mode : tak taw nak rase ape. sedeh memang sedeh sebab 2weeks x jumpe, tapi at the same time kene happy and semangat2 sebab dorg pergi pon nak menunaikan ibadah. so, kadang2 hepi and kadang2 sedeh la...tapi nak lagi banyak bersedih la!
selama nie, x penah pon mak ayah yang jauh drpd saye its usually the other way round.
sekarang nie merase lah xde parnets kat rumah walaupon utk 2 minggu shj.
wani dah pernah rase dah sebab die selalu kene tinggal kat rumah bile abah outstation atau mak kne pergi kursus oh the tough one is always her i'm nothing compared to her i am likely to freak out oohhhhh GOD help!
tp nsb baek sekarang mak dah kurangkan kursus2 die tu and dah berpusat di rumah.
okay now rase tertekan plak aisssshhh aphal la ttbe.
macam mane kite nak ilangkan tekanan2 hidup seperti ini?
makan chocolate byk2 pon x membantu a new haircut pon x membantu and i'm damn sure a new cardie pon xkan membantu ooooohhhhh except if its a hell of a good one.
sepanjang mak ngn abah takde nie, saye kne hntr adek2 pg tuisyen and siapkan makanan.
2 org cuzie saye dan nenek saye akan duduk sekali dgn sye sampailah mak abah balik nanti and saye rase itu sangat membantu juge.
tp sye tetap rase sunyi and loss tanpe mak abah uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :((
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Thursday, May 28, 2009
see hERE!
kesengalan boyfriend saye yang xsudah2.
he's older than me but still is playful!
hehe
i laugh my heart out when i see this pic
*something he never fails to oblige up till today*
i'm hooked and rooted, people.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
~faCEb0oK LoVE quOTe~
i know its lame stupid..but i love it all the same.
here is what i got when i played the facebook quiz, and it made my day.
isn't that just sweet? i wish all of u the same.
here is what i got when i played the facebook quiz, and it made my day.
somewhere between our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights and all our jokes, i fell in love.
isn't that just sweet? i wish all of u the same.
~kALaU~
kalau lah saye tau yang muke saye ni akan berjerawat akhirnya, mesti saye xkan beria-ia tukar-tukar facial produk.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan berhabis duit untuk mekaps, mesti saye akan lebih menjage kulit muke.
kalau lah saye tau yang sebenarnya saye lebih minat girlish looks seperti dress dan skirt, mesti saye xkan berhabis duit untuk beli printed tees dan kasut sukan.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye nie useless dalam side-parking, mesti saye akan berlatih berlatih dan berlatih lagi sampai berjaya melakukannya.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye nie takut nak bawak kereta sorang-sorang, mesti saye akan lebih banyak lagi merasuah wani supaya temankan saye ke mana saje.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan sekurus sekedikiang ini, mesti saye akan lebih banyak makan makan dan makan.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan sekurus ini (dah sebut dah kat atas), mesti saye xkan secerewat ini dalam makanan dan habiskan semua makanan saye.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan sekecik dan serendah ini, mesti saye akan lebih banyak membeli heels dan wedges.
kalau lah saye tau yang subjek TORT tu susah banget, mesti saye akan lebih banyak study study dan study untuk subjek itu.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan pening-pening, grumpy dan moody dan develop insomnia mase exam, mesti saye akan study lebih awal.
kalau lah saye tau yang carrymarks bley jadi ciput-ciput saje, mesti saye akan rajin berjumpa lecturers dan minta bantuan mereka.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye suka makan banyak bende, mesti saye akan rajin memasak or at least, rajin tengok AFC.
kalau lah saye tau yang kawan-kawan saye akan bersepah di serata dunia, mesti saye akan lebih keep in touch dgn mereka dan ajak mereka mem 'blog' seperti saye.
kalau lah saye tau yang kawan-kawan saye nie mudah merajuk, mesti saye akan lebih berusaha mengingati birthdate mereka.
kalau lah saye tau yang kawan-kawan saye nakkan nasihat yang berguna walaupun nasihat tu buat mereka rase teruk, mesti saye swallow the pill dan bgtaw juge pada mereka walaupun mereka marah pada saye.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan melawat benyak tempat2 menarik, mesti saye akan beli dslr canon.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye dah habiskan setengah tahun saye mengingati seseorang yang x berguna, mesti saye dah lame melupakan die.
kalau lah saye tau yang menyimpan dendam itu memakan diri saye sendiri, mesti dah lama saye maafkan.
kalau lah saye tau yang bersedih tu xde gunanye, mesti saye akan habiskan banyak mase develop cara-cara gelak yang lebih gedik dan produktif.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye suke tulis sajak, mesti saye akan belajar main gitar to go with it.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan serindu ini dekat boyfren saye, mesti saye xkan habiskan banyak mase merajuk dengan die.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan sesayang ni dekat boyfren saye, mesti saye akan mengembirakan die sepanjang mase.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan sejauh nie dengan boyfren saye, mesti saye akan banyak lagi belajar bersabar.
kalau lah saye tau yang mak ayah saye akan pergi Mekah hujung minggu nie lebih awal lg, mesti saye akan lebih bersiap dr segi mental dan fizikal.
kalau lah saye tau yang adik saye Syanaz susah nak adapt dengan suasana sekolah berasrama, mesti saye akan sedaya upaya tolong die.
kalau lah saye tau yang Oprah tu sangat beneficial, ,mesti saye dah lame menontonnya.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan end up ambil kursus undang-undang, mesti saye akan menonton DAMAGES drpd ER.
kalau lah saye tau yang penampilan dan fashion itu penting bg seseorang perempuan, mesti saye akan lebih rajin membelek CLEO dan FEMALE.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye lebih minati pop balade, mesti saye xkan habiskan duit membeli album GREENDAY dan AVRIL dulu.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan segembira ni dengan hidup saye, mesti saye akan belajar mensyukuri apa yang dah terjadi sejak awal lagi.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan berhabis duit untuk mekaps, mesti saye akan lebih menjage kulit muke.
kalau lah saye tau yang sebenarnya saye lebih minat girlish looks seperti dress dan skirt, mesti saye xkan berhabis duit untuk beli printed tees dan kasut sukan.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye nie useless dalam side-parking, mesti saye akan berlatih berlatih dan berlatih lagi sampai berjaya melakukannya.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye nie takut nak bawak kereta sorang-sorang, mesti saye akan lebih banyak lagi merasuah wani supaya temankan saye ke mana saje.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan sekurus sekedikiang ini, mesti saye akan lebih banyak makan makan dan makan.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan sekurus ini (dah sebut dah kat atas), mesti saye xkan secerewat ini dalam makanan dan habiskan semua makanan saye.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan sekecik dan serendah ini, mesti saye akan lebih banyak membeli heels dan wedges.
kalau lah saye tau yang subjek TORT tu susah banget, mesti saye akan lebih banyak study study dan study untuk subjek itu.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan pening-pening, grumpy dan moody dan develop insomnia mase exam, mesti saye akan study lebih awal.
kalau lah saye tau yang carrymarks bley jadi ciput-ciput saje, mesti saye akan rajin berjumpa lecturers dan minta bantuan mereka.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye suka makan banyak bende, mesti saye akan rajin memasak or at least, rajin tengok AFC.
kalau lah saye tau yang kawan-kawan saye akan bersepah di serata dunia, mesti saye akan lebih keep in touch dgn mereka dan ajak mereka mem 'blog' seperti saye.
kalau lah saye tau yang kawan-kawan saye nie mudah merajuk, mesti saye akan lebih berusaha mengingati birthdate mereka.
kalau lah saye tau yang kawan-kawan saye nakkan nasihat yang berguna walaupun nasihat tu buat mereka rase teruk, mesti saye swallow the pill dan bgtaw juge pada mereka walaupun mereka marah pada saye.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan melawat benyak tempat2 menarik, mesti saye akan beli dslr canon.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye dah habiskan setengah tahun saye mengingati seseorang yang x berguna, mesti saye dah lame melupakan die.
kalau lah saye tau yang menyimpan dendam itu memakan diri saye sendiri, mesti dah lama saye maafkan.
kalau lah saye tau yang bersedih tu xde gunanye, mesti saye akan habiskan banyak mase develop cara-cara gelak yang lebih gedik dan produktif.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye suke tulis sajak, mesti saye akan belajar main gitar to go with it.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan serindu ini dekat boyfren saye, mesti saye xkan habiskan banyak mase merajuk dengan die.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan sesayang ni dekat boyfren saye, mesti saye akan mengembirakan die sepanjang mase.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan sejauh nie dengan boyfren saye, mesti saye akan banyak lagi belajar bersabar.
kalau lah saye tau yang mak ayah saye akan pergi Mekah hujung minggu nie lebih awal lg, mesti saye akan lebih bersiap dr segi mental dan fizikal.
kalau lah saye tau yang adik saye Syanaz susah nak adapt dengan suasana sekolah berasrama, mesti saye akan sedaya upaya tolong die.
kalau lah saye tau yang Oprah tu sangat beneficial, ,mesti saye dah lame menontonnya.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan end up ambil kursus undang-undang, mesti saye akan menonton DAMAGES drpd ER.
kalau lah saye tau yang penampilan dan fashion itu penting bg seseorang perempuan, mesti saye akan lebih rajin membelek CLEO dan FEMALE.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye lebih minati pop balade, mesti saye xkan habiskan duit membeli album GREENDAY dan AVRIL dulu.
kalau lah saye tau yang saye akan segembira ni dengan hidup saye, mesti saye akan belajar mensyukuri apa yang dah terjadi sejak awal lagi.
Monday, May 25, 2009
blablablaaa
ape yg saye nak merepek kan hari nie ye waaaaahh sudah tidak ade idea ibarat tanak kering seperti di kawasan rumah saye ini begitu juge lah otak saye.
emm tp hari nie saye rase dah di kick start dgn baik skali sbb hari nie hari first hujan turun kat kawasan rumah saye nie sejak beberapa minggu lepas.
maka tanah sudah subur and dah x kering lagi sepertimane yang tertera di atas wah ayat esei melayu dan kucing-kucing saye yg salunye malas mandi tu dah overly excited lah pulak hari nie dapat main air and dah x perlu buat muke mcm cats whiskers lagi yang nak mati x jumpe air ehh maaf cats whiskers tu nama kedai kat bangsar tu.
dan saye juge sudah x perlu lagi kegersangan minum air yang melebihi 8 gelas sehari nak buat2 healthy life kunun2 dan x perlu lagi tidur dgn hanya memakai errrr tidak perlu lah saye ceritekan dgn lebih lanjut anda paham2 sendiri lah.
dan tak perlu jugelah saye memasang kipas sampai 5 level dan pasang aircond berbagai sehingga mengeringkan kulit-kulit muka dan badan yang sudah malas saye nak sapu losen eh ehh tidak senonoh sungguh kan ye saye taw.
walaubagaimanapun
kite berbalik kepada topik asal pd hari ini.
adekah topik pd asalnye????
haaaa saye nak meneritakan bagaimana sekarang ni saye dah x perlu lagi memakai tali pinggang setiap kali saye pakai jeans sebab jeans2 saye dah finally muat2 sahajaaa!!!
bermakne saye dah gemuk sikit ye over the holiday and bley cakap bye2 sayonara semoga berjumpa lagi kepada koleksi tali-tali pingang saye muuuuuuaaaaaaahhhhh i looovvveee uuuu thank you for all your support selama nie jasamu x akan ku lupakan.
maka hari nie saye isytiharkan sebagai Happy Belt Day, selaras dgn Happy Teachers Day dan Happy Mothers Day kerana tali pinggang saye ni dah mengajar saye utk bersabar dgn ujian mengemukkan diri saye yang sudah pon tercapai pd hari ini persis seorang guru sahaja dan juge telah mencurahkan sepenuh kasih sayang yg tiada tolok bandingnya seperti seorang ibu kerana saye x pernah pon selama ini berkongsi mana2 tali pinggang saye dengan orang lain muahahaha.
