listening to terima kasih cinta!

bile dah duduk sorg2 nie, tibe2 je teringat pd satu peristiwa yang terjadi mase ktorg buat birthday surprise Mun dulu (time exam terdesak ni..tp still celebrate jugak.tamau Mun trase hati).tibe2 teringat pd pertanyaan yang saye ajukan pd Myra.x bley blah nye soalan...hahaa.kalo dah perempuan tu perempuan la jugak kan?


" Myra, dalam byk2 ex Myra, yg mane paling Myra sayang?"
Gulp.Heh.Hehh.
"Myra mesti lah sayang boyfren Myra yg skarang (still going strong lg ye)", Myra menjawab smbil makan cake chesse yg sye bli kan itu.


haha lepas tu Myra pon bercerite la psl ex die yg sorg tu.dulu pon myra da penah ctr dah.tp dulu, ctr dlm nada marah2 n tension2, a sign yg x get over lg.now, ctr2 pon tone suare dah cool, rilex2..petandenye Myra happy and redha dgn relationship skarang.hmmm.good for u myra, like u said, we have to kiss a lot of ugly frogs before we meet the prince!

saye nak ambil kesempatan ini utk ucapkan terima kasih yg amat sangat pd 3 org ini, yg telah hadir sebagai lelaki2 dlm hidup saye.wlaupon sye taw, ape yg akan sye tulis nanti mengundang persepsi pelbagai pihak, ade yg terase atau kecil hati mungkin..tapi pleas bear in mind, tujuannye hanye lah utk menunjukkan tande apresiasi(betul kah ejaan?) sebab sekarang ni, saye memang betul2 x tahu mcm mane nak berterima kasih tanpe luka kan hati mane2 pihak.


H
saye still teringat mcm mane kamu kate, kamu selalu perhati kan sye dlm kelas..beselah da name pon duduk yg paling belakang and sye yg paling depan kan.xtaw knp sye rase sgt terharu,mcm rase sincere sgt luahan tu.lps tu teringat mcm mane kamu selalu cemburu dgn sye sebab kita jauh and x pernah sekalipun berjumpe.kamu sgt bangga dgn sye smpai kan kawan2 kamu kat sane pon knal sye and dorg pon jd kwn sye jugak.hehee what we had was sweet..ingat x kite selalu post2 surat?zaman dah maju tp kite still tulis2 surat lg and hantar kad raye..and paling sye x boley lupe, kamu la the 1st person to help me get over my traumatic past.huuussshh..very2 near suicidal past! if i had one thing yg mmg x boley lpe psl kmu, its dis help and strength u gave me.tp sayangnye, kite terpakse break sbb keadaan diri yg berbeza and masing2 x nak mengalah.u want me to become someone im not and its too drastic.tp ape2 pon, kte break dgn cre yg baek and sye x penah simpan dendam pon pd kmu.sye taw kmu mampu dptkan yg lebey baek..terima kasih utk segalanya Mr.H.be a great doctor nanti ye?thanks again for everything..im sorry sebab x tunggu seperti yg kmu harapkan...mungkin xde dah jodoh kite.



T
kmu dtg not long after H pergi..sye knal kamu dah lame, dr zaman sye kecik2 lari2 anak lg smpai lah skarang.and stakat nie, zaman uni lah satu2 nye tempat sye x same dgn kamu.kalo org nak tgk prove of opposite attract, org boley tgk kat kite lah.kamu sangat laen...saye sangat laen...smpai bgtaw kat kwn2 rapat kite pon dorg x percaye yg kite dah together.tp sweetnye sebab despite all the differences, kite still manage to be together and adapt happily..kamu mengajar saye utk be tough.don't get mad, get even.hahaa patotlah start dr kamu lg sye da degil2.tp relationship kite pon x bertahan.nampaknye opposite attracts bukan satu bende yg mudah utk dikekalkan.tp xpe, kite pon break secare baek jugak.and smpai skarang kite masih berkawan.thanks for everything ye T..thanks for all the time and i didn't regret any of them.



MY CURRENT LOVE
i know im not doing u justice by stating all these.but please let me sincerely say that if i had not taken the road i walked in, i might have just miss out on u.thus, im grateful for everything that happens, cuz i know they happen for a reason.and im grateful this road has taken me to you.. =).seperti yang pernah sye cerita kan pada kamu, you are my many first.and ur the serious one im trying soo hard not to let go.mungkin saye dah banyak menguji kesabaran kamu, tp sye bersyukur kamu x pernah give up dgn sye.and honey bee, do not doubt on what i have for u, becuz i don't have anyone else in mind i would like to share them with.im proud its YOU. =)



terima kasih untuk semuanya...yang past and yang present. u guys have place a significant roll in my life.and with GOD'S will, im going to cherish them all the same.to the unnamed,its still is painful to speak of u.and i don't want to be ripped apart again.so i've decided to bury u deep in my mind (my heart is full!) and acknowledge you when the right time comes.they say time can heal everything..so im still waiting.