i can't even remember ever liking it, cuz i puked or couldn't stand the smell of it.




8) i used to be in team BSB. i liked Nick Carter so much, thinking he's the hottest guy alive. i wouldn't let anyone switched channels when 'Drowning' was playing. not that they are doing so good now.



9) i used to eat my oreos dipped in chunky peanut butter slaps instead of milk.



10) i used to write short stories and poems and kept them in a little journal, so that one day when i'm finally getting over learning how to play the guitar, i would recite my poems on it. this would come pretty soon though (*gasp* Alice Cullen peeping into the future hahahahahaaa not funny at all)




footnote: everything posted are true, nothing but the truth.

i heart beauty bloggers!!

*post this on if you are just as fanatic as i am!




now is the middle of the night and i didn't feel the least tired though i have to wake up super early tomorrow to run some errands. i just got home a couple of hours ago from Acik's becasue i need to send my cousin home. she'd been staying with us for three days to tutor my sister in addmaths (she literraly specializes in this one) and also we went to get wani's MP3 (finally, she's been raving about it for weeks and tomorrow is her birthday and she's got a valid reason for it)


i'm planning to do an IN and OUT, by the way.



IN
1) my new boots, love'em. think of wearin them for lawnite, if not sooner.they're super comfy. i now know that if i want to wear heals on a daily basis, i should go for the chunky ones.and since ayie is the only other person who i know is always in heels or wedges, we share this tip quite a lot thes days whenever we browse on shoes.


2)Rimmel Lasting Finish 16hr+ foundation in shade 200. i've been wanting this for the longest time since i first tried it out in Guardian, MidValley. well, maybe the salesgirl was helpful and i'm a sucker for that (haha!). but really, it blends quite well when i tried it so i'm hoping that it'll be great.besides, i already love everything i purchase from Rimmel so far i.e the lipstick in Airy Fairy and MonoBlusher.they're both good products.


3)Pixy TwoWay Cake Foundation. i last heard anout this one during Frenster 12, and i thought it was just some cheapo brand.but then i found it at Watson's today and i was so excited. it says that it has sunscreen as well as foundation, and many other benefits (imagine it's a BB cream). can't wait to try this out.


4)Neutrogena Foaming Facial Cleanser.. it's a cleanser as well as a makeup remover. it says it even remove strong, waterproof eye makeups. i doubted it, but when i tried it, it wasn't bad at all. of course, i still need to use proper makeup remover first but with the cleanser, it works double effective.i think it's handy for trips.


OUT

1) Red Earth Illuminating Fluid Foundation..it's a bit pricey but it works quite well.only thing is that it's not so easy to handle. it comes in a normal-like foundation bottle only with an applicator like a pan. it functions the way mascara or liquid eyeliner does.whenever i go anywhere, i wouldn't bring this with me as it spills in the makeup bag quite often.and it's a shame really, cuz it's too good for that.

2) IN2IT liquid eyeliner. the last one i had, i lost it when i stayed over at ayie's. but truth be told, the tip was too long that it made applying on the eyes quite troublesome. and i can't quite manouver yet how i want my eyeliner to stick on my eyes with this. well, since it's gone already, i really don't have much to say.


3) Elianto liquid blush in Dolly Pink. i first saw it being used by my friend emi, and it suited her so well i can't wait to get it. but when i tried it on me, i didn't get almost the dramatic effect that i saw. probably it didn't work for me but i was glad anyway i purchased it. perhaps with some other makeup techniques i could find a way to 'liven' it up.




hmmm. i think that's all for now. i know it seems shallow to talk about this things but i was just playing around really. i'm not that huge yet on makeups, but i LOVE them so much.they are something i'm really connected to at the moment, and reading beauty bloggers was a way to escape. i'm glad some of my friends share the same view with me too, it makes it even more fun!

words passed me on this one

*this picture i "curi" so as to stress the rare side of bella*



okay, it started with a friend. the friend has another friend who's been the total opposite of her but they cling on to each other like magnets on the fridge, and they are really close. close enough that they are noticed for that.they had 2 years of friendship during schooltime, and still remain so until today. then, the education system took its toll ( what a way to mention it eh?), and the friend got accepted to do a course locally while the other friend went to study abroad. they tried to keep their friendship alive throughout the time no matter how hard it is. come years and other commitments, sometimes it's hard to keep something that far away. at least speaking from the friend's perspective, well, she should know.=(



so here, i'm the friend. and my other friend is bella.



