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a busy first week back after raya. yet some nights i have managed to crash the malls. hooray to me =]


just got our results for family law test. it was, i don't know what to say. acceptably satisfied? i'm not satisfied but i have to be. but thank you Datin all the same, =]


just did my Admin law test yesterday, was a complete blurr..it was a three hours test and sooooooo confusing.again, i hope the result would be acceptably satisfactory.



i love myself. wah tibe-tibe kan?



i have a huge project coming up next week. wish me luck okay?


=[ hadzwan is going away....going to start missing him now so that he wouldn't have the heart to go away. hahaa stay la wey!



i wish i'm already a fully qualified lawyer now =]



okay, now i really have to prepare for my islamic law test next monday. and start working on my criminal law assignment. ciss. i just knew from ayie that next friday, we will be handing in our criminal assignment, the friday after that, we need to send in our land law assignment. the next friday after the next, we need to send in conflict law assignment. then, we'll be having our study week and next is FINAAAAAAAAAAAL EXAM.



a big applause + standing ovation to me yang still terkedek-kedek tak prepare ape-ape lagi.

i miss you already, Lullaby ='[

meet Lullaby, people =] he's big, huggable and simply adorable. he's white (ceh, boleh nampak sendiri kan?) and has a ribbon bow around his neck that says, romantically "My Love Is Different From Theirs". he is a week's old, and i'm planning to throw a huge birthday party when he turns a year old. you guys are invited to come =]

i love him already. he takes my mind off things, and i can turn to him when i'm feeling blue, pink, yellow, whatever. its a bit hard to hug him, really. because i can't hold his entire body with both my arms. so i have to give him a squeeze each time i want to hug him to make him less fat. i love him to bits (have i already said that?) =]

take care of yourself Lullaby, i'll come see you the next time there is a holiday. i miss you so much. don't let my sisters give you a hard time okay? *hugs and kisses*

-Lullaby, given by Hadzwan 'cause of three reasons : 1st) our anniversary 2nd) i told him during my 19th birthday that i would like to have a teddy bear every year as i adore them so much 3rd) because he remembers me telling him that. =]

just arrived

perubahan mendadak pada muka waktu raye ye.sorrylah, saye ade penyakit dipanggil hungerlucosis. hahaha

ye, baru baru sahaje menjejakkan kaki ke tanah tumpah bumi merdeka kite yang tercinta. excited gile beb balik sini balik. jumpe kawan-kawan (that's the only best part jelah pun). tinggal beberape minggu saje lagi untuk exam final (usaha lai, usaha!), which means saye kena workhard on assignments and tutorial lebih kuat lagi.nie menakutkan saye sebenarnye. sebab saye rase macam saye semakin ambil mudah semua benda. oh Tuhan, tetapkan lah hati saye untuk belajar dan menuntut ilmu keranaMu~




lepas tu boleh bersuka ria =]

words surpassed my feelings for this one.

i have a completely zero interest of returning back to KL tomorrow. returning back, means i have to rush in every walking minutes, trying to pull myself up to go to class, trying to finish up all the tutorials and not get frustrated of the results when i walked out of the tutorial rooms, trying to remember what to do next and where i should start, trying to not skip meals, trying to not look tired, trying to be as normal as i can call myself to be. whoa. am i being a little overwhelming here? you guessed correctly.




katekan taknak to a hectic campus life + equally hectic environment of living.




tapi what to do kan? hidup perlu diteruskan. ceh.




i want to be a lawyer. lawyer is what i want to be. to be a lawyer is who i am. i am a lawyer-to-be.