saye belum timbang lagi berat badan saye berapa teapi saye cukup yakin 100 perceeeeeent cintamuuuu yang saye sudah gain weight maka kawan-kawan tidak perlulah menyuruh saye minum gainweight lagi ye.
kerana pada musim cuti sekolah ini saye selalunye tidak melepaskan peluang utk pergi ke 7eleven dan borong sume snacks yg ade di situ ehh takdelah semua tp yang mane yg sye suke sahaje biskut seng heng tu x termasuk dalam list ye.
semua makanan2 yg sye beli itu boleh sye habiskan dgn sendirinye tanpa memerlukan bantuan dr mana2 pihak di rumah sye ni kerana selalunye bile mereka mahu menghulurkan bantuan menghabiskan makanan2 saye itu sye selalu beri dgn hati yang terbuka di samping merayu rayu buat muke kesian tapi kini tidak lagi.
twiggies saye PUNYE twisters saye PUNYE jack and jill saye PUNYE aiskrim walls saye PUNYE daaaaaaaaaannnn semua saye PUNYEEEEE.
seperti sekarang nie, sye sedang menaip smbil makan chipsters yg sye beli tadi mulenye nak berkongsi dgn wani tp akhirnye saye yg makan sorg muahahahahaaaaa.
begitulah kehidupan saye semase cuti ini sungguh produktif bukan?
ohh yaa
semalam saye telah bermain games Barbie online setelah sekian lame tidak main dan saye dapati barbies kali ini lebih menarik kerane dah ditambah dgn byk lagi games2 seperti hairdo dan room makeover.
barbies juge dah menambahkan koleksi kawan-kawan nye seperti Barbies as Rapunzel, Barbie as Princess Swan dan Barbie and the Nutcraker.
selepas nie saye nak main lagi lah
nie link nye, www.barbie.com
main lah ye.best bangaaaaat.
nak beli patung sebenar rasenye tak perlu sebab hargenye yang sangat woooow sekali dan byk lagi bende yang boleh sye beli selain ptung2 mainan ini seperti "makanan-makanan tambahan" saye yg lain muahahahahaaa gediknye oooh.
emm tp hari nie saye rase dah di kick start dgn baik skali sbb hari nie hari first hujan turun kat kawasan rumah saye nie sejak beberapa minggu lepas.
maka tanah sudah subur and dah x kering lagi sepertimane yang tertera di atas wah ayat esei melayu dan kucing-kucing saye yg salunye malas mandi tu dah overly excited lah pulak hari nie dapat main air and dah x perlu buat muke mcm cats whiskers lagi yang nak mati x jumpe air ehh maaf cats whiskers tu nama kedai kat bangsar tu.
dan saye juge sudah x perlu lagi kegersangan minum air yang melebihi 8 gelas sehari nak buat2 healthy life kunun2 dan x perlu lagi tidur dgn hanya memakai errrr tidak perlu lah saye ceritekan dgn lebih lanjut anda paham2 sendiri lah.
dan tak perlu jugelah saye memasang kipas sampai 5 level dan pasang aircond berbagai sehingga mengeringkan kulit-kulit muka dan badan yang sudah malas saye nak sapu losen eh ehh tidak senonoh sungguh kan ye saye taw.
walaubagaimanapun
kite berbalik kepada topik asal pd hari ini.
adekah topik pd asalnye????
haaaa saye nak meneritakan bagaimana sekarang ni saye dah x perlu lagi memakai tali pinggang setiap kali saye pakai jeans sebab jeans2 saye dah finally muat2 sahajaaa!!!
bermakne saye dah gemuk sikit ye over the holiday and bley cakap bye2 sayonara semoga berjumpa lagi kepada koleksi tali-tali pingang saye muuuuuuaaaaaaahhhhh i looovvveee uuuu thank you for all your support selama nie jasamu x akan ku lupakan.
maka hari nie saye isytiharkan sebagai Happy Belt Day, selaras dgn Happy Teachers Day dan Happy Mothers Day kerana tali pinggang saye ni dah mengajar saye utk bersabar dgn ujian mengemukkan diri saye yang sudah pon tercapai pd hari ini persis seorang guru sahaja dan juge telah mencurahkan sepenuh kasih sayang yg tiada tolok bandingnya seperti seorang ibu kerana saye x pernah pon selama ini berkongsi mana2 tali pinggang saye dengan orang lain muahahaha.
saye belum timbang lagi berat badan saye berapa teapi saye cukup yakin 100 perceeeeeent cintamuuuu yang saye sudah gain weight maka kawan-kawan tidak perlulah menyuruh saye minum gainweight lagi ye.
kerana pada musim cuti sekolah ini saye selalunye tidak melepaskan peluang utk pergi ke 7eleven dan borong sume snacks yg ade di situ ehh takdelah semua tp yang mane yg sye suke sahaje biskut seng heng tu x termasuk dalam list ye.
semua makanan2 yg sye beli itu boleh sye habiskan dgn sendirinye tanpa memerlukan bantuan dr mana2 pihak di rumah sye ni kerana selalunye bile mereka mahu menghulurkan bantuan menghabiskan makanan2 saye itu sye selalu beri dgn hati yang terbuka di samping merayu rayu buat muke kesian tapi kini tidak lagi.
twiggies saye PUNYE twisters saye PUNYE jack and jill saye PUNYE aiskrim walls saye PUNYE daaaaaaaaaannnn semua saye PUNYEEEEE.
seperti sekarang nie, sye sedang menaip smbil makan chipsters yg sye beli tadi mulenye nak berkongsi dgn wani tp akhirnye saye yg makan sorg muahahahahaaaaa.
begitulah kehidupan saye semase cuti ini sungguh produktif bukan?
ohh yaa
semalam saye telah bermain games Barbie online setelah sekian lame tidak main dan saye dapati barbies kali ini lebih menarik kerane dah ditambah dgn byk lagi games2 seperti hairdo dan room makeover.
barbies juge dah menambahkan koleksi kawan-kawan nye seperti Barbies as Rapunzel, Barbie as Princess Swan dan Barbie and the Nutcraker.
selepas nie saye nak main lagi lah
nie link nye, www.barbie.com
main lah ye.best bangaaaaat.
nak beli patung sebenar rasenye tak perlu sebab hargenye yang sangat woooow sekali dan byk lagi bende yang boleh sye beli selain ptung2 mainan ini seperti "makanan-makanan tambahan" saye yg lain muahahahahaaa gediknye oooh.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
oF Ri0Ts aNd RanD0mNesS
...nice......who says money can't buy happiness? of course it can...
please ignore my randomness :)
Saturday, May 23, 2009
0f BabLleS aND nO LiEs
This fella is Daniel Radcliffe, or famously known as Harry Potternow, why am i writing about him, you asked? its nothing to do with the fact that i'm totally bored to death right now ( the doughnuts i'm waiting to get my hands on are not ready for at least another half hour) and not to mention that, above all, the Harry Potter books have taken a special place in my bedroom, not among my other once-read books on the shelf, but beside my bed lamp, near my bed so you can rest be assure that they are reachable and, unlike my other books, they have been read and re-read and re-read again for the umpteenth time, i daresay it started to grow out of me.
i've been saving to write about my favourite books for a while now, but its not only when i was on facebook just now that i got my cue to call. one of my friend, Ien, had just answered another quiz on the social community network, this time around, about "which harry potter character are you?" .she got Dumbledore :)
much to the interest i have in the sequels, i have to affirm here that i like Harry Potter, not Daniel Radcliffe.so, there goes me saying i like J.K Rowling more than i like Chris Columbus and the rest of the crew.it was a blast performance to live to the books, nevertheless.
just love Harry, Ron and Hermione to bits.
'nuff said.
~ToNiTe~
lovey turvy love.so they say.
"no man is worthy of your tears, and when you find someone who does, he will never make you cry.."
-emilyn roslan
the hidden truth for so long, have i found you?
sometimes i'm sure,other times i'm not..
like right now...4.00 in the morning.
i didn't want to wake you up, but i can't sleep.
what should you do?
thanks for the quote emi. very deep, nicely phrased.it gets me.i heart you :)
now, t
he P H O T O Shanya keratan majalah yang memenuhi ruang belajar.worth it
cupcakes kami.worth it.
semase cram utk contract law final exam.worth it.
hari ini dalam sejarah
i woke up early this morning because mom said she needed to go to my cousin's houses in taiping, doing a bit of a raincheck before she and my dad fly to Mecca for their umrah.excited and didn't want to push my luck, i dressed tentatively for the event.well, as a manner of speaking, i literally WAS because you see, ever since i came back from KL there has been only two futile visits to my dear hometown. as i was driving and nearing Taiping, i tested my luck. i asked, can i go to Taiping Sentral with kakak and kak yang?but my mom quickly brushed me off.she said she needed work done at home and couldn't manage to stay long.mind you, my dad is leaving for his important presentation in Kuantan tomorrow for four days. to date, he has managed to move from one state to another in a week's time.wani said he could do 4 states in a week, his busy scedule includes lunch in Melaka and dinner in Sabah once. my admiration goes to him. :)
so okay, mom said i couldn't go, i didn't. i have missed shopping a lot, well, who wouldn't?last time i took Mid for granted,ain't i? i have missed a few beaded accessories, coats and cardigans when they were in fashion and now the reality stung. but truth be told, i'm perfectly content to just sit aound in Acik's house, just to be with my cousins. but when we arrived, i persuaded mom to go and send her medicine to Angah rather than asking Acik to hand it for mom ( that way, i can go and visit Kak Yang as well waaaaaaaahhhhhh i'm geniusssssss). mom said it will only take a while, but i trust my darling Mak Ngah to keep us heated in conversations later hehehehe :)
so off we went to Angah's. he's been having his Gout and is pretty much in a good shape though he has lost a lot of weight.when we arrived, Kak Yang was still asleep.awful awful.Kakak and i went to knocked on her door and thankfully she responded.her room was massive and packed with stuffs, a strong reminder of my own in Penang hahaha :). i was happy to see her though, and then she asked,
"shira nak beli gelang kristal tak?"
ooo..i asked to look at it first, and my oh myyy was it beautifulll.there was a carton full of the accessories and the glistenned stones really gets me.i bought one straight away. it was green and i was proud to wear it.
so okay, mom said i couldn't go, i didn't. i have missed shopping a lot, well, who wouldn't?last time i took Mid for granted,ain't i? i have missed a few beaded accessories, coats and cardigans when they were in fashion and now the reality stung. but truth be told, i'm perfectly content to just sit aound in Acik's house, just to be with my cousins. but when we arrived, i persuaded mom to go and send her medicine to Angah rather than asking Acik to hand it for mom ( that way, i can go and visit Kak Yang as well waaaaaaaahhhhhh i'm geniusssssss). mom said it will only take a while, but i trust my darling Mak Ngah to keep us heated in conversations later hehehehe :)
so off we went to Angah's. he's been having his Gout and is pretty much in a good shape though he has lost a lot of weight.when we arrived, Kak Yang was still asleep.awful awful.Kakak and i went to knocked on her door and thankfully she responded.her room was massive and packed with stuffs, a strong reminder of my own in Penang hahaha :). i was happy to see her though, and then she asked,
"shira nak beli gelang kristal tak?"
ooo..i asked to look at it first, and my oh myyy was it beautifulll.there was a carton full of the accessories and the glistenned stones really gets me.i bought one straight away. it was green and i was proud to wear it.
it was a clear beauty. i love it so much. turns out, i get to buy something in the end after all.
a satisfying find. got it at a steal. cousin's price, as Kak Yang calls it :)
on the way back,this time mom's driving because she needed to run some errands, i asked mom my most procastinanted question of all: mom, are we having trouble with money?