she's on her holiday right now in Malaysia. she did tell me when we were sms-ing and fb-ing and i've remembered the date like a plaque in my head.we had this plan that the four of us, that is me, her and our guys, to go on a holiday together. the plan changed for some understandable reasons and i've been a complete asshole as to totally forgot everything about it since then! what a twitch! i asked abah if possibly i could stay over in her place some days but was refused as the family needed me during the holidays (my sisters, ari's been sick, mak is working, abah's outstation, etc). so i guessed i could visit her next week, when i'm free. and i couldn't thank God Of Perfect Timing for going to have her on the plane back to Manipal already by then! uuuggghh! this is so unfair, it's been bugging me these couple of days...it's really frustrating. it's one of my new year's resolution, for crying out load! who in the world would'nt have the time to spend with her best of friend?seriously, and i'm not even exaggerating this. if it was a capital offence, i would've literally brought myself to hang.



bella, i'm really really really sorry for not making the time to visit you. i know i did promise that when hadzwan came, i would go and visit you. but since abah didn't approve of crossing states during the hols, i only ever get to go out once during the holiday, and that even strecthed just a couple of miles away from home. i'm really really sorry. i don't want to make excuses, cuz i know i'm in the wrong and it's no good to explain it when i couldn't say anything besides i'm sorry. i'm sorry i'm not much of a friend to you these days. i feel really really bad. i know that compare to you, i've been prioritizing more on hadzwan. that much i give you, and you deserve my honesty. i know it's not fair. i wished i'm not like that, it makes me feel like Bella Swan on the Twilight guy already.i don't want to make promises, i'm determined to show them. so if there is any other ways, not as a redemption for this, but to be a good friend, please know you can count on me.i'm sorry..

please forgive me =(

that picture didn't do me justice.

today is not a yay day for me. i woke up with this awful stomachache that could only mean one thing- PMS. i was literally hunching my way down from my room to ask my sisters where the pads are. and once i crawled back to bed, i know it was pointless to not take some of the pills.usually no matter what i would not take medications on an empty stomach, but at that point i wasn't about to negotiate my situation any longer. i popped out two pills, that should've been enough but i was still writhing in pain and decided to take another two.i didn't realized that i was an inch towards killing myself just to soothe the pain. hmmmm. then went for another couple of hours of sleeping before i decided to follow mak and my sisters to acik's. big mistake as i was only able to lie down once i got there.



i hate PMS =(




p/s: my friends kept asking me if i'm okay in relationship terms. i'm going to put it in a less corny way (not that i have not been corny all this while) that hadzwan and i are still attached to each other =)there was never a breakup, and what i didn't realize is that i can manage to love hime more than i had been already. so thank you friends for your undivided concerns, may the same end meets you =)

ah0y!

i can't figure out,
how my lips would dry,
in my head they're too load,
but in the end won't come by,
maybe it's the gut,
that haven't light for awhile,
or maybe it's you and your winning smile,
i don't know what it means,
so would you come clean,
wake me up now so it'll all just be a dream,
but if you're still there,
in your familiar tee and messy hair,
waiting for the girl who called in your wake,
you would beam and you would care,
for all that is matter,
it's just you and her,
for all that is worth,
let love shows no fear,
however the tide goes deep,
or in shakespere, till "the darling buds of May",
you know time will always keep,
for you to celebrate yet another lover's day!

valentine's day again. the movie. and oh the boots.

~can't love this enough~


sorry to get a bit carried away. i know its nothing grand, it looks simple really but i'm excited cuz its my first pair of ankle boots.they'll be perfect for my ever-growing dresses collection. =)



i've totally forgot to mention that on the 11th of February, before all of us cherpoms headed home for the Chinese New Year hols, we went out for a movie at Pavilion. the movie was set up by Deline, and Awin arranged us the tixs and all. there was a dresscode to follow: we all have to wear red, white or black. just so it suits the spirit, ooh and the movie was Valentine's Day. we've been totally into the movie since last year, when we all saw the trailer during This Is It.


so anyways, the movie was not until 12.30am. while waiting for deline and azairi to finish their debate training, myra came to my room and wanted to help me with my makeup for the night. well, she's the only one who understands me when it comes to makeup. all must be done in a jiffy cuz as much as i like makeups, i can't stand when others do it for me. it feels all itchy and uncomforting. but i totally love my makeup that night, thanks myra.=)



megat, ayie and i went for dinner first at Bangsar, at Papparoti is it? ooh well, can't remember. the food was okay, just that i don't quite fancy the way my toast peanut butter felt all glued in my mouth. but it was tasty. well, i think that night i was more focused on the movie instead of anything else.