oh, and one more thing. it doesn't bother me so much pun (not now that i learn that if people say the wrong things about you, all you have to do is beat it off), tapi since ianya terjadi kepada seseorang yang amat amat amat saye care and sayang, saye rase saye patut luahkan ketidakpuashatian saye ni. you know, its really non of your business how a person looks like. God created us in a lot of ways so that we will be able to understand each other and tolerate. speaking from experience, i know it hurts a lot to have people say that i'm nothing but bones, dead skinny or whatever. hey, it hurts to call a skinny person anorexic as it is to call a fat person obese. you should know, you're clever right? i think you're a beautiful person, i sincerely do. but behaving like that, you deserve THE BIG LETTERS okay? i don't know if you unintentionally did it or what, but my other half sure didn't like it. and i don't blame him for it.




let's just jangan cari pasal dengan orang, boleh? kalau kau cantik sangat, aku xkesah.




i like to think of my blog as a happy centre. apparently, it usually isn't. truthfully, i hope it will.

best rate

you know, there's this new accessories's shop just opened in Taiping, next to CIMB Bank, across the road from Legend Inn. it has a lot of ehmaygawd stuffs, and the prices are just to die-for. lots of vintage stuffs, and some of them i can't really tell at first glance what they are (luckily the assistants are super helpful). it even has a cute, complete set of English-style comforters, cupboard, bedlamp, grandfather clock, closet and pictures. just what you need if you're looking to redecorate your room. beats IKEA for me. i even asked them whether they're thinking of opening a branch at Bangsar Highstreet, as the shop is really a Bangsar material.


it's called My White House.


you'll be astounded by what you see =]

kenikmatan yang bersalah

best if hidup macam mereka, kan?

i am supposed to...do lots of things. and supposed to worry about a lot of things. such as, err, Admin Law test and Islamic Criminal Law test, assignments and my beloved Family Law exam end of this term.

but instead

i went out spending lots of cash. if not that, i would blogshop like crazzzzzzy. chilling with my sisters and cousins and naughty, naughty anak saudara. watched lots of movie. ohh this is not the same me.

bak kate myra, guilty pleasure kan?

penang bersame same

..because xbawak cable balik rumah, jadi gambar2 x boleh diupload. bile tak upload, cm malas nak update blog. bile tak update blog, rase sgt loser. bile sgt loser, akan berkurang dalam bilik and be miserable all day. semua because of cik cable tersayang.miaha. :]





just know that inside my beloved icecream phone right now are the photos of yannick's belated bday party, my hunting-for-baju raye outing with my sisters, my openhouse raya and my trip to Penang with hadzwan (though not as much as hadzwan has in his camera)





best yuuuuuuk pusing2 penang taw haha okay i know i have stayed in penang long enough by now to be yah-yah-yah ing about this, but since i don't think i come any near as knowing penang by the heart as playing football for Aston Villa( kenape club nie wey? i have no idea), i think i should be made an exception.





saye sangat mengidam nak makan nasi kandar ye, sejak balik from KL hari tu lagi. pusing2 satu penang sampai sesat x jugak jumpe tempat yang berkenan di hati.tgh2 sesat tu terjumpe la Line Clear, tapi we passed sebabkan hygenic purposes. no offence to any Line Clear lovers out there.then sebabkan dah nak dekat petang pukul 4 + jalan jam + hujan kejap lebat kejap renyai, kitorang makan kat Pelita nasi Kandar, Auto City jelah. nasi kandar jugak kan? and first time merase air kelapa fresh from the buah itself. woot woot.





mase sampai2 pulau tu, singgah Queensbay kejap. nak jalan kejap je, and i only managed to buy a necklace. suke la Forever 21. Mid patut ade Forever 21 tau instead of Krispy Kreme, wah ttbe! tgh2 sakan usha barang and teruja nak tgkp gmbr pkai topi MJ, salesgirl x kasi plak. ciss kek. then lari2 masuk Aldo and smangat gile nak tunjuk jam RM170 kat hadzwan sebab sangat cantik.last2 kena, "tadi kate pkai sarong nie x boleh lari2, nie nmpk ALDO knp lari2?," ciss pade hadzwan juge. miahaha.note to bella-aku pakai pareo tu :)





pastu teringin nak makan pasembor kat padang kota. nasib baik lah hadzwan, walaupun initially kate tataw jalan, tapi sampai jugak akhirnye, tapi HAMPA...pasembor x jual pulak time2 tengahari nie waaaaaaaaaa gedik punye padang kota lame lagi lah baru saye boleh rase pasemburnye pun gedik gedik gedik nia gedik.