i've wanted to have this talk with her since i got back home and being dished with many Oprah's slap of reality. TVs now talked about managing money a lot, particularly in this economic crisis. Oprah even talked on how to save more to the tinniest details, her guest speaker Suze Orman ( i have to remember this ecklectic woman) has shown ways for parents to maintain a normal lifestyle in these "turbulences" despite credit card debts and unpaid loans, mind you, this includes a hard tell-off to some parents. its affecting America tremondously, by the looks of it, and it rained on its dependancies as well, one of it being Malaysia.i guessed, since everywhere people are being shut out of work, nesseccities needed to be forked out even,it must have had affected our family at some level.
mom said, we still managed.She and Dad both work with the Government in the Education sectors, so they'll never get cut-off short. whatever it is, you have to have educators.and from what i experienced growing up under their noses, my Mom, especially, is a real saver. a big margin of her salary goes to the kitchen.my family enjoys home cooked food even if its just a dinner with sardine and eggs.honestly, she's never heard of Secret Recipe until i came home one day from uitm and treat her to it.her latest whiz with money is this : a baking oven. because we fed of breads a lot, my mom decided to bake her own breads, and not only that, she made puddings,pizzas, and hotdogs fresh from the oven too.so currently, there has been no need of cadburies, vochelles, mars bars and pizza hut deliveries in No.8, Jalan Ilmu 3, Taman Ilmu, Nibong Tebal, Pulau Pinang.. :)
fashion?asked her, and she'd go bummer. she doesn't even know what D&G stands for, let alone what Salvatore Ferragamo is. she shudders when we went to The Gardens once. boy oh boy.
however she has nothing to lose at all. she has turned approximatley 49.5 kg this time, thanks to regular exercise, cutting of carbs and Jus-mate (a diet drink). having gained her dream weight, she said it never matters now what she puts on her back because she feels fabulous! even if it is an RM15 sweatshirt. mind you, i got boys my age wolf whistling at her when we went to town together!
she said to me this, in the car on the way home
"you have to feel great to look great. its a pity really if you let brands define you. boost confidence in wearing it is one thing, smart in choosing yet turning up decently and carrying it well is another"
personally, i consider myself half a brand junkie. to date, i have one garment from TOPSHOP(sale), one from MISS SELFRIDGE, two from MNG (sale) , skincare regime from CLINIQUE, a blouse from Bangsar highstreet, a handbag from MNG and ROXY (sale) and a pair of wedges from ISETAN which i successfully mend when it got broken with a hard reminder that thats my parent's money going to waste if i throw it away. most things in my wardrobe are courtesies from F.O.S, ROMP, COMMA, chinese thrift shops in Penang, carboot sales in Shah Alam and Time Square. what i'm trying to say is, i love splurging on CLEO items and people see me sporting MNG shopping paper bags in malls, but i love even more two-for-one price bits, half prices, and shops that can offer me the best bargains with equally best finds.
apart from that, there are other things in which i tend to save moneys from:
- when shopping for foods such as biscuits and candies in Mid, i always opt for the cheapest ones on the shelves. this goes for toiletries as well, i really don't mind TESCO shower foam, or like the one i use now, EVERYDAY BODY SHAMPOO.yes, even when i'm out shopping with my parents.
- having a computer whiz of a boyfriend, i get to watched movies from CDs he burned instead of buying a pirated one now.
- would never buy accessories that cost more than RM15 a piece.in fact, RM10 is the minimum now, since i've been misrepresented by VOIR.
- actually take a long time to consider buying something,its not only when i get back from the mall and still dreaming of it that i haven't bought it. luckily, that impulse seldomn triggers. the last time it hit was at the blouse i bought at Bangsar which i saw two weeks earlier, and that was until the last piece they have!
- i used to blow a lot on trimming my hair, highliting the strands, rebonding treatments, colouring and bob job. mom says its a bit rich coming from someone who wears scarf.so now, i'm doing my own hair, using the cheapest product i could get :) it bothers me a bit that my hair would end up rusty, but at least i cover it. and hairs do grow back, right?
i know for a fact that being girls, we can never be smart enough when it comes to shopping. somehow, the mannequins manage to lull us into stores. being caution to the current financial issue has really blown me off my guards, and although my parents can still afford it, it wouldn't hurt to make a change right? just like wani when she saves up her allowances by packing her own lunch.there goes my wonders as in how she could get her own things.
glad my JPAs still rattling... :)
Thursday, May 21, 2009
hiMpuNAn LawAk-LAwaK DaLaM gLobaLisaSi SaYA
okay now ade idea taw nak tulis ape waaaaahhh bangga bangga getting overly excited nak citer bende2 nie sume yang kadang2 boleh buat saye tergelek terkekeh terguling guling sorg2 okay mybe blum guling lagi tp rasenye if xde orang bley guling kot.
nie nak spill the beans sket la pasal kawan2 saye yg lima orang tu memang lawak2 belaka ye dorg tu if duduk lame2 ngan dorg bleh jadi sewel taw dek kesewelan mereka itu juge.
haaa this is what i remembered of them throughout all last year's 1st year, the funniest moments kalah american funniest home video tu eh ade lagi ke ctr tu knp lah setiap post saye mesti dikaitkab dgn cerite2 best di TV nie?
:) :) :)
"before we start our lesson, let me introduce our group members first.that is Norlailatul Syahirah bt Mohd Abdullah *blushing blushing*.Nurzahirah Badarrudin, Nur Shamira Akmar, i'm nurul Adeline..."
pastu mase nk sebut name groupmate ktorg yg laen yg chinese tu, slow2 mate deline pg dkt screen comp sebab nak tgk name dorg x ingat punye pasal name cine ramai sgt kne ingat hahaa muke pon nak2 dekat same je ktorg pon da mule la panic aiy0o presentation x start lagi dah glabah2 mcm nie.Myra pon pg la kat screen comp and cube tgk kan name dorg tp sebabkan tulisan slideshow tu yg font merepek2 ape jadah tah mcm sanskrit, deline plak terkantoi kat 1 name cina nie...
"Chin...Chin...Chin..."
lecturer pon dah setiap kali name Chin tu die ulang, lecturer pon angguk skali mcm wat irama plak kan.
zah dgn sye dah panic2 pastu slow2 za slide down kat bwh kerusi die and wat bhse isyarat yg x boley blah skali dgn mulut die tu dah jd mcm bola bulatnye mase die sebut "FOng....FOng..Foooooooong"
last2 deline pon dapat tgkp, "Chin....Fong!"
hehee gelak2 sekejap pastu "Chin Fong" pon geleng2 and gelak2.ketua grup ktorg si Goh Chin How drpd mule dok maen mesej anakt kpale and cakap "haiya" pastu tunduk balek maen mesej.
ttbe dengar suare dr blakang ckp, "bukan name die Fong Hong Mei ke?hahahahaaaa terkantoi di situ deline!!xpe2 nsb baik deline cover nak dekat bape minit dok chin...chin... je dr td so da trkluar name cine tu anggap betul jelah kan?kan za kannn???hahahahaaaa tu x termasuk lagi mic deline ttbe tercabut wayarnye mse deline tg bercakap.
mase nie juz saye, mun, zah and deline je tinggal kat kolej pn weekends ayie and myra blk umah tym nie.so tah knp hr tu ktorg cm dah borink makan kt kolej and nak try makan kat luar tmbh2 mun ckp ade nasi kukus la sume.dah hbs tnye sume org kat kolej and sume org cdangakn tmpt cm ampang la,setiawangsa la wic jauh jugak and tak taw jalan so ktorg decide utk jalan2 survey2 cr2 tempat dulu smpai jumpe.dlm kete memang da lapa thp kambing nak kne korban dah smpai sye ngn Mun pon bincang2 nanti nak order ape.sye ingt lagi sye ckp,"lai nak minum sirap limau la".pastu pastu mase ktorg belok nak masuk kerinchi tu, ternampak lah satu restoran yang kampung style bagai memanggil2 menarik2 hati utk pg makan kat situ waaahhh syiiioookknye masing2 nganga mulut cukup x snonoh skali ye and park kete and berjalan dengan semangat dan hati terbukanye ke restoran nan indah itu.jalan punye jalan,makin dekat rase makin pelik wah ayat novel sungguh."knp kedai nie mcm lain ek orang sume bratur2 amek nasi and ade cam waiter pkai bju kurung tgh hidang lauk2 and kat meja ade air2 sirap ek?"okay xpe jalan lagi.tgk dkt2 ttbe "weyyyy nie kenduri orang la!!!!"hahahahahahahaaa ktorg pon jalan la blek ke kete dgn perut mcm nk terburai je gelak kahkahkah lapa sangat wey smpai nk ambush kenduri kawen orang. kepade sape2 yang kawen hari tu, selamat pengantin baru ye.
sye dgr ni!
"GET READY....AND ACTION!!!"
bengong!!!! wat shooting je rupenye wat penat je blek2 trus basuh baju sume klo x tido pon lagi bagus apelah punye orang sewel macam nie tmbh2 cine yg menipu sye tu patut lah mase sye bsh bju td tgk air steady jee.haaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh mengong!!! blek tu mmg ctr kkat ayie and ayie pon ctr kat boyfren die yg gelak2 kan sye lpas tu trime kasih ye hadi huahuaaa same je dgn chipmunk pon gelak kat sye juge ish ish dasar kureng garam betul laa bg xde air betul2 kan bru taw hekhek nasib baik blum turun bwh lagi and join bratur skali if x, dah jadi cm big LOSER gle!!!hahahahaahahahahaahaaa~~
hah itulah die serba serbi kisah kaisara eh eh merepek lg.
hope 2nd year nanti kawan2 saye yang meletop2 ngetop di era nie lebih hangat drpd biase lah hope to see you sooooonn
kalau anda gelak2 sampai pecah perut atau kne ulser perut eh eh tidak mungkin sama sekali mungkin akan suffer batuk2 kecil dan sakit tekak saja selapas gelak kuat2, sila lah bace lagi sekali supaye boleh gelak2 guling2 lagi sekali wahahaha bajet gile.
nie nak spill the beans sket la pasal kawan2 saye yg lima orang tu memang lawak2 belaka ye dorg tu if duduk lame2 ngan dorg bleh jadi sewel taw dek kesewelan mereka itu juge.
haaa this is what i remembered of them throughout all last year's 1st year, the funniest moments kalah american funniest home video tu eh ade lagi ke ctr tu knp lah setiap post saye mesti dikaitkab dgn cerite2 best di TV nie?