because we were totally late, around 12.15am after everything was settled, we pushed off to Pavi to find the others already waiting for us. sorry guys for turning up so late =(. luckily we booked the whole row, and we looked mostly in red, so we're like a bunch of football fans or something.but anyways, we all had great time enjoying the movie. i sat next to Ad, and we laughed throughout the scenes. ohhh what a story. i know i won't be watching if it wasn't for them =)




most of my friends ended up bringing their other halfs, and since mine is teared apart hundreds of kilometres from me, i brought someone else to remember him by. i brought with me, "hadzwan the bear". it looks hell cute and i should've propped a seat just for him. =)




p/s: thanks to megat who made me realize that my red dress made me look like a minnie mouse!

valentines the 2nd

wonders it is to accept that hadzwan and i have faced our second valentine now. looking back, our first valentine weren't actually that far back. he wanted to give me an unfruitful surprise in KL, i gave him the unplanned cupcakes, he bought me a bear on a candy stick and i bought him some facial set, which up until now, out of his onw romantic attempts, has worn the same brand since.



we didn't do much today actually, because the malls were closed due to chinese new year. darn wasn't it? only a handful of stores obliged to the couples today.we went to three different malls because hadzwan needed his GPS so badly, we're both no use when it comes to directions. but none of the digital stores open today, so to cheer up his mood, he went for cloth shopping instead. love the shirts he bought, all picked by moi. hehee.



then we went for Nandos at Plaza Gurney just because that was what we first had as a couple the way back.just for sweet memory, and along the way i kept quizzing him bits about our relationship, on where we first met, what we first said, what happened, the first movie, the first present and all.of course, being a no-nonsense kind of guy, he had to figure these things out or even guess a bit.sometimes i think he likes to humour me this way, perhaps so.


then we went out shopping and laughing hard. it wasn't much of a celebration, but we were truly satissfied. and i'm totally feeling my v-day pressie!!! thank you so much.



p/s: i always love you.

when i love you a little less than before

before anyone jumps into any conclusions, i have a note to make: that i'm not on rebounds.



well, how can i possibly be when my relationship isn't strained by any forms. no, there was no other persons and no, we didn't fell out of L. it's just that one of us wanted something more, and that someone happens to be me.


my last post has got some of my friends asking, what does it mean? remembered i haven't seen deline in three days and on the fourth, the first thing she said to me was, "hye, read ur blog. what happen to you?,"


i'll tell you what happen. that for some reasons i think only known to me (because i can't seem to portray them clearly enough to my friends), i wanted out form my routine of believing and worshiping practical love. i realized i wanted more. i begin to accept cocky love stories that send millions of jittered messages round my guts, and more slappings on my face. i began to accept the Twilight love-things.i really don't know, and worst of, i begin to think whether i have waited long enough to be with the right person that's worthy of me.


hadzwan and i, we didn't started of as being head over heels with each other. we look at it more like, "i can offer you commitment, lets have a relationship". and funnily for me, thats the only thing that i'm best for when it comes to realtionships, the commitment, the time and the energy. yes we dated and still do for a year and a half now and yes we talked, texted and called like everybody else, but when you have a relationship like that, that is based on pure commitments, more than likely you'll let other things in. the relationship is stretched (in a good way though, as we both see more perspectives) but in the end, i finally realized that that is all we have, a relationship.


secretly, i have envied those who still have butterflies in their stomachs, who can't breath whenever the person is around and hands got all sweaty and heart goes all dum-dum-daa-dum. i wished i had one of those, or if i wished even harder, for all of those to come back.and there are also circumstances where i think was kind of stupid for me to think over, but they really give me something to consider. like, have i really done the roght thing? what should i have done to make it different? am i really 100% satisfied with my position now? should i have waited and changed anything? i know these are really mean questions and since i'm the only one between us who's got this issues, it seems unfair to bring them up to him.


but bring them up, i did.i didn't want to sick myself by facing this alone and however greedy and demanding i can be, i would have rather tell than bluff out in frount of him. it's not nice to tell someone these things, i didn't want to break his heart. i would rather have my heart broken for that.as soon as i finished telling him, i felt so bad. this wasn't his fault at all.i was the one who wanted all this from the beginning, and now just because i have this vision of a better whatever-you-want-to-call L, i dumped all on him. i seriously wanted to take them back, but i couldn't. because i don't have love anymore but ego to spare, all i can do is wept foolishly.