:]

tapi best sebab dapat tgkp gambar banyak2, as i always wanted to. tapi sayang sekali lagi, cable x bawak............




suke jalan-jalan. suke jalan-jalan dengan love heart :)

balik cepat!

"balik kampuuuuuuuuuuuung
wo wo wooooooooooooooo
balik kampuuuuuuuuuuuung
wo wo woooooooooooooooo
balik kampuuuuuuuuuuung
hati giraaaaaaaaaaaaaang!!!"

pre-raye days.

banyak sebenarnye nak di update nie. boleh buat two in one tak? if tulis panjang2 kang merepek meraban pulak. if tulis pendek cam x feel. haha. malas sebenarnye taknak mengaku.

1. had buka puase with myra, deline, ad, emi, nasz, azairi, mun and syak at Spaggeti Grills, locationnye sebelah Chilis Mid bagi yang tataw.sampai lambat kot..dah buka puase lame dah. but come to think of it, mmg hari2 pun kami buka puase lambat (am blaming it to the exhaustivly ridiculous cram-it-all-in-one-day kind of timetable). the initial plan was to watch movies, karoukes, arcade-gaming, and had sahur together.but in the end, only me, deline and myra je yang stay for the movies and the arcade games. first time try arcade, fun fun fun =). should ask syak to teach us how to play some games next time. oh yes, we watched Gamer and Ugly Truth. due2 filem Gerard Butler (yeah yeah i thot he was a football player, mane la taw ade lagi sekor Gerard) :) both movies not bad, unique i would say. yg tak boleh blahnye, mase tgk Ugly Truth tu terpadam sekejap skrin cam suspen je ingatkan ade gimik ttbe. lawak toi la.
2. went to Mid, spend serious money. deline and zah cam xde mood shopping time tu, agaknye mood saye nie pelik sket kot. a few hours before berbuka pun boleh try2 4,5 baju kat fitting room per store.then off to Nirwana Bangsar to have buka puasa for the last time with my dear Cherpoms. i love this restaurant, thanks to yannick and ad for bringing me here the first time ago.mase makan confirm lah, havoc gile. tambah2 kerenah azairi yg x boleh diam, gelak deline yg infectious, emi yang rajin tgkp gambar utk "welcome to 2nd year u'olls" tu and macam2 lagi lah. them off to KTV Ampang for karaouke session.yannick tataw we plan all along for birthday party die.saye, ad and emi pegi beli kek, nak tulis wordings atas kek tu punye lah susah nak cr idea. then sampai2 kat KTV nak kena cr kedai gmbr yang boleh printkan poster yang syak buat untuk yannick.sampai dah lambat, kedai sume tutup.nasib baiklah ade satu yang memang type kena bukak mate luas2 baru nmpk.hehee pastu kelam kabut naik tempat karok and..SURPRISE! everyone of the boys were yacking on yannck, poor guy~. and we sang Happy Birthday berkali kali kali disebabkan pihak karok yg over and over and over again pasang lagu tu. haha. then we had a blast singing time. best gile. best gile gile gile. espc part Billie Jean, Heal The World, You Are Not Alone, Will You Be There and Black Or White.well, MJ kan.
3. went home at last for the raye holidays. got many things to do, and i just found out this morning that i didn't yet have a baju kurung for raye.wah apelagi murka lah beta di pagi hari meraung-raung berguling-guling (err..part guling-guling nie, unfortunately, mmg betul) kat depan abah sampai abah hulur duit and pegi pekan cari baju baru. wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..bukan nak banding la, tapi if saye tau awal2 saye xde baju raye lagi, mesti saye dah buat hunting kat KL lagi. for God's sake, i went to Jalan TAR and PKNS Shah Alam kot and missed all the beautiful kurungs there!
4. message my bella kat india, ucap selamat hari raye. wonder how she is now, hope she's fine. and yes bell, i'm totally estatic to know about the internet connection. i'll be online 24/7!! err...as long as work doesn't interfere =)
5. i will receive a big surprise. when i say big, i mean BIG. can't wait, my lips are literally doing the grinning job now.thanks sayangness~

