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yeap, Michael Jackson died today.or was it yesterday? i don't know.what i know is he's dead and another one of my lifetime favourite singer is gone.

i love him, in spite of his case on child molester and his turning white through plastic surgery.people kept perstering him about these two, particularly the second one.he once said that it was because he has 'grown up' and 'transformed as an adult' (not precisely, but he never admitted of having surgery anyway.and people sort of made a big deal out of it. i mean seriously, if you can see that something has been done so obviously, you did not have to ask anymore right?and its his privacy if he wasn't telling anything about it because, well, you already knew it anyway.

yeap, i grew up listening to "what about us". it was momentical seeing his clip on this one, very inspirational.and 'you were not alone" and "black and white".owh, they are my lifetime story songs.

i still think he is good natured,born black or turn obssessive white.and guess what else we have in common? he likes Peter Pan and dreams to becoming one.that should explain neverland ranch right? out of all Disney stories, i too, love Peter Pan, the boy who never grow up.once when i was little, i looked up in the sky for that little twinkling star that i thought resembles Neverland.what stupidity hehee:)

i even got my nickname, Pixie, out of the cartoon character, the little fairy that befriends Peter.well, Pixie also stands for 'little human' which gives me away, not that i minded so much. i love being a Pixie.

Michael,there is no easy words to say this.i have grown through awing at your pictures in the internet, i've read all there is to know about you, through Lisa Marie and Debbie, through your masked kids,through your concerts (even once you shouted a girl's name, Cleria Wendy, and i envied her so much), through your clips on the telly, and now, May you rest in peace.