the next day, i received something on my facebook page. he wrote me something(which he copypaste from the internet) that got me thinking that things can change. that he thinks can change. summarily, he said, don't discard something we already have, but try to make the best out of it. he said he wouldn't budge, and if swooning me over is what he has to do, he'll do it a million times.


i realized this; that i'm not perfect. neither is he. so why have i wanted more? if the situation is reversed, would i want him to do the same thing to me? well to me now, practical or not, we're going to do it with a little bit of love and interest.


so this is my message to all, don't simply throw away something that has been with you for so long, who have seen the best and the worst of you, who completes you and wouldn't give up on you even when you are ready to give up.you can make something out of it.if you really try, that is.there are so many other people out there who can be no better than the person you are with mow, so why not stick to the one you already have? and plus, being bored and sparkless are no solid excuses to back out from a solid relationship, there are so many out there who is even worst and don't need thinking twice to be left.L is not a magic thing, but you can make it to be magic.


to my dearest; thank you for believing and keeping me, when i threw fits and tantrums and shout and yell and curse at you. you don't know how strong a person you have been to me. so, thank you so much for all the dedications along this road.


p/s: my appreciations to myra, who is still sticking up to the one she has. to ayie, who is still being strong in facing a new beginning. to zah, who is still trying and to deline, who is still waiting.

merepek

okay, tanak tulis in english.

sebab nak nyumpah. haha, jahat kan?


minggu ni sangat penat, letih dan seangkatan dengannya. lecturers sume mengajar macam exam tu esok je (ade lagi 8 minggu, tak lame jugak tu)


nasib baik esok boleh balik dah,boleh jumpe family terchenta. wah.


tadi wani dah call, check.


ari demam. check check.


tunggu balik esok la!

L0vE?

i admit that i'm no juliet when it comes to love. i hold adamantly strong to the principle that love needs work and sacrifice and commitment more than the feeling itself. i've become so much of a preacher of practical love that i've alluded the natural, common feeling that comes with it.perhaps it's the result of critical observation and years of living with it.



but now, when the circumstances around me changes, it's hard not to ponder on one fact, and realizing it...



that true love does exist after all.



have i lost the opportunity and time to grasp it? would it fail again this time? this, as many others, are unanswerable.



i'm just hoping for the best, though i keep none of that for myself.


x,
lylasyahirah

talltells

remember how i wish today would turn up differently? well, it didn't.


first, i went to my lecturer's book launching wearing informal attire-jeans, graphic tee, long cardigan, colorful shawl- luckily our Law Soc President, Fendy, allowed me to go in, but i spent half the time trying to be a camouflage.

second, my two important criminal files have gone missing. i really thought it was with myra, until she found them at the Computer Lab. thanks myra, i owe u a bunch.

third, i just photocopied the three consti cases today and had no fringgin' time to read the whole stack until 2pm.there were so hard to understand that even i took time to read the headnotes.so did everybody, actually. then went to class, as expected, the lecturer had to explain them to us. sorry Ms Sharon, we did you wrong.=[



now, i am not trying to contemplate tonight. whatever happens, happen.



p/s: not to mention my LG phonw has gone haywire since the trip back from Malacca. it kept turning off, turning me off. darn you, icecream.

hmmmmmph.

okay, hari nie sumpah memang sangat-sangat mengundang. haish. for starters, dala saya bangun awal gile pukul 6 pagi sebab ingatkan kelas start pukul 8. ble ingat-ingat balik, hari isnani kelas start pukul 9. damn. takpela. saye amek own sweet time untuk turun breakfast kat kafe, sebab tau nanti kelas pack mesti x sempat nak makan ape2. lepas tu sejam jugakla tunggu myra depan atm blok D. boring, siap tangkap-tangkap gambar and boleh mms kat hadzwan lagi.


lepas tu pukul 8.45pagi, myra muncul, cakap ade meeting lawnite sekejap kat foyer fac. sebab awal lagi, so x kisahlah tunggu sekejap.tengok-tengok orang meeting, gile macam interfere. pastu dah pukul 9pagi, mintak la nak masuk kelas dulu.tengok2, Pn Halida lecturer consti law dah masuk. aik? aik? bile mase pulak consti ni, bukan patut land ke? nasib baik lah notes bawak, sebab memang amil sume from kete myra. mesej myra, "consti!" and dapat tau myra pun da masuk da dgn ayie, ad and zah.