-a very merry raya to all!

for simplier words

...is thinking about late-birthday cake, an unprepared surprise, a room full of smiling faces, blasting MJ inul jeffrey din VE newboyz jamal abdillah and siti sarah, party bloopers, hugging, kissing,yah-yah-yah ing, and still smiling!

dah nak raye

hehee okay tak boleh blah tajuk post nie mesti la nak raye durrrrrrrhhhhhh (ala-ala Cik Su cakap dekat Goh dalam family tutorial), semua orang pun tau nak raye bile bile bileee haaaa tu yang kite semua tak tataw faham x nie if tak faham, faham2 kan lah ye.


sgt anxious ye nak raye kali nie. if compared dgn tahun lepas, baju raye pun beli last2 minit, tahun lepas xde mood gile nak raye dah siap imagine pagi2 raye tu nak stay in the room je and be miserable ohh well pardon me, kadang-kadang saye boleh alami masalah mereng otak saje-saje gedik dibuat untuk dapatkan attention.


tapi last2 xboleh tahan, keluar jugak beli baju raye buat cukup syarat je.asal ade baju baru nak dipakai ohh gile gile. and sebab kan tu jugak, saye beria nak start cari baju awal tahun nie, tgk2 kaler same macam tahun lepas.cisss chocolate kek yannick di situ ye hahahaaa tak pasal2 yannick masuk sorry la bro.


balik nie sebab nak makan banyak, tataw kenape macam asyik teringat rendang je sekarang nie. and ketupat. and kuih raye. and everything else there is to raye. pastu x sabar nak pakai cantik2 and of course, duit raye tu wajib sebab lepas tu boleh berjalan-jalan joli membeli belah and makan yang sedap2 dengan duit yang ade ohh yes i can spend serious s*** when it comes to money.



emm.die ckp nak buat photoshoot raye, tapi taknak cerite nak buat macam mane.so, macam mane?hehee tulah masing2 dah busy sangat kan pastu dah jadi kekok and seterusnye janggal and awkward and forward eh sorry sorry sorry =) erm. sorry lah sebab busy okay not that i ask of them.



arghhh i'm sooooo gonna miss my friends here. cepat2 nak spend time together lagi huhuu emm i realise that this year, i party kinda hard, i hope i still got it in me to put my studies first. ohh well,i guess as long as i DID worry to study even when i went out, should amount to a serious commitment on my behalf.

unintendedly thinking

yang saye nak cepat habiskan:

• tutorial family law, admin law, consti law and land law
• test family law
• presentation land law
• assignment criminal law and land law

yang saye tunggu-tunggu taknak habiskan:

• berbuka puase dengan kawan-kawan di tempat best2
• shopping last minute for raye
• main mercun di bukit cinta
• tangkap gambar banyak-banyak untuk 'welcome to 2nd year y'alls!'
• buat video cherpom

oh yess. saye suke ade love-hate relationship dengan diri saye sendiri.muahahahaha~

things i wanted badly right now

i just want to lie my head somewhere and not worry a thing. i just want to shut my eyes and all my problems dissapear. i juat want to cry on a stranger's shoulder and wait for him to wipe my tears away. i just want to talk unimportant things but still be heard off. i want to run away and ended on a lighthouse. i wanted to be hugged and told that everything is okay. i want to turn the clock around and freeze time. i want to be strong and cry no more. i want to be the old me. i want compassion.


if you don't hold the normally me, bear the new, stone-hearted me.