INSIDEN PERTAMA
okay yang nie memang khas buat ayie saje sebab smpy hari nie saye pasti akan tergelak2 if teringat blek ape yg pernah happen kat die nie.mase tuh malam terakhir orientasi universiti and lepas kolej 12 sume wat ambush yang memalukan gile kat kolej 11, ktorg pon bersiap sedia utk disimbah ala-ala royal bath oleh fasi2 sume dengan air tasik 12 sejuk oooo air nie dala malam2 bute and dgr ctr ade biawak dlm ni but anyway, ktorg dibhagikan dlm grup masing2 and mase ayie kne simbah dgn air tasik tu, die x pkai spek well obviously la kan nanti hbes rosak spek die tu.pastu die berjalan la mcm bingung2 x jumpe grupmates die yg laen dala time tu x pakai spek kan ayie?pastu jalan punye jalan tgk2 die TERmasuk dlm grup org lain yg mase tu x kne simbah lagi ngn air tasik and die pon secare lgsung TERsimbah utk KALI KEDUA dengan air tasik tuuu wakakakakakaaa klakar gile wey mse die ctr kat sye mcm hah???ayie kne due kali ke? :) :) :)
INSIDEN KEDUA
this one happens to me yeah ME :)mase awal2 sem dulu sye ade involve dalam Perbicaraan Olok-Olok atau dlm bhse famousnye dipanggil Mock Trial.MT ni dijalankan slame seminggu and tiap2 hari sye kne blakon jadi suspek kes yang sewel psiko gilak mereng dan seangkatan dengannye saye mse tu jd ahli forensik yg bername seripah sepah sepah.so blakon la hari2 watak tu yg klakar bangat and audience gelak gile2 kat satu part dlm lakonan sye nie di mane ble pendaftar(dilakonkan oleh Muniey), bertanyakan nombor kad pengenalan saye, instead of bg no.I.C, sye tgk jam kat blakang sye and sebutkan waktunya kat die kahkah smpai kadang2 muniey pon bley nak tergelak skli kurang asam boy btoi bikin sye nk tergelak jugee ye.tp mase hari ketiga kot, mase sye sebutkan waktunye, saye pelik knp lah audience nie x gelak.rupenye ble sye pndg blakang blek kat jam tu, sye tersalah sebut waktunyaa!!what the fishmonger!!siap ade satu audience nie yg wat huhh????kuat2 kasi kantoi gile2 saye salah sebut jamnye macam mane nak cover nie.pastu taw ape sye wat???sye pusing kat audience and marah2 dorg knp dorg x gelak kat sye ala2 Prof.Klon dlm ctr cicakman tu marah come to think of it, sye rase saye mcm aznil sket2 mase u pon ade hahahahahaaa dan haa lagi pastu brulah 1 hall tu gelak kat sye wahh ketaq taw bg org gelak nie.INSIDEN KETIGA
yang nie berlaku kat Zah pulak before tu nak gelak2 dulu hahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha sebab yg nie memang suprb lawak okayyyyy if x lawak mase ctr kat cni pon mase betul2 happen nie bley masuk jozan show da taw.mase nie ktorg berenam bru blek kelas and decided utk makan awal so borak2 laa mase tu deline bru bli fon bru and saye, ayie,myra nad deline discuss2 la pasal fon tu and fon2 yg terbaru terhangat di pasaran.zah duduk sebelah saye and sebelah die Mun tataw la ape yg dorg berdue sembangkan 2 orang and main2 tp occasionally dgr dorg gelak2 malas nak layan.ttbe zah pnggil,"korang2, cube tgk nie" so ktorg tgk jelah apela yg die nie nak wat.pastu dgn semangatnye die dan mun wat aksi yg macam mne tah susah nak explain tp involve mengkehelkan kepala masing2 ke tepi bahu tuu haa if x boley imagine xpela just enjoy the show tp apekah yang berlaku seterusnye?Zah telah TERmenghantukkan kepalanye ke tiang kafe kolej tu yang dekat dgn kepale die mase tu and bunyi PAP! yang sangat kuat ditambah pulak dgn ktorg 6 orang terbeliakkan bijik mata and terjerit serentak dgn aksi stunt x jadi tu and sye cepat2 cover kpale zah takut die sakit.hahaaaa memang mase tu 1 kafe tgk ktorg dala gelak2 lepas tu mcm org gile ngeh ngeh ingat lg zah ckp lepas tu die dah tobat xnak ulang gaye tu lg dah dgn Mun:)segan2 plak die nak ankat muke tgk sume org tgh tgk ktorg mase tu tmbh2 plak kepale dah jadi weng sket after tu.INSIDEN KEEMPAT
yang nie terjadi kat Deline mase die tgh nak jd presenter ktorg utk assignment TITAS yg ktorg kne present kat depan hahahahaaa lai taw deline mesti gelak2 koboi deline tu dulu kan b4 bce this?deline tak marah kan if lai ctr?blueeekk nak ctr gak haha.emm.mse tu myra and deline present kat depan for the whole batch and sye ngn zah duduk kat kerusi pling depan utk tgk dorg.myra pon click la kat slideshows ktorg and mule2 ayat deline,"before we start our lesson, let me introduce our group members first.that is Norlailatul Syahirah bt Mohd Abdullah *blushing blushing*.Nurzahirah Badarrudin, Nur Shamira Akmar, i'm nurul Adeline..."
pastu mase nk sebut name groupmate ktorg yg laen yg chinese tu, slow2 mate deline pg dkt screen comp sebab nak tgk name dorg x ingat punye pasal name cine ramai sgt kne ingat hahaa muke pon nak2 dekat same je ktorg pon da mule la panic aiy0o presentation x start lagi dah glabah2 mcm nie.Myra pon pg la kat screen comp and cube tgk kan name dorg tp sebabkan tulisan slideshow tu yg font merepek2 ape jadah tah mcm sanskrit, deline plak terkantoi kat 1 name cina nie...
"Chin...Chin...Chin..."
lecturer pon dah setiap kali name Chin tu die ulang, lecturer pon angguk skali mcm wat irama plak kan.
zah dgn sye dah panic2 pastu slow2 za slide down kat bwh kerusi die and wat bhse isyarat yg x boley blah skali dgn mulut die tu dah jd mcm bola bulatnye mase die sebut "FOng....FOng..Foooooooong"
last2 deline pon dapat tgkp, "Chin....Fong!"
hehee gelak2 sekejap pastu "Chin Fong" pon geleng2 and gelak2.ketua grup ktorg si Goh Chin How drpd mule dok maen mesej anakt kpale and cakap "haiya" pastu tunduk balek maen mesej.
ttbe dengar suare dr blakang ckp, "bukan name die Fong Hong Mei ke?hahahahaaaa terkantoi di situ deline!!xpe2 nsb baik deline cover nak dekat bape minit dok chin...chin... je dr td so da trkluar name cine tu anggap betul jelah kan?kan za kannn???hahahahaaaa tu x termasuk lagi mic deline ttbe tercabut wayarnye mse deline tg bercakap.
INSIDEN KELIMA
hahaa yg nie pon superb lawak jugak okayy dun waste time dun waste time.mase nie juz saye, mun, zah and deline je tinggal kat kolej pn weekends ayie and myra blk umah tym nie.so tah knp hr tu ktorg cm dah borink makan kt kolej and nak try makan kat luar tmbh2 mun ckp ade nasi kukus la sume.dah hbs tnye sume org kat kolej and sume org cdangakn tmpt cm ampang la,setiawangsa la wic jauh jugak and tak taw jalan so ktorg decide utk jalan2 survey2 cr2 tempat dulu smpai jumpe.dlm kete memang da lapa thp kambing nak kne korban dah smpai sye ngn Mun pon bincang2 nanti nak order ape.sye ingt lagi sye ckp,"lai nak minum sirap limau la".pastu pastu mase ktorg belok nak masuk kerinchi tu, ternampak lah satu restoran yang kampung style bagai memanggil2 menarik2 hati utk pg makan kat situ waaahhh syiiioookknye masing2 nganga mulut cukup x snonoh skali ye and park kete and berjalan dengan semangat dan hati terbukanye ke restoran nan indah itu.jalan punye jalan,makin dekat rase makin pelik wah ayat novel sungguh."knp kedai nie mcm lain ek orang sume bratur2 amek nasi and ade cam waiter pkai bju kurung tgh hidang lauk2 and kat meja ade air2 sirap ek?"okay xpe jalan lagi.tgk dkt2 ttbe "weyyyy nie kenduri orang la!!!!"hahahahahahahaaa ktorg pon jalan la blek ke kete dgn perut mcm nk terburai je gelak kahkahkah lapa sangat wey smpai nk ambush kenduri kawen orang. kepade sape2 yang kawen hari tu, selamat pengantin baru ye.
INSIDEN KEENAM
emm yang nie berlaku kat diri saye sendiri.yang nie memang lawak+memang saye hangin sekali trase mcm "di wakenabeb kan" je taw.bodow gle tapi nak tergelak pon ade.okay mse nie sye dan zah bru blik dr kelas and 2x dah penat gile tinggal nk bguling atas katil je lagi ttbe ktorg ternampak la satu barisan panjang penuh dgn student2 kolej 12 tu and baldi2 mereka kat foyer Blok D.sye pon heran eh, air xde ke zah?memang kolej saye tu air salu je xde pdhal byr yuran beratus2 utk kolej saje MPP pon xde wat ape2 okay2 thats not the point hahaa.pastu sy pon approach la sorg cine kat foyer yg tgh tunggu air tu."xde air ke?" die lkate xde...xde...sye dgn zah pon dah panic.pastu sye pon kelam kabut la naek atas nk pg bsh baju penuh dlm baldi(sye basuh baju pkai tangan taw x penah gune mesin pon waaaahhh hebat) sebab dah risau nanti air xde.mse tu ngantok+penat jgn ckp lah tp what to do what to do air dah xde.setengah jam jugaklah membasuh bju lps dah hbs tu tgk2 zah ade kat beranda aras ktorg and tgh tgk org2 bratur kat bwh tu bising2 jerit2 lalak2 swoh org2 depan dorg cepat2 sket isi air.zah plak dah smpai kol mak die kate air xde sume and dah arrange nak tido rumah kakak die lagi mlm tu.ttbe org2 kat bwh tu senyap.pelik jugak.pastu bising2 blek, kali nie lagi bising.saye ckp kat za, jum lah kite pg trun amek air skali nnti air dah xde susah.tgh2 siap2 nak bwk botol2 and baldi turun bawah tu nak taw x ape yg sye dgr?????sye dgr ni!
"GET READY....AND ACTION!!!"
bengong!!!! wat shooting je rupenye wat penat je blek2 trus basuh baju sume klo x tido pon lagi bagus apelah punye orang sewel macam nie tmbh2 cine yg menipu sye tu patut lah mase sye bsh bju td tgk air steady jee.haaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh mengong!!! blek tu mmg ctr kkat ayie and ayie pon ctr kat boyfren die yg gelak2 kan sye lpas tu trime kasih ye hadi huahuaaa same je dgn chipmunk pon gelak kat sye juge ish ish dasar kureng garam betul laa bg xde air betul2 kan bru taw hekhek nasib baik blum turun bwh lagi and join bratur skali if x, dah jadi cm big LOSER gle!!!hahahahaahahahahaahaaa~~
hah itulah die serba serbi kisah kaisara eh eh merepek lg.
hope 2nd year nanti kawan2 saye yang meletop2 ngetop di era nie lebih hangat drpd biase lah hope to see you sooooonn
kalau anda gelak2 sampai pecah perut atau kne ulser perut eh eh tidak mungkin sama sekali mungkin akan suffer batuk2 kecil dan sakit tekak saja selapas gelak kuat2, sila lah bace lagi sekali supaye boleh gelak2 guling2 lagi sekali wahahaha bajet gile.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
relinquish the relief
Be aGreSsiVe B-E agResSivE B-R-I-T-N-E-Y u HavE g0T nO aLiBi youR BusteD yEaH yeAH busTED!!!!!!
ngahahahahahaaaa sorry ye demam bring it on plak tetbe setelah cubaan-cubaan nak wat cheers nie x jadi memandangkan sos0k tubuh yang kecik kecik and ramping bangat x fit lgsung smpai bley melayang2 kat merate hala.
tapi saye ade je ye lemak jangan kate saye xde sepaerti org lain jgk ade kat antara ibu jari saye dgn jari telunjuk saye kahkah bajet gile okayokay gedik di situ *blushing*.
hari nie saye kne wat terapi yoga sihatkan badan setelah hari2 jd macam kambing wah tega tega nya saye mengatakan diri sendiri kambing.
lebih kurang pukul 12 td saye terjage waaaaahhh lambatnye saye terjage bukan2 saye terlelap saje terjage tu dah lame dah den wat keje2 sket sume penat so terlelap laaa pahaaaaaam???pahammmmmm cikguuuuuuu.
pastu ttbe dapat panggilan hangit dr cik deline masham.die tnye, number matrik lai ** kan?saye pon cakap lah ye yee knp deline?