habis kelas kena rushing pegi Pusat Kebudayaan utk kelas busana. tapi sebab ad, myra, ayie sume pun x breakfast lagi, makan la kejap kat KPS. masuk keasl pun time tu da setengah jam lewat. hari ni belajar pasal Impresi, and selalulanya lecturer x bising pun if lambat setengah jam. bile lambat satu jam or lebih baru die bising. tapi mase break tadi, die ade la sebut-sebut sikit.hmmmmmmmmmph.xpela, memang akui pun ade salah kitorang, tapi kitorang explain kat lecturer tu, sorry, kelas kitorang back-to-back. tambah pulak fac law jauh, so amek mase la nak datang pun.nasib baik die paham, or so..


anyways, bailk2 tu, masuk kelas land law, Dr.Yong ajar pasal lien. tapi sebelum tu die tanya pasal charges and boleh dikatakan semua orang angkat tangan sebab x leh jawab x study pun bab tu. ish. sumpah segan. lepas tu laju je die ajar topik lien.macam dah malas dah. sorry Dr Yong, we hope to do better next time..


masuk pulak tutorial admin, xpernah2 Dr.Gan bagi soalan tutorial, hari nie die bagi. selalunya dia bagi mini lecture je.kelam kabut jugaklah saye and zah cari notes yang berkaitan. tapi as usual, die tolong jugak macam mane nak jawab. huuh. nasib baik lah.


habis je kelas hari ni, saya and zah pergi library nak cari kes criminal.ayie and myra had to go for lawnite rehearsal performance and deline ade debat.baru sedar yang ade several topics yang Datin suruh buat, x diajar lagi. adui, camne nak explain kat die nanti? hmmmmmmmph. dgn bantuan proforma aqeel, saya and zah pun set out la cari journal cases semua. MLJ xpe lagi, journal lain cam hampeh ja kadang-kadang ada kadang-kadang xde. Macam tadi, nak cari case dalam journal Appeal Cases tahun 1970. yang ade sume journal tahun 1969 pastu terus langkau 1971. haih hangin babe! tu baru kes Inggeris, kes India dekat Suprme Corut All India Report tadi, buku sikit punye susah nak cari, lepas mintak tolong librarian, pages pulak hilang. bengong. bengong.bengonnnnnng.hmmmmmph. nasib baik akak potostat kat library tu x mengundang macam selalu, kalu tidak nak kena cepuk sekor-sekor.ahhhhhhh. tensi.


balik nie, after rest tidur sume, turun bawah cepat-cepat beli food and nak settle down buat consti, dapat tau yang soalan yang kena jawab tu sebenarnya dah jawab dah.and sepatutnye kitorang kena discuss 3 cases nanti. and too late utk saye realise yang saye xde kes-kes tu. damn lagi sekali.



huhuu nak je buat bodo and online sekarang, tapi teringat banyak lagi kerja x siap. land, criminal, admin pun. might as well siapkan salah satu.hmmmmmmmph. so hope tomorrow will be better la. sumpah nak cuti cepat cepat!

work work and more works

RDEA 1106 ANALISA BUSANA DAN TATARIAS


Situasi: Anda adalah pereka kostum. Anda perlu menghasilkan satu rekaan kostum untuk satu watak bagi satu nasykah sedia ada atau satu watak yang direka. tema rekaan adalah HIJAU. Anda boleh merekacipta kostum daripada 2 meter kain. Jenis tekstil adalag bebas. Struktur potongan kostum hendaklah tidak sama seperti pakaian harian yang mempunyai potongan lazim.Setiap ciptaan hendaklah disempurnakan dengan kelengkapan lain seperti tatarias untuk pakaian, solekan, solekan khas, topengan atau properties lain yang bersesuaian.Rekaan hendaklah dikemukakan lengkap dengan jurnal dan laporan ke atas penyelidikan yang dijalankan.




As i have mentioned, i think, a couple of posts back, i'm taking an elective course this year which got to do with fashion and styling. it's the only subject that i know won't deal with calculations or more readings added that i do love anythings that got to do with fashion itself. however,i don't see the fact that i don't know a thing about fabrics and stuffs coming, thank you very much.


anyhow, that's our new assignment. plus another group one. that's just added the amount of work to be done by me. and i've already felt guilty of not studying the whole weekend, tahniah lai! . but fret not, tomorrow i'm going to devote the whole evening for moots research, cases research and article research. darn.


am looking forward for the hols.and btw, my friend bella is coming home!!