yesternight

had a wonderful 'buka puasa' event in faculty yesterday. i waited so long for a time to settle down my hairs and let loose of my wild side..ever since Mock (well, i can't do it everyday for fear of people thingking i have an infectious disease), but it was great by the way.



wore my black jubah that mom bought in Mecca last time when she did her Umrah. wore it for the first time actually. felt great, thought it'll be soooo lenghty that wasn't suitable for the short me. turn out, it was just an okay size, and it felt great too. easy, and great. most of us were wearing jubah anyway. so there's plenty of us walking around looking as though we had just unboarded the Emirates flight (haha!)



food was great. the prayers were silent and comfortable. the picture sessions was great, crazy! the skipping 'getah' game was seriously exhausting.



i love you guys,'nuff said.

gundah dan gula-gula

zaman saye berkobar-kobar nak jadi loyar!

buat tutorial even hari-hari kelas sangat pack.

sampai nak sembahyang pun kena mintak masuk kelas due tige minit lambat.
belajar pun makin hari makin susah.

land law..can you speak my language? family law...i'm no better in maths then the other person who is reading this (to all my coursemates...gotcha!), so please don't make a fuss on the procedures.consti law..please make yourself supreme so that i can understand you better. criminal law..please not so fast!

*sigh* CURSE!!




hari-hari usung buku dan akta sampai lenguh tangan patah pinggang (as a result, bawak backpack ye..no more Forever 21 totes!)
hari-hari terketar tunggu luar tutorial room untuk masuk tutorial.
kalau jawapan salah, lecturer ''puji'' yang indah-indah.
lebih indah kalau dihadiahkan sekali dengan ''buah tangan istimewa''.
takut jawapan salah, tak dapat pulak markah (lebih baik bagi jawapan, at least tak sia-sia stay up malam-malam sampai lebam).
kalau tak ada jawapan, muka pintu ada di hadapan!

bile sampai mase test dan assignment,

mate tak lekang dari buku, tangan tak lekang dari pensel, punggung tak lekang dari kerusi meja,

"eh, dah quote dah ape judge tu ckp? ape citation case tu ey?,"

tapi hati dah tahu dan mengerti (waaah!)

jadi kena hantar assignment dan jawab test dengan tawakal setawakal tawakalnye,

nak mengeluh, baik yang cerdik pandai pun di tahap yang serupa,

bak kate lecturer, "tak ada A, fikir lulus je!"

exam saye pejam celik pejam celik

'eh, dah ade depan mate lah!'

biar berputih mate sebelum exam,

jangan berputih otak mase exam!

c'mon, kita kan nak grad same-same.
jadi, mari bace buku same-same ye?

p/s: okayokayy i'll read my land law now, to begin with.

i'm happy you're there =)

~ bella & laila~

lebih kurang pukul 11.15a.m, saye call die tapi x diangkat. xpelah, maybe sibuk kot. yelah, malam nie dah nak fly. jadi saye pun hantar la mesej tanye kan pukul berape die sampai KLIA nanti. die pun jawab:-

Sory aku x pasan ko cal td. kelamkbut. heh. xtau la pukul 6 kot.

saye terangkan yang mungkin saye kena pergi sorang diri ke airport sebab kawan yg sepatutnye pergi dengan saye tu ade test pulak hari nie jadi die x boleh pergi sekali. saye nak bertolak dalam pukul 5ptg. dah plan siap2 nak ponteng kelas English supaye boleh ganti kelas land tutorial awal. saye dah congak2 kire2 nak pergi ke taknak. if pergi, saye tau saye kena balik sorang2 from KLIA malam2 nanti and sampai KL Sentral je kdaan dah menyeramkan. huuuu. takut2. if x pergi, saye takut saye meraung sampai serigale jadian pun takut. die pun jawab:-

Pkul 5 aku bru nk smpai jugak kot. lai. kalau sorg xpela. aku plak yg rsau...

