my destiny

once the dark clouds hover on top of me
i was so scared i couldn't breathe
my eyes swollen but the pain won't go away
i can't take it, i'm still living it to this day

so little to face, with so much disgrace
people hate me because i'm so different
so i see now i'm the one for the pain taste
once failed so i Asked for this to stay permanent

i wouldn't know how to change the world
i wouldn't know how to take it in
but if i stop now, the place gets cruel
it gets under my deep skin

maybe people will look into these swollen eyes
and see the tears that has gone dry
i'll be on my feet before they know it
and tell them there is lot more to live
and i don't want to miss it

my fate here has failen me
but i would not let it hung me back
i would write other wonderful destiny
as long as i live, and live on His track

my ego, i would not let them bruised
my pride, i would not let them down
my self, i would not let be used
i will heal fast and leave this town

i would write my fate elsewhere
far, far away my swollen eyes can see
and the people won't take me away
for i have it in with me, my destiny..