BOLD for the true ones. Italic for the ones you wish to be true:



I miss somebody right now.
I don’t watch TV these days.
I own lots of magazines.
I wear glasses or contact lenses
I love to play video games.
I’ve tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m totally smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast
I have long hair.
I want to cut my hair.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past few days
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I'm happily married
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping
I would rather shop then eat.(wah? haha)
I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friends’s ex.
I am happy at this moment!!
I’m obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup. (this is a major bold)
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pickup things with my toes
I can’t whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
I can’t stick to a diet. (not to less-weight myself)
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

3 words are better spoken by someone else

life is about choosing,
though not so grand but our path are marked,
and whenever you feel like you are losing,
heart must remember that it's always from God,


whatever He has in store for you,
you know that it's all for good induce,
but whether or not you can see it through,
you might not want it, so does a few.


take for example a man full in heart,
of love and care and devotion so hard,
you would be aggrieved, pain from losing and tearing apart,
if you don't realized that he is God's gift from the start.


the best prizes in the world is not ribboned frames,
or gold medals littered in eventful games,
sometimes you'll be surprised,
to know how even the smallest gestures can make you whole,
make you alive.


i write this,
because i don't want you to regret,
i write this,
because i don't want you to forget,
i don't want your bearing,
to be of nothing but expecting less,
when you can see clearly,
that the three words are sweeter spoken by someone else.



that when you look passed him, and knowing that he'll be gone,
that God is fair to give you something, than He gives you none.

fun filled weekend. thanks.

what can i say about this weekend? well, its nothing spectacular, but that's probably due to me comparing them with the ones we had on the last weekend, which is in Malacca. that one was, for now, completely incomparable. as i put it in my words, " never had such bonding" and myra's, " we should do this more often". despite that, this week was great too, because anytime with my friends are great times, however out-of-plan we might be.


so, the weekend for me started off on Thursday, since i have no more classes on Friday.the college had unannounced water problem, so we had to camp in Ayie's house instead. before that, we went for a movie of Megat's choice. he wanted to watch Old Dogs. and also before that, me, ayie, shark, emi and megat had a fringgin' good time playing arcade games. ayie and myself were no pros..we got attacked by the bad guys even before we started =). so we ended up playing the basketball game which ayie instantly fell in love with and kept buying the coins until i was exhausted.


Old Dogs was hilarious, funny and best la!
i think the whole cinema could hear deline's laughing. hehee =) i didn't laugh as much though, guess i was distracted (err..i was actually. i messaged hadzwan during the movie, bad me!). i guessed the last time i laughed out loud so hard was during the Ugly Truth.


the next day, we went to Sungei Wang. firstly to LowYat because megat needed to pick up some video games.we never been to Sungei Wang before, or to put it in Deline's word, " which part of the world is this?," but it was fun thou. you'll find many good stuffs, and i'm super happy because i finally got my lace dress that i've always wanted. hyper! then bought two more dresses until deline said no. literally, i have enough dresses to wallpapered my room, so i gotta stop at some point.


then we went for dinner at Kampung Baru, at a new hound. we picked an eating place which is famous for its Nasi Bubur. there was this fine street musician playing guitar so emi paid him RM1 to hear Tercipta Untukku. nak suruh die main Pixie Lott takut xbleh plak.. hehee but he was a fine one to play, and the food was superb!. so thumbs up for Nasi Bubur.


during dinner, we were discussing on whether we should go out for a late night movie.and since i'm the only one who doesn't yet watch a Hindustani movie, the initial plan was to watch it at Cap Square.Syak was all about this new Abishek Bachan movie..then finally Awin called and wanted to join, so in the end, out of assumption that Cap Square probably doesn't have a movie that late, we went to Pavillion to watch Case 39.


the ritual is this: when we go out for a movie, it's usually planned. and one of us Cherpoms will held the responsibility of choosing one movie to watch and whether or not the movie meets our expectation, that is for the one person to bear. so Case 39 was chosen by Deline, and that movie could be summed up as, horrifyingly mad! i don't think i've screamed like this in Ju-On. we could all just up and kill Lily taw!


the next day, the plan was to devote our day in Bangsar for dress hunting. ayie needed her dinner dress BUT the atm machine failed us. we were out walking in Bangsar and not one machine was available. i was soooooo pissed off. after visiting the Bank Islam in UM (yes, we had to go back to UM), we finally relented and went to OU where we camp in MPH and read books. luckily hadzwan was considerate enough to bank in some money into emi's maybank. that was all i have, until Bank Islam started functioning again this morning. and i also had to cancel my day trip with Ara, so thanks a bunch Bank Islam. huuuh!!