time nie saye masih lagi semangat membara2 nak pergi KLIA jugak. dah naik atas nak jumpe lecturer untuk mintak ganti kelas. tapi Dr.Yong pulak xde. ciss sket di situ. saye kate, saye akan usaha kan juge untuk pergi. die jawab:-

Aku rsau klia tu namenye bsa tp jauh ke dlm. kalu mmg dh xd jln. aku dh bwk set barbie ko tnda ko pn ade. cewah heheh.

saye masuk kelas2 hari nie. kelas consti, land, islamic criminal, admin, english pun saye jadi masuk jugak sebab waswas perlu ponteng ke tak kang ponteng naye jee. huu. last resort, saye msg bakhtiar untuk temankan saye. tapi tapiiiii die pulak ade plan lain, so x boleh nak ikut. emm. mase nie saye dah berbelah bagi patut x saye pergi. call hadzwan, die cakap ikut suke hati saye nak pergi ke tak. tapi utk faktor gender dan keselamatan, die syorkan x payah pergi. saye msg bella, dgn berat hati, state sebab knp saye x boleh pergi and how sad i was sebab x dapat hantar die. saye dah pakai baju zara yg kitorang beli same2 da hari nie tapi ats sebab2 tertentu yg x dpt dielakkan, saye x boleh ke KLIA. die jawab:-

Lailatul Syahirah. sy sdih. tp syfk ckp xpelah krana kte sudah pn berjumpe ahad lalu. nanti sy smpai sna sy akn tgk2kn pareo yg taste2 kamu. hehe. nnt bln 2 kte pg genting ya. he. sntiase la online okey. syg kamu mwah3.

Dear Saidatul Nabila,

kalau aku nak type nie, aku selalu takut ter-gugur air mate, tapi turns out in the end, tabah jugak aku nie sbnanye. wahaha. erm. taw x sekarang nie berape banyak yang aku ingat pasal Gopeng sebab kau? tbe2 satu2 memori tu dtg balik. dari fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirst time kau belanje aku minum air oren (terbelanje sebenarnye kan?haha), lepas tu mase prep malam selalu pergi toilet same2 and tgkp2 gmbr la, mase nak buat inspection kat blok lelaki selalu pergi same2 and usha2 mane2 part yang best (hehee okay kami pun ade buat crimes juge ye dulu), mase kite conteng name masing2 kat parking lot depan makmal KH sampai ustaz lan suruh pergi kikis2 balik name tu, mase birthday surprise kau kat situ (sampai aku terjatuh longkang okaaay so kau wajar ingat), mase outing tgk wayang citer D.O.A, mase kat kem form $ nanges2 bajet macam dah x jumpe dah, mase lepak2 time riadah kat depan dewan makan sambil borak2 and kadang2 tgk orang main, mase makan kat kantin kau selalu order milo panas and aku ikut, mase kau nangis2 dtg bilik aku sebab x study fizik sampai habis lagi, mase aku nangis2 pegi bilik kau sebab problem dgn someone. baaaaaaaaaaaaaanyak sangat okay x terkate.

bella, aku happy sangat yang path kite cross. aku happy sangat sebab despite orang kate kau macam serius and aku macam gile2 tapi kite complement each other sebenarnye (bile aku over the top, kau-"relax lah dowh!"). aku happy sebab eventhough kite jarang luangkan mase same2 sejak keluar from school, tapi friendship kite x mati. aku happy kite ade facebook account, ym, blogs, phones and mcm2 lagi lah untuk dekatkan lagi jarak India-Malaysia. aku happy sebab rahsia2 aku di tangan yg selamat, from my best to my worst. aku happy sebab kau dapat ape yang kau nak. aku happy sebab kau pergi =)

:tibe2 teringat dulu kau pernah kate, aku suke sebenarnya kau nak jadi lawyer nie. you have no idea how strong the message affected me, until now! balik nanti, kau kena mainkan aku satu lagu from gitar kesayangan kau tu tau, and taknak lagu Selepas Kau Pergi. haha. lagu lain. :

wanchukartwork

Thank you for the blog and Good Luck for Power Electronics. (please don't boast so much when you pass the test with flying colours nanti, okay?)