rupenye die gtaw result sye yg sudah terpampang indah di board fakulti dgn sangat gah nya seperti mercu tanda wah perumpamaan terlebih sudah.
result saye......okay laa.nak kate cemerlang, x jugak.teruk pon x jugak.pendek cerite, dah mmg expect dah dpt macam tu.*relief relief*.
sedih??????
xkott...sebab sye memang taw blaja tym degree nie lagi susah.nak dpt 4.0 mcm zaman2 foundation dulu bak kata Ara bukan mustahil la, tp lagi payah and x cukup usaha lagi.foundation blaja basic2 batu bata jeee eh ape merepek.cume terkilan sket jelah kot.
takut??????????
takut mcm mane nak gtaw parents jelah kot, wpon awal2 lg dorg da taw yg ade sesetengah subjek tu mmg saye struggle utk excel sebab sgt susah.ibarat blaja advance physics saja waaaaahhhh mana saya taw adekah saye penah amek subjek2 advance lalalalaaa advance oxford dictionary adalah.
syukur?????????????
yeeee sangat bersyukur.syukur sebab x berat2 beban2 babun2 kepala otak pkir pasal result dah now da kua bley enjoy2 lalaladilalaaa eh eh x bley2 contorl2 skarang tgh gawat.
syukur sebab jalannya dijadikan mudah harap-harap saye naek second year nanti dimudahkan juge and saye lagi rajin belajar.
ngahahahahahaaaa sorry ye demam bring it on plak tetbe setelah cubaan-cubaan nak wat cheers nie x jadi memandangkan sos0k tubuh yang kecik kecik and ramping bangat x fit lgsung smpai bley melayang2 kat merate hala.
tapi saye ade je ye lemak jangan kate saye xde sepaerti org lain jgk ade kat antara ibu jari saye dgn jari telunjuk saye kahkah bajet gile okayokay gedik di situ *blushing*.
hari nie saye kne wat terapi yoga sihatkan badan setelah hari2 jd macam kambing wah tega tega nya saye mengatakan diri sendiri kambing.
lebih kurang pukul 12 td saye terjage waaaaahhh lambatnye saye terjage bukan2 saye terlelap saje terjage tu dah lame dah den wat keje2 sket sume penat so terlelap laaa pahaaaaaam???pahammmmmm cikguuuuuuu.
pastu ttbe dapat panggilan hangit dr cik deline masham.die tnye, number matrik lai ** kan?saye pon cakap lah ye yee knp deline?
rupenye die gtaw result sye yg sudah terpampang indah di board fakulti dgn sangat gah nya seperti mercu tanda wah perumpamaan terlebih sudah.
result saye......okay laa.nak kate cemerlang, x jugak.teruk pon x jugak.pendek cerite, dah mmg expect dah dpt macam tu.*relief relief*.
sedih??????
xkott...sebab sye memang taw blaja tym degree nie lagi susah.nak dpt 4.0 mcm zaman2 foundation dulu bak kata Ara bukan mustahil la, tp lagi payah and x cukup usaha lagi.foundation blaja basic2 batu bata jeee eh ape merepek.cume terkilan sket jelah kot.
takut??????????
takut mcm mane nak gtaw parents jelah kot, wpon awal2 lg dorg da taw yg ade sesetengah subjek tu mmg saye struggle utk excel sebab sgt susah.ibarat blaja advance physics saja waaaaahhhh mana saya taw adekah saye penah amek subjek2 advance lalalalaaa advance oxford dictionary adalah.
syukur?????????????
yeeee sangat bersyukur.syukur sebab x berat2 beban2 babun2 kepala otak pkir pasal result dah now da kua bley enjoy2 lalaladilalaaa eh eh x bley2 contorl2 skarang tgh gawat.
syukur sebab jalannya dijadikan mudah harap-harap saye naek second year nanti dimudahkan juge and saye lagi rajin belajar.
syira, sila belajar dengan lebih tekun lagi.
so, a big GOODBYE to LEgAL metHOd, hUbunGAn etNiK, C0nTRacT LAw, T0rT, iSLamiC LAw, MaLaysiAN LegaL sYsteM, TitaS & AsaS keusaHawaNan.
WELCOME to ADminiSTratiOn LaW, C0nsTiTutiOnaL lAw, LanD LAw, FamiLy LaW & CrImiNaL LaW.
semua orang berdebar ooooo dapat result mse deline gtaw td pon da rase cm terkeluar isi perut terburai2 eeeee eeeee geli la cerite mcm nie.
smpai mousa pon call2, cakap takut nak pegi cek result takut x best and koyak rasenye and macam2 lagi tp sye taw mousa pandai huuuuuu we're all in the same boat la ngeng~~~
kawan2, mari kite berusaha lagi utk tahun kedua nanti eh.mesti sangat seronok dan mencabar kesabaran minda kite blajar2 and dapat wat moots lagi tu hahaa x sabar nak kne main dgn hakim waaahhh tidakkkkk.
ataupun dlm bhsa inggeris nye,
friends, let us put our efforts harder in the approaching second year.it must be really fun and challenges our mind to learn and plus, we get to do moots hahaa can't wait to get trashed by the judges oooooooohhhhhh noooooo.
hahaaaa
:)))
emm okayokay.layan cerite anak mami kembali plak ye.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
wah wah waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh dan waaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh lagiiiikkk
sungguh tidak aci mereka-mereka ini bergumbira riang ria tertawa di kampung halaman tanpa beta di sisi
waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhaaaaooooooooooooo
sungguh jeles beta rasakan seperti lagu apetah tajuk nya ku rasakan penangan haaa okay okay x ingat lirik.
beta sudah jadi rindu bangat sama mereka ini taw enggak lamain juga x ketemu kangeeeeennnn macam band kangen ituuu waaaaaahhhhh bhase indon saye semakin mantap courtesy of tgk Intan hari2 bagus2 balik nie bley salu ckp indon ngn MakCik kedai makan Awan Dania tuh bley dpt makan free.
ingat lagi ade this one time saye and myra order food kunun2 nak share lah tp si makcik nie buat mcm 1 rumah nak makan aiiii makcik sadisnye tawla ktorg 2x kurush kedekiangg.
but this is not the point now the point is saye sudah lame x ketemu same sdare mare sye tu haish dulu dok KL rase nye salu la jgk blek kpg, ni dah makin dekat makin jarang plak blek what the fishmonger???
okay2 saye akan cerite pasal mereka satu persatu
cik ainatul toek
die ni kazen saye yg paling rapat.ktorg grow up together-gether.main same2 dulu2.same umur je tp saye pnggl die kakak.sbb die anak makcik saye yg ketige tu, mak saye anak last dipanggil maksu.sye dan kakak nie salu suke ronda2 basikal dulu2 and salu pi tgk rumah2 org smpai ke Kg.Expo tu ke Kg.Exco x ingt lah smpai sesat2.pastu salu maen kat dpn umah die.dulu kat dpn umah tu ade pondok, now nie da xde dah.main ngn jiran sebelah umah die.best sgt.ble dah besar sket, die salu ctr psl boyfren2 die.die ni rmai peminat woooo and peminat pon bukan calang2 lagi sume ade gaye ade rupe haahaa.pastu ktorg bwk haluan msing2, makin besar makin jarang kot jumpe.skunk nie die tgh apply jd cikgu.semoga berjaye kakak!!
cik hidayah toek
haa.die nie yg duduk pling middle tu.sebelah die tu maybe kawan die kot x knal la haissshhh die ske knalkan ktorg ngn kwn2 die sgt rmai ye tp yg pling3 knal tu kak liza yg comey2 muahahahahaaaa psani bley blanje syirah mkn cendol taman tasik ye kak liza.die bru habes dip and nak tnggu wat degree.semoge berjaye juge kak yang opppssss lupe plak saye pnggl die nie kak yang sebab apekah???mungkin sebab die penyayang wahahaa xpe2 kak yang, x susah pon syira pujik2 nie heheee.die ni santek wooooooo...pastu dressing pon cun2 saye sukeeee laaaa tgk tatak sidare saye nie dress up wakakaaa gedik2 nye.pastu die baik suke suki blanje org.die pon ramai peminat gak tp die dah tidak menyinglekan dirinye dah sebab die dah ade boyfren kat australiaaaaaaa waaaa knp kne byk aaa belakang australia tu haha whatever sengals~~pastu ape lg ye?haa.kak yang nie pndai snap2 pictures tp stakat nie gmbr die yg pling cntek blum ade lg kot sbb sye x blek lagi wakakakakakakakaakaa.sie jugak penulis blog yg haritamisharuuu haip jgn tnye saye ape makne nye tu saye pon tak taw hahaa.best2 pics die nie.gmbr tungganng terbalik pon die bley wat.
cik diyana toek
diyana ni adek kpd kak yang merangkap sepupu saye jugalah.haaa die nie sweet2 je sebab anak bongsu kot yeke ana??hahaha.die byk live up to kak yang jugak, tgk pesyen dorg pon same je.die salu cam malu2 xtaw nak sembang ape2 ngn sye mase sye salu pg umah Angah tym blek tuisyen dulu or adekah sye juge malu2 sekali?tp tiap kali dtg umah mesti ana pi dapuq wat air la baguih2 ana leh kawen cepat nie hahaha.bab2 boyfren nie x taw la x gosip lagi tp terjah2 dlm blog pasuma macam ada hehehe owhhhhh annnnaaaaa sapekaah??x lame lg die akan pergi ke uitm arau smbung blajar hikhik smoge berjaye ana.jangan nanges taw pi jauh2 nanti syira poskan nasi lemak taiping utk ana ek.
encik syamir toek
die ni abang kpd kakak erk mcm konpius je ayat tu okay2 abang kpd ainatul yg tue setahun dr kami.die nie baik sopan peramah pemurah penyenyum penenun wdan sebagainye wah gile promote.die nie sgt rajen pg masjid depan rumah die tu.rajin ngaji lah.owh yee, dulu kecik2 die penah ajar sye ngaji pastu ade skali nie die puji saye ble saye boleh bce kan ayat2 Quran tu dgn harakat yg betul waaaaaahhhh kembang kuncup seketika.skarang nie die blaja kat uitm shah alam kos mechy engineering.dulu2 tym abah dtg shah alam salu jugak la ajak die kua makan2.pastu skali due mmg terperasan dlm bas rapid die nak pg kelas la, nak pg maen bola laa waaaaaaa syamirrrrrr sukenye naek rapid KL kan??even sesak2 huhuuuu dlm UM xdak pon taw sume ni yg ade taxi2 yg kikis duit gediiiikkkkk.
waaaaaahhhhhhh lagiiiiiiiiiii
beta ingin ketemu sama mereka faster2. mish mish taiping oh noooo tapi mak x kasi pi sorg2.wani plak tuisyen cuti2 nie sapa nak pi amek and hntr die.bubuuuubuuuhhhhh :((
okayokay.sudah2 merepek.sekarang nie, sila risaukan pule result exam yang bakal2 kluar x lame lagi.pengsan seketika.
ai yai yai
oh my god oh my god oh my gooooooddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd ngaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
okayokay tenang tenang sume.phuh3.
erm okayokay denyutan denyutan nadi nyet nyet nyet dah kembali sekata.denyutan kepala plak wat hal mcm nak meletup ahhhhhhhh.
hmm okay.td on la facebook.den bukak page kawan saye nie, farina.terbace la satu post yang dibri oleh maizura.
"result islamic law dah kuar kan?how's yours?"
gulp.gulp.gulp.ai yai yai yai yaaaaaiiii.panic attack woooo panic at the disco.sebaris sepotong sepertige eh bukan2 melampau sangat tuh...ayat tu dah wat saye cam waaaahhhh what the fishmongerrrr?????oh ohhh saye sungguh2 menggeletar tak pernah senervous nie dulu2 amek result spm pon mampu relax lagi.
gagagagaaa lady gaga help me haisssh apela sewel ka.
okayokay selepas brjaye menenangkan diri sket, saye pon bukak lah page emi and usha gmbr2 die and kasi komen sebab xnak terlalu takut and gelabah.pastu pastu wAaaaaaahhhhh saye x bley tahan, saye tnye jugak.