Anyways, minus the sudden pull to shopping stores, especially the ones with the BIG RED 50% on the window, i managed to have a good meal in a Baba Nyonya Restaurant. it wasn't grand or expensive. it was just nice. i went there with emi and syak since deline had debate practice, ayie had to go to her grandparent's and megat had a jamming session to attend to. in the end, there is one thing i couldn't resist though, which is, expectedly, a makeup primer. =) and oh yes, Big Apple Doughnuts.


well, today is for staying in only. got lots to do, well, most of it have done in the morning when i got up with a romping stomach. well, its not so bad. i can either A) torture myself with blogshops and B) DVD marathon or C)all of the above.


happy weekends and coming Chinese New Year!

of love and perhaps, remorse.

just arrived from watching Syak playing boling for SUKMUM. i dunno what stage he is in now, i think it's just the beginning. but whatever, we want to give our support, so Deline, Zah, Emi and I went to see him playing. well, to put it right, it's more to him playing and us gossiping. =] but we did see him strike a few times, so no purpose defeated.


okay, right now i want to confess these things:

1) rindu gile main hijack. rindu gile berebut toilet in the morning. rindu gile bersiap melaram cantik-cantik.. gile best, bak kate myra, WE SHOULD DO THIS MORE OFTEN!

2) rindu ariessa..=( ini memang tak boleh dinafikan lagi lah. hari-hari pun rindu. tadi mak call. mak kate, adik dah pandai senyum =)))))))) and adik dah boleh pakai skirt. weeeeee, nie yang along nak shopping skirt cantik2 untuk adik ni. tapi tak boleh lah Osh Kosh ye dik, haha. tak sabarnye nak jumpe Chinese New Year ni, haritu jumpe pun kejap je tak puas along nak lame-lame dengan adik.

3) rindu bella juge! bella balik next week, i'm counting days. susah sangat nak dapat time together,especially now masing-masing dah duduk jauh, so kenalah make full use of the moments kan? cepat balik bella balik cepat capet balik cepat cepat bella! =]

4)rindu hadzwan =(((( and i know he feels the same way too. i miss you bro...nie pun kena jumpe cepat-cepat sebelum iman tak kuat! HOIH! =)

5) rindu ara and ien. we make a tradition to meet twice a year during the starting and end of the semester due to our hectic schedule and i would make it a point ti stay a few days with them. whatever pun, i love you guys so much besties!!



hmm. i have always wondered how pleasant and serene the feeling of love is.its not easy to find someone that we truly love and care so much, but it's even more harder to find more than one person whom we can love and care as much too. i'm really grateful and blessed that in my case, i haven't yet faced with the problem. so far i would say, truly and sincerely appreciate the love of my parents (just met Abah today and he was gloomy because Wani had to go to boarding school), i enjoy the company and love of my friends, the besties and the CHERPOMS who never let me down. the girls and the guys are equally crazy they sting my eyes with laughter.i enjoy the hugs and concern calls from my friends, and i can only hope and do my best to return any of their favours. i love my boyfriend, and i hope against all odds that our relationship can sustain, though we're far away and seldom met. i know that as long as i trust him and he trust me, we both are going to be fine. *hadzwan, you're the best thing i never knew i needed!* oh wait, i probably want to say that to all my friends and family,



tonight, i'm actually feeling kind of pissed off by something, something usual. but after i relented to my friends and they relented back, i sat down and realized that, what have i got to lose? with all the love, care and support by so many people, what could i possibly be mad about? it's just one thing, and that thing is not affecting my entire life like the rest of my family, friends and boyfriend, so why bother to be mad? so i give in. i'm not going to be mad anymore, i'm just going to enjoy my life and not care a thing about this kind of petty stuffs.besides, i'm not the one fighting a losing battle here, that thing is.



what i'm trying to say is that, we got to love and care people like they love and care about us. be it your parents ( besides, it is written in our Quran and Sunnah to love and respect our parents right?), your friends, your teachers or anyone. logically, i'm not going to treat someone nicely if she obviously doesn't do the same to me.maybe i can resort to being nice despite of wanting anything in return, but in some point, that also has it limits right? but there is one thing i don't make exceptions to though, i'm not going to let people depend on me if i can't depend on them. that's like a crude version of " a friend in need is a friend indeed". so, all play fair right?