meet up @ KLCC

seperti yang dah diplankan, we had this meet up before the BIG DAY-which is to sent bella off. yes, saye sangat excited ye! but again, let the pictures explained the thousand words.



dalam Parkson, KLCC. tengok2 baju banyak yang cantik, tapi duit poket tak cantik sangat pulak. agagagaaa. xpe bella, next time kau balik Malaysia kite over-indulge Forver 21 yep?

lenguh kaki berjalan tengok2 barang perhiasan,lepas dah penat shopping barang2 sendiri. cadang nak beli untuk other half masing-masing. tapi later lah ye. ini mase kami dulu.

seeeeeeeeeeeeee....that's my pressieeeeeeeeeeee...... =) =) =). i asked bella to hold a pose all for this blog. tengok tuuuu, teharu sampai tak terkate muahahahahaaa poyo je kan ohh.

bella membuka hadiahnye sambil menahan airmata. ewah! opps, we committed a crime back then thee heee~

something for you to remember me by in India. i know they probably have better ones there, but i hope mine still counts as a token of appreciation for all of our friendship years ahead.

Cemal join kami berbuke puase di Little Penang Cafe. patutnye die pun kena sampai awal supaye dapat berfoya-foya dengan kami tapi die ingatkan jumpe untuk buka puasa saje daaaaaaaaang. haha. xpe2. janji kau datang cemal!

Cemal dengan muke serius tak ketawa macam Villain Mojojojo sedang bergosip. banyak cerite didatangkan khas from Jordan nie. must pay attention. haha.

cemal muke cover. saye muke yang happy terlebih. bella happy redha. heheh. oh yee, cameraboy nye bername Aman ye, adik Cemal.

okaaaaay. gambar nie macam tertangakp cepat pulak tapi see see sape yang paling maintain sekali? hehe. Cemal dah tunduk bawah and uuuuuuuuuu first picture bella yang senyum tembam. hehe jangan marah bell.

yes, kepade si warganegara Jordan dan bakal warganegara India untuk beberape tahun nie, silalah ambil perhatian ye pasal 1 Malaysia nie. jadi,selalu-selalu lah balik Malaysia. =)

i feel lucky to have loved this much

Got a date a week from Friday with a preacher's son

Everybody says he's crazy

I'll have to see

I finally moved to Jackson when the summer came

I won't have to pay that boy to rake my leaves

I'm probably going on and on

It seems I'm doing more of that these days

I probably wouldn't be this way

I probably wouldn't hurt so bad

I never pictured every minute without you in it

Oh you left so fast

Sometimes I see you standing there

Sometimes it's like I'm losing touch

Sometimes I feel that I'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much

God gave me a moment's grace

'Cause if I'd never seen your face

I probably wouldn't be this way

Mama says that I just shouldn't speak to you

Susan says that I should just move on

You oughta see the way these people look at me

When they see me 'round here talking to this stone

Everybody thinks I've lost my mind

But I just take it day by day

I probably wouldn't be this way

I probably wouldn't hurt so bad

I never pictured every minute without you in it

Oh you left so fast

Sometimes I see you standing there

Sometimes I feel an angel's touch

Sometimes I feel that I'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much

God gave me a moment's grace

'Cause if I'd never seen your face

I probably wouldn't be this way

Probably wouldn't be this way

Got a date a week from Friday with a preacher's son

Everybody says I'm crazy

Guess I'll have to see

lagu nie pasal seorang perempuan yang dah berpisah dengan lover die, (break up or lover die dah mati), lepas tu die move on dengan care bertukar2 pasangan. die buat macam tu sebab die nak cube lupekan lover die tu. tapi at the same time, she's having a tough job to get over her lover. die masih berangan and bercakap-cakap dengan cincin yang lover die bagi (break up) or rather, batu nisan kat kubur lover die (dah mati). tak tau lah..thats how i perceive the song to be.

kesimpulannya, i love Leann Rimes. and to whom it may concern (you know who you are), don't you dare to leave me. ur homebound. =)

surprise, bella!!

