opportunity

sometimes, you're too busy or preoccupied with yourselves that you missed out on opportunities to help others and getting blessed and whole.


sometimes, the opportunity to care and love for the world comes when you're leaving it, or when you know somebody who appreciated the planet has left, with a never-to-be-forgotten message.


sometimes, you haven't got a clue on what is in front of you or being brought to you, until it's being shoved down your nose. i'd say, God is giving us a second grace and we should make out the best we can through this opportunity.

If I Wrote A Note To GOD, Charice.




If I wrote a note to God
I would speak whats in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away,
For love to overflow
If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
For peace to mend this world
I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I would say what on my mind
I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world
Until these times
If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts
And I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

No, no no no
We can't do this on our own
So

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God

shhhhhhhh~

ask me no questions, and i'll tell you no lies.

by Fred (or) George Weasley, Harry Potter and The Order Of The Phoenix

erk, sorry. nie Suri Cruise =)

syanaz & SPM

this pic was taken the first time we were about to send Syanaz off to MRSM Balik Pulau.

a note to my dear sister;

woot woot tomorrow is your big day kan? you'll be sitting for SPM, finally. lepas dua tahun, syanaz asyik2 call rumah and call mak (sampai mak kena call along sebab risau syanaz study teruk sangat), akhirnya sampai jugak masa yang ditunggu-tunggu nie waaah ayat syahdunye.kihkih..along tau, syanaz dah usaha untuk setiap subjek, and now all you have to do is tawakal.doa banyak-banyak pada Allah. along selalu doakan syanaz, macam mane syanaz selalu doakan along untuk setiap exam.syanaz jangan risau tau, you'll be just fine. along tau, syanaz nie budak pandai. mesti boleh skor hebat-hebat punye. syanaz pun anak, adik and along percaye, student yang baik, jadi Allah mesti tolong. syanaz ingat tak along bagitau dulu mase Syanaz form 4 and down sebab tak yakin pada diri sendiri? Along kate, "kalau kte nak Allah tolong kite, kite kena tolong Allah kan?," along harap syanaz tak lupe tu, x lupe untuk solat and mengaji Al-Quran, sebab semua benda datang daripadaNYA.all you have to do is usaha (which you have done), and let the rest be in God's Hand.semoga Dia berikan syanaz straight A dalam SPM nie.kitorang semua akan doakan syanaz macam tu. aminn..

i love you, eventhough you can hardly see the love through the many times i bully you around =) you're my BIG SISTER okay? you make us all proud taw.

p/s: err..please jangan cakap yang syanaz nak buat law, susah taw!ehe.wat medic erk?

what i'm up to so far

okay, as in till today, my holidays are somewhere between uneventful and simply exhilirating. for one, i have the TV, the internet lines, the storybooks and the wacky sister to entertain and play with. oh and not to mention, the until-nauseting delicious foods. best sangat. on the other hand, i've not been able to go anywhere yet. and we can't drop by to see Syanaz due to her SPM.and my beloved cousins are not back from their uni yet. so, as far as going-out concerns, it only extend to the front of my gate where i pick up the daily New Straits Time.

i like to watch TV, it's just that i'm waaaay too picky when it comes to the shows. i'm not like my other friends ( and they thought this is weird), because i have completely no interest in series like One Tree Hill, or Gossip Girls even. ayie and deline are my living proofs. i don't know why i don't like them. if ever i watch the series, it'll be only of accident or because there's a fashion in there that caught my attention. but lately, and due to lack of not knowing to do what else, i've decided to give them a try. manelah tau kaaan.

oh yeah, and Abah asked me just now if i could possibly help him to write an essay about a storybook that i've read, and how it affected life, from his point of view. that was when i've been reading Say You're One Of Them and he noticed that it was about struggles in Africa. he knows i don't read romance novels, and that's why he needs me to help with the writings. so i'm doing that for him, in exchange for 5 more storybooks (one of them is about Hitler!) from him. he promised me to get some of those old chinese-written novels that have been translated to English. so i'm all of a flutter now.that's one more thing i have to get down with for this holiday, so i think i'm pretty booked.

just now, Mak said she needed to go to the tailor to get her baju kurung done. i asked whether i can get my baju kurung done too. then i went on and on and on elaborating on how i wanted it to have sequins, and a little flare on the wrists and stuffs, and she went, "okay, shira ikutlah mak pergi tailor ye," theehee~it's for my law nite attire actually (no, not for raya haji), and since i don't want to blow a lot for the nite, i've decided to use my supposed-to-be cloth for raye aidilfitri and make it into what would look cute on me at lawnite (cute kah persoalannya di sini). it's just a small tailor shop btw. i'm not saying i'm saving that much money just to get the thing done by Rizalman okay?=]

it's still a simple, tailor-made bajukurung.

that's it for now i think, i'll give snippets once in a while when things get warmer around here. till then, toodles~

suppertime

dah kalau kerjanya pukul 2 pagi pun geledah peti sejuk and bawah tudung saji tu, ape citer? oh well, sekarang kan holiday. boleh menganbing mmmbbbbbkkk mmmmbbbbbkkkk!

nasib baik ade cake chocolate leftovers. weee sedap~

xpe, saye bukan dalam mission untuk diet or ape2 pun. if saye diet, mesti kena maki dgn kawan2 balik nanti ahh. and lagi satu, saye care ye pada kanak2 di Afrika yang kekurangan makanan tu, jadi saye takkan membazir lagi. oh gosh, why do you think i read Uwem Apkan?