okay, that's one part of it. now i would like to officially honoured my friend, Deline, to just take a tiny little step ahead of her in order to pursue the love. and just to let her know that if she finds the steps hard to walk on, i'll be glad to walk with her too. i want her to know that nothing else will stop her now, and if she fails, everything will be just the same. so don't worry, you'll be fine sayang =)


am calling all love junks woooooooooo!

because love for stuffs

nowadays i go gugugagaa over makeups like a 16 year-old girl look at Joe Jonas, huh?
anyway, there's this fiesta going on in college where they sell all this market el cheapo makeups which i know i have to get. so despite the call for the long maxi dress that Zah pleaded me to buy, i gave in to the beauties instead. =) even asked the seller to come tomorrow so i can purchase brushes makeup brushes from her.she looked pleased with both me and Zah and didn't hesitate to bring them tomorrow.

i don't know why, but market makeups like that really work for me. it's a bless that i don't have to blow much on them (though Zah probably disagree), but seriously, i can buy them in abundance. or maybe that's the style of my shopping? well, i just prefer buying 2 dresses with the price of RM 50 each instead of one dress priced RM100, no matter how cute the later might be.indulge in many items at one point is more satisfying for me. which explain why i bought a handful of the M things again that would surely cost me a fortune even in Malaysia's drugstore. hehee =]


as i mentioned, i love reading beauty blogs nad getting tips from there. i'm dying to do one to actually, but i'm no pro. i guess for now i'm pretty content with reading the blogs and watching the videos.sorry, but i loooooooooooove makeups so much. the colors, the packagings, ooooh i can live in them LOL!


anyhow, thanks to the fiesta committee for pulling off great booths this year!

: MAWAR, birthdays, blogshop and camwhores :

okay, now back to class. back to waking up at 8 in the morning to catch up the ever important constitutional class.today we learnt about the definition of law for a bit, just covering up for last week's miss, and a bit on the issue of the death penalty along with " say what??" cases. i guess i'm stuck for life on this but i love it.

the reason why we came back early from malacca was to join in Malam Warisan Melayu (MAWAR), which is an event under Kelab Warisan Melayu to which i belong to and hold the post as the sleeping treasurer LOL. there's not much to be done, at least for me. but the whole lot of friends joined in as models and actors for Teater Mahsuri.i would say that it was, hands down, the best night of MAWAR.i guess because the people who joined in are inasmuch help to everyone else and since we're friends, things have gone off far easier. i was happily flicking the camera to capture the moments, and i did record the modelling part. well, awesome job guys! =)


right after that, we celebrated Zah's, Syak's, Min's and Daus's belated birthday. truly belated since Syak's birthday is way during december. Ayie and I got them two cakes from Cake Sense, which, setakat ni, everyone's birthday cake is from there. on one cake is written, FOREVER 21 and on the second, the name of the four muskateers. hehee. Syak's was a bit of an over celebration since he got two birthday cakes already counting this one. =] i gave Zah a ring and bracelet set courtesy from Malacca, and now she's been busy with her family law submission, so all the best for her!


now back to my current addiction of blog shopping and fashion blog reading. a few notes here that i'm not exactly into these kind of things, but i do love to see what other people purchases and probably get some ideas from there. so i've been visiting this blog review a lot, sometimes with myra and za who share the same addiction. http://diaryofane-shopaholic.blogspot.com/. it's dead useful, guys. the owner (bless her!) updated the blog regularly and slides in notification for any blog bazaar available in KL, and so far i've missed out the ones in SS15 and TTDI. syait! mental note, i'm not going to miss any again.


oooh yes, during the Malacca trip, Myra realized that it would be much more fun if we could allocate a day to have a fun photography session in any part of KL. just a day of dressing up and take pictures. Dataran Merdeka is the first choice.hehee anyone interested?


well, done for now!


oh. not quite.


here is the list of works queing to be done by me.

1)Admin Law PBL assignment.
2)Mooting Research.
3)Criminal Law presentation.


good luck to me then! LOL.


xoxo,
lylasyahirah.

malacca with love 2 =)

us being naughty and nice





at one of the old building in Malacca. dah lupe ape namenye,something-something. but the scenery was to die for.




waiting for our turn to board the River Cruise. RM10 per person.
worth the wait and the money, view sangat cantik okay =)




the usual us, "main bola kat pantai bodoh2 pun bole jadi best!"






this photo is taken after the A Famosa Water World fun.
everyone look tiredly happy.






these are all i can upload, blame the lame internet connection in college LOL. the rest of the pictures are in facebook, so take a look there aite? enjoy the weekend!