"emi, result islamic law da kuar ke?do u know umisis nye web?"
"da kua da, tp die kua kat board kan?or kat web..kot??"
haiyaa terkantoi di situ tulah sebelum nie x penah saye yang pgi cek sendiri result sume orang lain yang tolong cek kan pastu bgtaw saye yang kunun xnak tau la suma laa asal nak kua result bru tnye alamat emel la ape sume2 la not goood nooooootttt gooooooooddddd lepas2 nie say cek sendiri lah azam2.
pastu cover2 la kat emi...ohhhhhh xxx....lai nak taw umisis sbb nak dftr kursus elektif nanti ka, yuran ka..pastu pastu emi pon reply kat page die jugak, ashree kate daftar-daftar sume on 1st of june.haisshh terime kasih la kawan-kawan ku ini.
pastu saye pon mesej la 1st skali pd zah, tp zah x reply.tgk2 message x delivered plak dok kat ceruk mana la die nie sampai line x dpat suma haisssshhh takpe2, saye komen je kat page die.
"how's PM thingy going?
hit me back when u get this"
sebenarnye za kne blek KL awal sbb ade kem fasi utk dak2 bru kolej ktorg nanti tak taw la kat kem tu buat kat mane risau gak wat jauh2 nanti sesat ke lemas ke mcm mane mcm maneeeeeee eh eh melalut dah.
pastu ble antar komen tgk2 alippu okano pon komen jugak kat zah..me too, die kate okay bukan die kate tp die tulis okay get the point dah.dah rase x sedap ati, xde sape taw ke mane zah pg?tnye2 alippu okano tp die x reply lg.hem hemmmm.za if u read dis which i noe u wouldn't kah kah kah just know that we've been looking out for you taw.
pastu msg la myra.myra, rezut islamic law dah kua ni.tp myra x reply.xpe2, myra keje lg kot.mase tu blum pkol 5ptg pon lagi.
pastu msg la deline.result islamic law is out.selang beberape minit pastu die pon kol la saye dengan suare mun menyemak kat blakang wakakaa sorry muniey.
"result dah kua ke?deline takot nie gagagagaaa lady gaga sekali lagi opps"
"dah2 deline kat mne?"
"ktorg dah otw blek KL from Johor nie.nanti if deline sempat pegi fac, deline gtaw lai ek?"
"okayokay pastu dorg kate register course 1st jun nie delineee"
"register utk elektif kaaaa??"
"tak taw la...tp yg penting 1st june"
pastu deline pon jerit2 lah kat muniey.."register 1st june.eee.register ape tak tawwww"haisssh.
pastu selang berape minit, myra plak msg.result dah kua ke?gulp gulppp.yelah myra dah kua. nape myra xtaw pon haaaaa lai pon bru taw dlm facebook nie je hah cikodeng btoi laa.pastu myra lah yg bg web umisis nie.
okayokay tenang tenang sume.phuh3.
erm okayokay denyutan denyutan nadi nyet nyet nyet dah kembali sekata.denyutan kepala plak wat hal mcm nak meletup ahhhhhhhh.
hmm okay.td on la facebook.den bukak page kawan saye nie, farina.terbace la satu post yang dibri oleh maizura.
"result islamic law dah kuar kan?how's yours?"
gulp.gulp.gulp.ai yai yai yai yaaaaaiiii.panic attack woooo panic at the disco.sebaris sepotong sepertige eh bukan2 melampau sangat tuh...ayat tu dah wat saye cam waaaahhhh what the fishmongerrrr?????oh ohhh saye sungguh2 menggeletar tak pernah senervous nie dulu2 amek result spm pon mampu relax lagi.
gagagagaaa lady gaga help me haisssh apela sewel ka.
okayokay selepas brjaye menenangkan diri sket, saye pon bukak lah page emi and usha gmbr2 die and kasi komen sebab xnak terlalu takut and gelabah.pastu pastu wAaaaaaahhhhh saye x bley tahan, saye tnye jugak.
"emi, result islamic law da kuar ke?do u know umisis nye web?"
"da kua da, tp die kua kat board kan?or kat web..kot??"
haiyaa terkantoi di situ tulah sebelum nie x penah saye yang pgi cek sendiri result sume orang lain yang tolong cek kan pastu bgtaw saye yang kunun xnak tau la suma laa asal nak kua result bru tnye alamat emel la ape sume2 la not goood nooooootttt gooooooooddddd lepas2 nie say cek sendiri lah azam2.
pastu cover2 la kat emi...ohhhhhh xxx....lai nak taw umisis sbb nak dftr kursus elektif nanti ka, yuran ka..pastu pastu emi pon reply kat page die jugak, ashree kate daftar-daftar sume on 1st of june.haisshh terime kasih la kawan-kawan ku ini.
pastu saye pon mesej la 1st skali pd zah, tp zah x reply.tgk2 message x delivered plak dok kat ceruk mana la die nie sampai line x dpat suma haisssshhh takpe2, saye komen je kat page die.
"how's PM thingy going?
hit me back when u get this"
sebenarnye za kne blek KL awal sbb ade kem fasi utk dak2 bru kolej ktorg nanti tak taw la kat kem tu buat kat mane risau gak wat jauh2 nanti sesat ke lemas ke mcm mane mcm maneeeeeee eh eh melalut dah.
pastu ble antar komen tgk2 alippu okano pon komen jugak kat zah..me too, die kate okay bukan die kate tp die tulis okay get the point dah.dah rase x sedap ati, xde sape taw ke mane zah pg?tnye2 alippu okano tp die x reply lg.hem hemmmm.za if u read dis which i noe u wouldn't kah kah kah just know that we've been looking out for you taw.
pastu msg la myra.myra, rezut islamic law dah kua ni.tp myra x reply.xpe2, myra keje lg kot.mase tu blum pkol 5ptg pon lagi.
pastu msg la deline.result islamic law is out.selang beberape minit pastu die pon kol la saye dengan suare mun menyemak kat blakang wakakaa sorry muniey.
"result dah kua ke?deline takot nie gagagagaaa lady gaga sekali lagi opps"
"dah2 deline kat mne?"
"ktorg dah otw blek KL from Johor nie.nanti if deline sempat pegi fac, deline gtaw lai ek?"
"okayokay pastu dorg kate register course 1st jun nie delineee"
"register utk elektif kaaaa??"
"tak taw la...tp yg penting 1st june"
pastu deline pon jerit2 lah kat muniey.."register 1st june.eee.register ape tak tawwww"haisssh.
pastu selang berape minit, myra plak msg.result dah kua ke?gulp gulppp.yelah myra dah kua. nape myra xtaw pon haaaaa lai pon bru taw dlm facebook nie je hah cikodeng btoi laa.pastu myra lah yg bg web umisis nie.
nak tulis kat sini takut terlupe terdelete mesej nanti.
myra cakap die x hbs keje lagi, nak pg fac pon xtaw ble.jumaat ni nak pg High COurt KL waaaaaahhhh nak ikooottt thee thee thee nanti jumpe seniors2 kite tu kem salam ek myra cakap cik lai comey kem salam muahhahahaaa
okay okay kesimpulannye di sini takut bangat wooooo nak dpt result o.k ka k.o ka tak taw la myraa ade x jwtn kosong kat zico jd cleaner pon x pe kut eh eh sabar2.
doakan saye yang ketakutan dan kegelabahan di sini.
:$ :$ :$
Sunday, May 17, 2009
n0 pOsT ruLE
Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own post, erase my answers, enter yours and tag people you want. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real; nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1. What is your name : Laila
2. A four letter word : Liar
3. A boy's name : Lionel
4. A girl's name :Lizzie
5. An occupation : Lawyer
6. A color : Lilac
7. Something you'll wear: Lace dress
8. A food : Lasagne
9. Something found in the bathroom: La Mer shower foam
11. A reason for being late : Lambat bangun tidur
12. Something you'd shout : LAME
13. A movie title : Lost
14. Something you drink : Lychee drink
15. A musical group : Lombrados
16. An animal : Lamb
17. A street name : Lorong 3
18. A type of car : Laxer or lacer can't remember
19. Title of a song : Live your life
1. What is your name : Laila
2. A four letter word : Liar
3. A boy's name : Lionel
4. A girl's name :Lizzie
5. An occupation : Lawyer
6. A color : Lilac
7. Something you'll wear: Lace dress
8. A food : Lasagne
9. Something found in the bathroom: La Mer shower foam
11. A reason for being late : Lambat bangun tidur
12. Something you'd shout : LAME
13. A movie title : Lost
14. Something you drink : Lychee drink
15. A musical group : Lombrados
16. An animal : Lamb
17. A street name : Lorong 3
18. A type of car : Laxer or lacer can't remember
19. Title of a song : Live your life
pAnDAi v TaK paNDai
today baru dapat feel the true meaning behind the song, Aliyah-Tak Mungkin Kerana Sayang hahaa sekali sekala laen lagu sentap2 nie best jugak kan kannnnnnn.
okay, lirik die macam nie.
okay, lirik die macam nie.
tak mungkin kerana sayang,
cuma kadang kala aku terkenang
hah.due baris je cukup.firstly thanks to deline yang mule2 point out lagu nie wpon tym tu masing2 gile Pokerface lady gaga po po po pokerface po po pokerface gagagagagaa and style pon dah macam lady gigi wauwau ade kah?pastu pastu thanks to ara yang sanggup bersusah susah berpayah payah bersungguh sungguh nampak sangat xde keje ko ye bg lagu nie kat saye thru YM.pastu pastu pastu petang td mase nak pegi amek wani from tempat tusyen die sempat dgr lagu ni kat hot or era x ingt dah mane satu volume kuat kuat gile ingat gig sunburst kah opps.
haa.kenapa suke lagu nie pule.sebab lagu ni kata xpe...if teringat kat sum one from our past to, doesn't mean yang kite still x ley get over die.beselah hati and hidup, mesti ade time2 die nak jiwang2 remember things yang sadis2 macam tu sebab tulah kite kne move on bak kate Emilyn Roslan rakan cherpom saye yang sangat vogue ituh life is too short and held so many other things so spend it with the right person hahaa couldn't say it better myself Emi.
kak yang bukan name sebenar pon cakap, jage wan tu elok elok hahaa sejak bile sume org pnggl die wan tak taw la macam x seswai ja kan2 chipmunk kan.ngeheheee.tapi mesti lah jage elok2.tamau maen2 dah now.
haa.bercakap pasal wan nie esh geli2 tukar la haaa bercakap pasal hadzwan nie, ade la kait2 sket dgn isu semase negara yang abah ceritekan pada saye wahahaa macam la ape je pon cerite perak pon x settle lagi dush3.
sebenarnye abah saye nie suke bercerite2 kat saye ngn adek2 sebab die kate kecik2 dulu die x penah ctr2 bedtime story pon kat ktorg smapi ctr bedtime story tu kuar bru lah die sedar eh eh xde2 melalut je tu.tapi abah bukan nye ctr bawan merah bwang putih ka, batu belah batu bertangkup ka, ctr Intan yang saye suke tgk kat Astro prima tu pon abah tamau ctr apelaaa wat susah saye je kne tgk episod by episod if ctr kan senang eh why abah whhhhhhhyyyyyy.
abah ctr pasal keje die kat uitm tu hari2 ade kes ngn budak2.kes ini lah itu lah macam rancangan itu ini era bersama linda onn dulu tp now dah xde sebab linda onn da pindah sinar kot eh xde kne mengena lagi yee.
ctrnye berbentuk begini lah, ade budak nie pandai tapi jadi x pandai sebab ikut orang yang x pandai and pilih jalan yang x pandai juge.last2, budak semi-pandai nie x wat exam yang boleh menjadikan die pandai and menyusahkan mak bapak die yang x pandai jugak tapi sangat mengharapkan anak diorg yang pandai ni.pandai nye budak nie kann..
pastu abah pon nasihat la itu ini itu ini lagi pada saye and wani dalam kete.
abah kate jangan jadi macam tu kite orang2 pandai kne act pandai and jangan cr org yang x pandai sebab kadang kadang orang yang x pandai tu boleh wat kite jd x pandai same sekali dgn die.
memang dengar ctr nie seram sejuk jugak lah td dlm kete x sesejuk aircond kete tu wah sungguh dasyat budak x pandai itu memperdayakan si pandai ye and si pandai tu boleh buang title pandai nye and buat bende2 yang x pandai sama.
kesimpulannya kawan2, kite jadlah yang pandai dan jauhilah yang tidak pandai dalam hidup kite.
endingnye abah tanye, "wan nie x ajak kmu dating ke cuti2 ni?apelah boyfren kamu sorg tu syira"pastu sume gelak gelak gelak kat saye usik2 saye hesssshh x patut sungguh lah mereka2 ini wan jugak yang diingat ye, nasib baik wan pandai kan kan kannnn.
:)
...f0R yOu...
...f0R yOu...
There are things in life you couldn’t find,
And some things you couldn’t left behind,
There are things wouldn’t be enough to suffice,
And other things as well worth to sacrifice…
I see in you, darling, my love,
Millions of joy and happiness,
That I would take with me in this world,
And be with you, through every pain and sadness…
There is a castle I once dreamed to build,
Emerald and flames and gold sparks,
With tumbling fountain and a wonder mill,
Where you can see the stars even when its dark…
I see in you, darling, my love,
A castle that had me ignite,
That I would take with me in this world,
And be with you, through every joy and excite…
I’m sorry,
If I have caused you misery throughout the time
If I have hurt you and be so blind
If I cry and I nag and if I whine
If I doubted you when all along I know you are mine
If my words are harsh and my actions tough
If I hold you tightly you couldn’t get off
If I ignore you when you needed me for whatever cost
If I let myself away and you were lost
I love you,
Even when our days always rain
Even when the game is hard to play
Even when I know both of us are struggling
Know that these three words and eight letters
Would always be yours and for anything matters
I wouldn’t have them re-spoke to other persons
Maybe someday,
When we grew old together,
We would look back and say,
Everything happens for the better…
I pray to the Lord,
That we can walk this path hand in hand,
For whatever’s there and whatever can,
I have you by my side to keep me complete,
And I would like to stay that way,
Towards the end…
this is for you.keep it well :)
Saturday, May 16, 2009
make good choices
sebelum saye start merepek2 dalam nie, saye nak post dulu lirik lagu ni.
current eye candy saye. as in MARS candy.wakakaa~
okay post sikit jelah.nak keep the rest to myself je.heeee shorryy
holding on, the days drag on, stupid girl, i should have known, i should have known.
kenapa verse nie?adekah mungkin kearan saye suke mengatakan diri sendiri stupid seperti PINK dalam lagu stupid girl stupid girl stttttttuuuuupppppppiiiiiiiiddddddd girlllll????da ketaq aiihh tgn tekan huruf sama byk2 kali oooo tidak2 saye cuma nak tegaskan betape in-the-face nye lagu ni if gegurl or beboy yang at luar sane tu dgr or bace dlam post saye nie which i know takkan punye la kan hahaa apelaa emmm btw, nie lagu taylor swift, white horse.dengarlah.
okay okay tajuk kali ini bukan tentang stupid ke mengong ke begok ke bugek ke ape ape jelah kenape dah tade ye rancangan ape ape aje tu dulu suke sangat tgk oh okay2 lari topik lagi sekali.
petang td, saye dan keluarga saye pergi melawat adek saye, Syanaz di mrsm balik pulau.now nie musim durian wooo banyak gilak durian2 tepi2 jalan good news utk abah dan wani and bad news utk saye yang x makan durian and kne hadap dgn bau-bauan "nina ricci" kat rumah nanti.
so sampai2 sane ktorg pon makan la dgn berseleranya mak masak nasi beriani and kari kepala ikan terangkat ateh bawoh habeh aiiihh pastu ade lagi kek2 coklat yang mak buat memang macam kambing la ptg td ye apesal laa suke gune perumpamaan kambing nie ye saye pon tak taw.kesian kambing x bersalah.
ttbe tgk2 all of a sudden okay banyak pulak expression di sini, Syanaz menangis....x pasal2 je.ktorg pon panik laa ingat kan pasai palaa.pastu wani dah marah2 abah dah sebab sebelum tu abah memang usik Syanaz je taw haisssh kesian nye adek ni asek kne usik jee.
pastu pujuk punye pujuk baru la dpt taw yg Syanaz ni ade problem.dgn kawan2, dgn study,dgn kerja,result drop la sume.banyak laa.mak ngn saye pon cube2 lah ceria2 riang ria di hari raye dgn Syanaz and bg kate2 perangsang kat Syanaz nie.emmmm rasenye dah bergelen2 dah nasihat kat die ni drpd dulu start die masuk mrsm lagi tp smpai now x nmpak hasil rasenye haisssshhh saye yang x pernah2 bg nasihat nie pon bg lah seketoi due kat adek saye tu wakakaaa dulu kecik2 buli2 usik2 da besar bru taw nasihat ye syira yeeee... :))
dalam on the way blek umah, mase ni sempat bli durian ye waaaaa saye dah agak dah.ttbe mak tnye saye..kenapa syanaz tu lain sangat dengan syira and wani?susahnye nak paham die?
haisshhh tak taw la..konpius2.saye dengan wani nie macam koboi sket.sume bnde cam wadehek je bg ktorg memang malas nk amek port buat hal masing2 je x kaco idup ornag biarlaaa biarlaaaa attitude rasenye ktorg la pling expert dlam wat dek and hati batu kot.
tapi tapi
Syanaz bukan macam tu.die sangat soft,fragile, hati kristal kate abah.silap sket nanges.susah sket trase hati.tgur sket jauh hati so memang nak kene berhati2 lah dengan die ni drpd kecik lagi sampai ke besar, ayat nie yang saye selalu ulang2 kat die tiap kali die nak pagi jauh dr family x kire laa camping je, jalan jumpe kawan ke ape ke..
MAKE GOOD CHOICES
siyes, start drpd die skolah rendah smpai skunk, tiap kali die kol pon, instead of saying goodbyes, i say this.in the hope yang one day die akan realise and gune 3 perkataan ni semaksima mungkin..
TO NORLAILATUL SYAFINAZ BINTI MOHAMAD ABDULLAH:
Along sayang Syanaz sangat.syanaz and wani adek2 along.walaupon berbeza perangai, Along tetap sayang korang.syanaz kne strong.syanaz x boleh biar diri syanaz kne buli around and syanaz x boleh paksa diri Syanaz buat ape yang Syanaz x suke.Syanaz kne berani.if kat skolah ni pon Syanaz x brani, macam mane Syanaz nak idup kat U?kat keje nanti?berlembut pon ade mase2 nye.jangan sampai memakan diri.Syanaz nak marah along sebab cakap macam ni pon xpelah, Along x kesah.nak tulis dalam diari Syanaz macam dulu2 pon Along xkesah.sebab kite adek bradek.and nie nasihat kakak utk adik.if Syanaz marah pon, air dicincang takkan putus kan?ingat syanaz, make good choices.
current eye candy saye. as in MARS candy.wakakaa~
okay post sikit jelah.nak keep the rest to myself je.heeee shorryy
holding on, the days drag on, stupid girl, i should have known, i should have known.
kenapa verse nie?adekah mungkin kearan saye suke mengatakan diri sendiri stupid seperti PINK dalam lagu stupid girl stupid girl stttttttuuuuupppppppiiiiiiiiddddddd girlllll????da ketaq aiihh tgn tekan huruf sama byk2 kali oooo tidak2 saye cuma nak tegaskan betape in-the-face nye lagu ni if gegurl or beboy yang at luar sane tu dgr or bace dlam post saye nie which i know takkan punye la kan hahaa apelaa emmm btw, nie lagu taylor swift, white horse.dengarlah.
okay okay tajuk kali ini bukan tentang stupid ke mengong ke begok ke bugek ke ape ape jelah kenape dah tade ye rancangan ape ape aje tu dulu suke sangat tgk oh okay2 lari topik lagi sekali.
petang td, saye dan keluarga saye pergi melawat adek saye, Syanaz di mrsm balik pulau.now nie musim durian wooo banyak gilak durian2 tepi2 jalan good news utk abah dan wani and bad news utk saye yang x makan durian and kne hadap dgn bau-bauan "nina ricci" kat rumah nanti.
so sampai2 sane ktorg pon makan la dgn berseleranya mak masak nasi beriani and kari kepala ikan terangkat ateh bawoh habeh aiiihh pastu ade lagi kek2 coklat yang mak buat memang macam kambing la ptg td ye apesal laa suke gune perumpamaan kambing nie ye saye pon tak taw.kesian kambing x bersalah.
ttbe tgk2 all of a sudden okay banyak pulak expression di sini, Syanaz menangis....x pasal2 je.ktorg pon panik laa ingat kan pasai palaa.pastu wani dah marah2 abah dah sebab sebelum tu abah memang usik Syanaz je taw haisssh kesian nye adek ni asek kne usik jee.
pastu pujuk punye pujuk baru la dpt taw yg Syanaz ni ade problem.dgn kawan2, dgn study,dgn kerja,result drop la sume.banyak laa.mak ngn saye pon cube2 lah ceria2 riang ria di hari raye dgn Syanaz and bg kate2 perangsang kat Syanaz nie.emmmm rasenye dah bergelen2 dah nasihat kat die ni drpd dulu start die masuk mrsm lagi tp smpai now x nmpak hasil rasenye haisssshhh saye yang x pernah2 bg nasihat nie pon bg lah seketoi due kat adek saye tu wakakaaa dulu kecik2 buli2 usik2 da besar bru taw nasihat ye syira yeeee... :))
dalam on the way blek umah, mase ni sempat bli durian ye waaaaa saye dah agak dah.ttbe mak tnye saye..kenapa syanaz tu lain sangat dengan syira and wani?susahnye nak paham die?
haisshhh tak taw la..konpius2.saye dengan wani nie macam koboi sket.sume bnde cam wadehek je bg ktorg memang malas nk amek port buat hal masing2 je x kaco idup ornag biarlaaa biarlaaaa attitude rasenye ktorg la pling expert dlam wat dek and hati batu kot.
tapi tapi
Syanaz bukan macam tu.die sangat soft,fragile, hati kristal kate abah.silap sket nanges.susah sket trase hati.tgur sket jauh hati so memang nak kene berhati2 lah dengan die ni drpd kecik lagi sampai ke besar, ayat nie yang saye selalu ulang2 kat die tiap kali die nak pagi jauh dr family x kire laa camping je, jalan jumpe kawan ke ape ke..
MAKE GOOD CHOICES
siyes, start drpd die skolah rendah smpai skunk, tiap kali die kol pon, instead of saying goodbyes, i say this.in the hope yang one day die akan realise and gune 3 perkataan ni semaksima mungkin..
TO NORLAILATUL SYAFINAZ BINTI MOHAMAD ABDULLAH:
Along sayang Syanaz sangat.syanaz and wani adek2 along.walaupon berbeza perangai, Along tetap sayang korang.syanaz kne strong.syanaz x boleh biar diri syanaz kne buli around and syanaz x boleh paksa diri Syanaz buat ape yang Syanaz x suke.Syanaz kne berani.if kat skolah ni pon Syanaz x brani, macam mane Syanaz nak idup kat U?kat keje nanti?berlembut pon ade mase2 nye.jangan sampai memakan diri.Syanaz nak marah along sebab cakap macam ni pon xpelah, Along x kesah.nak tulis dalam diari Syanaz macam dulu2 pon Along xkesah.sebab kite adek bradek.and nie nasihat kakak utk adik.if Syanaz marah pon, air dicincang takkan putus kan?ingat syanaz, make good choices.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
my destiny
once the dark clouds hover on top of me
i was so scared i couldn't breathe
my eyes swollen but the pain won't go away
i can't take it, i'm still living it to this day
so little to face, with so much disgrace
people hate me because i'm so different
so i see now i'm the one for the pain taste
once failed so i Asked for this to stay permanent
i wouldn't know how to change the world
i wouldn't know how to take it in
but if i stop now, the place gets cruel
it gets under my deep skin
maybe people will look into these swollen eyes
and see the tears that has gone dry
i'll be on my feet before they know it
and tell them there is lot more to live
and i don't want to miss it
my fate here has failen me
but i would not let it hung me back
i would write other wonderful destiny
as long as i live, and live on His track
my ego, i would not let them bruised
my pride, i would not let them down
my self, i would not let be used
i will heal fast and leave this town
i would write my fate elsewhere
far, far away my swollen eyes can see
and the people won't take me away
for i have it in with me, my destiny..
i was so scared i couldn't breathe
my eyes swollen but the pain won't go away
i can't take it, i'm still living it to this day
so little to face, with so much disgrace
people hate me because i'm so different
so i see now i'm the one for the pain taste
once failed so i Asked for this to stay permanent
i wouldn't know how to change the world
i wouldn't know how to take it in
but if i stop now, the place gets cruel
it gets under my deep skin
maybe people will look into these swollen eyes
and see the tears that has gone dry
i'll be on my feet before they know it
and tell them there is lot more to live
and i don't want to miss it
my fate here has failen me
but i would not let it hung me back
i would write other wonderful destiny
as long as i live, and live on His track
my ego, i would not let them bruised
my pride, i would not let them down
my self, i would not let be used
i will heal fast and leave this town
i would write my fate elsewhere
far, far away my swollen eyes can see
and the people won't take me away
for i have it in with me, my destiny..
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
ghindu!
emm.xde nak cakap banyak.cume nak post gambar ini sahaja.baru je lepas cut and paste dalam facebook kinah.
saye.kinah.yana.
saye sangat rindu mereka.mereka kawan-kawan terbaik saye semasa di sekolah.mereka tulang belakang saye.mereka hidup saye ketika itu.saye sangat sayang pada mereka.
saye baru jumpe kinah beberapa bulan yang lepas.alhamdullilah, die masih sihat dan banyak kami kongsikan bersama.may you always be blessed and successful kinah.
yana ade di UKM, buat microbiologi.tak pernah jumpe die lagi setakat ini selepas sekolah tp sangat berharap dapat jumpe.yana, i musth u so much.
ade due lagi rakan baik saye.
bella dan keyla.
bella di KMS.x lame lagi nak fly ke india.da beberapa kali berjumpe dengan die.die kawan sye yang sangat strong and independent.i wish i have half ur strenght bella.
keyla pula dah selamat di Republik Czech.die pon kuat juge.saye rindu die.die kate nak balik malaysia.keyla, if ur reading this, seriously i've been thinking of u nak balik bile da lame da ni.hehe.i misth u.
Tuhan, lindungilah kawan-kawanku ini dalam rahmatMu.permudahkanlah jalan hidup mereka.dan satukanlah ukhwah kami kembali..
;)
22 questions
1. Who tagged you?
erk.actually nobody did.i found this out myself.
2. Do you like tags?
2. Do you like tags?
i don't know.maybe.
3. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
that i become rich rich and rich.
4. What is your current mood?
happily exhausted.
5. who do you want to be?
a better me.
6. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
possibly, yes.
7. Which will you prefer, loving someone or being loved by someone?
i prefer both, thank you.
8. What is your favourite food?
7. Which will you prefer, loving someone or being loved by someone?
i prefer both, thank you.
8. What is your favourite food?
i want to change this to what do you want to eat right now.hahaa.i want chocolate cake, chocolate doughnuts, crisps, jellies, Mars Bars bla bla bla.
9. If the person you dislike is right in front of you, what will you do?
9. If the person you dislike is right in front of you, what will you do?
i will do nothing.i'm tired already.
10. What do you pray each day for your loved one?
10. What do you pray each day for your loved one?
that they will love me more muahahahahaa~~!!
11. What catch your attention at best?
stores in the mall.especially if they put on trendy clothes to their window mannequins.
12. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
12. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
still young and fabULOUS.
13. What are the reason that could make you so tension?
when i don't understand what the lecturer is crapping about.when i'm on PMS.when i'm in a stupid fight with my boyfriend.
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
she's beautiful because she's me hahaa geddit?
15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
13. What are the reason that could make you so tension?
when i don't understand what the lecturer is crapping about.when i'm on PMS.when i'm in a stupid fight with my boyfriend.
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
she's beautiful because she's me hahaa geddit?
15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich
16. Who would you like to see the moment you wake up?
my chipmunk..huhuu mish u so much.
17. What's the character must have in your partner?
loyal and patience.and so much in love with me.
18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you like to pick?
i would rather not let that happen.
19. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
forgive, yes.forget, no.
19. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
forgive, yes.forget, no.
20. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
hmmmm.i prefer to be in both.commitedly single.
21. chocolate or vanilla?
owh.chocolate.lots of it please.
22. Who are the 5 person that you wuld like to tag?
22. Who are the 5 person that you wuld like to tag?
right now i want to tag my cousin but i really don't know how.
Monday, May 11, 2009
mEmaNjaT pEpiJAt
okay..dis isn't the best photo of miley cyrus, tapi whatever whatever..di sini saye ingin bercerita tentang lagu beliau yang best gempak sangat kababoom kababoom nak menangis if dengar huhuu terharu banyak maknenye rock gile haven!!rase nak kluarkan lighter and wave it in the airrr tiap kali dngar die nyanyi wooo oooo woooo woooo best siiiioooootttt.
hah.begitulah sukenye saye terhadap satu lagu yang beliau nyanyikan ini.lagu apekah ia??
-THE CLIMB-
yes.yessss.inilah lagunya.ain't about how fast i get there.ain't about whats waiting on the other sideeeeeee......its the climbbbbbbb lalalalaaa~~~oh okayokay da start nak mengedik ni aiiihh stop2 huhuu suare x sedap macam miley cyrus la syira..xbley wat mulut nganga luas2.rambut x mengerbang ngerbang macam die hahaa apelah kaetannye kan.
emm.biar saye menceritekan tentang bagaimane saye mula mengenali lagu ini (macam gaye 360 pulak).bagaimane yaa?
haa.mase tu saye, muney dan zah keluar membeli belah di Bangsar (5th avenue malaysia ye).shopping x hengget pdhal tgh study week dah pandai sgt aiihh.tapi tapi tapi nak jugak bli dress banyak2 nak look cute nak look stylish wahh bajet blair waldorf pule yee.
okay2.ktorg pon msok la dlm satu butik ni namenye Serene Outlook and oh my gossshhh(gaye Laura dlm citer upik abu dan laura pulak hahaa biarlaa saye minat indon ye), dorg pasang lagu ni berkali kali kali dan kali.sampai errrrgggkkk sakit gile telinge dala kuat x henggat punye pasang.zah pon tanye ni lagu ape?dan dgn penuh keyakinannye saye menjawab "ni lah lagu terbaru alannis morissete".emmm.za sempat bli jaket dan saye sempat beli dress muney??die x bli ape2 tp due tige kali ajak pegi kat kedai tu lagi smpaikan kitorg da x larat lg nak masuk balik and kne dengar lagu tu berkali kali kali kali.
selang berape2 hari lpas tu x ingat la exactly when tp mase tu ktorg sume dlm kete and deline maen2 dgn radio channel seperti biase and stop ble dgr lagu nie kat fly.she went.."oh my gosssshhh( macam upik abu dan laura lagi), dis is my fave song.u guys shud hear dis.its so inspirational..die cakap no matter what pon halangan yg datang, yg penting, its the climb,".saye, za dan muney pkir2 la dengan beria nye kat mane la ktorg penah dgr lagu ni.and den i said oh noooo its dis song yang kite dgr berkali kali kali kat bangsar hari tuh.pastu gelak gelak gelak ble pkir terseksaanyaaa ktorg kne hadap lagu ni hr tuh.den zah said ,"ni alannis morissete kan?"
delin cam hah??muke yg sgat annoyed and tercalar hatinye.dis is miley cyrus laa ngeng.zah pon gelak2 kat saye yang sgt konfiden kate lagu ni lagu alannis morissete yelah dah suare nak dekat same manelah taw suare si miley ni bley jd sevogue tu dulu2 nyanyi 7 things xdela smpai macam tu sekali ditariknye suare tuuuu zah pon da everytime dgr lagu ni mesti akan kate ohhh nie lagu alannis kan lai?lalalalaaaa and everytime sye akan buat muke due kupang.
tapi ape ape pon lepas tu saye(xnak mengaku sebenarnye habislah if deline bace post ni), dah start minat lagu nie.smalam aje dah dengar berkali kali kali hahaa x ingat dulu dgr kat bangsar mcm nak meletup gegendang telinge.lpas tu video clip yg sngat2 cool dah tgk dah pon kat youtube smalam oh my goshhh dasyatnye..suke suke suke..
saye memang suke dengar lagu2 yang meaningnye sangat deep.sangat worth untuk didengar.poetic.xkesahlah..kadang2 the racsals or veronica sisters pon peotic juge.sebab boley jd ilham untuk saye buat poems.
theres always going to be another mountain
i'm always going to have to make it move
always going to be an uphill battle
sometimes i'm going to have to lose
nie lah part yang paling menyayat and menyentuh hati.kenape??
sebab rangkap nie buat saye sedar yang sejauh mane pon kite pergi or capai dalam hidup ni, kite kne sentiase bersyukur, yang pentingnye bukan ape yang dapat dicapai or x dapat dicapai tu tapi usaha dan gigih perih yang kte curahkan untuk dapat ape yang kite nak capai tu waaaaahhh puitis nya saye bravo bravo laiii tepuk tepuk tangan oh my gossssshhhh i think thats the best opinion u ever had ngahagahaaa boley tulis buku neh.
antara impian2 saye yang dapat dicapai setakat ini is...dis is the big one...the one i've always been proud of...can make me smile in the morning juz by thinking it..
mase saye di asasi dulu.jalan nye sungguh payah.dahlah place in U x secure lg sebab belajar under kementerian.nak adapt from belajar in science stream ke art stream lagi. oh sangat2 x bley terime itu.and students nye yang sangat ramai and places in degree law sangat terhad..students nye pon pandai2 cili padi lebey pedas dr cabai haiiishhh makan cili byk sgt tu yang jd pandai tu kot.cakap english berhabuk drpd habuk kuman harpicks erkk??but sye usaha dan usaha dan usaha lg.those "ketakutan" tu seems to become my stimulator utk berjaye pulak.and who whould have thought it was possible?now im very proud of where i end up in...the best law school there is in Malaysia..learning directly from the renowned lecturers and tutors who set the benchmark in the legal fraternity.one of the luckiest and still fells like it.
i may not know it
but these are the moments that
i'm going to remember most
just got to keep going
where would i end up later after i graduate? AG's Chamber? corporate companies? law firms? law lecturer or tutor? government legal advisor?
entahlah.
hati, take me wherever i want to go.and i won't regret it.
keep on moving
keep climbing
keep the faith
its all about
its all about
the climb
thank you miley! u rock girl!
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