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to bella,

happy birthday to you!

i bought this present just now when i broke my fast at The Garden's foodcourt. just a little something for you to remember me by when you're stuck in India. i KNOW you'll like it.

so, may you have a happy birthday best friend. i still kept your glow-in-the-dark badge that you gave me years ago (and its still glowing, imagine that!). break a leg in India, make all of us who knows you proud okay? harus 4.0 sentiase. and don't flirt around once you're there tau. ingat dekat adik kepade abang aku tuh!

love you mwaaaaaaaxxxxx~

your present besides my beloved MJ.

wani

"Askum, alng..wani dah beli satu selendang kaler pink untuk along. tapi die bercampur dengan kaler lain.nanti along balik wani bagi kat along ye?,"

~waniey oniey, 5.15pm,05/09/2009

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

wani tu my little sister, yang kat dalam gmbr tu. ramai yang tak taw, tapi kami only recently bonding, sebab saye selalu xde kat rumah. boleh katekan since form1 bile saye duduk hostel saye dah tak rapat dengan adik2 saye. bile masing2 dah besar, ade hidup masing2, lagi lah kami buat tak tau je. bile balik duduk bilik sendiri. tapi sejak die ade boyfriend and saye ade hadzwan, kami dah jadi automatic baik pulak. dah tak awkward macam dulu lagi dah. die pun dah senang bercerite pasal boyfriend die kat saye, and if nak dating mesti bagitaw saye dulu (dating dekat2 je, saye pun protective jugak tau).kawan2 die pun dah ramai yang saye kenal.siap boleh hantar ke rumah lagi tu.

saye pun sekarang dah rajin ambil taw pasal study die. selalunye subjek english and sejarah yg saye boleh tolong sebab maths saye dah fail dah now, haha.

she's taking her PMR this year, and yesterday baru die tanye die patut apply science stream or technical stream dlm borang SBP nanti. she's dead genius. periksa x bace buku pun boleh dapat A. lain dengan saye and syanaz, kne betul2 cram otak tu baru A. hahahaa. and oh yes, die nie anak abah gile2. kami selalu usik abah, "macam mane abah if wani masuk SBP nanti? siape nak gaduh dengan abah lagi?,"

baru2 nie saye belikan die pencilcase baru sebab janji nak bagi hadiah exam die yg lepas.die request mintak pencilcase Girls.lepas saye belikan tu, esok terus die bawa ke sekolah and tunjuk kat kawan2 die.bangga kakak die belikan.terharu saye, pencil case tu x sampai RM20. if dibandingkan dengan barang2 yang saye laburkan utk diri sendiri, ciput je rasenye harga tu. tapi bagi die, besar sangat. terharu sangat rasenye bile die balik and bagitau saye. since ramai kawan2 die yang kenal saye, ade jugak yang add dalam facebook. hehe senang la saye nka spy utk adik saye nie.

bile saye pergi shopping raye hari tu, saye tanyekan die nak ape?if along beli selendang boleh tak? and die suke gileeeeeeeeeeeee.saye belikan selendang kaler choc utk die pakai dengan baju raye die nanti.hepi sangat die.sampai ke facebook saye die cakap thank you.saye tak mintak ape2 pun, tapi baru kejap tadi, tengah2 saye bukak flickr, die hantar mesej kat atas tu.

saye reply, "heheheee..thank you, wani,"

tapi sebenarnye nak reply yg ini

"wani, sebenarnye along dah beli dah selendang raye along. tapi alog taknak pakai lah. even along tak tengok lagi selendang yang wani beli tu macam mane, tapi along tau yg wani beli tu mesti lagi cantik. along taknak pakai lah selendang yang along beli tu. along nak pakai selendang yang adik along belikan utk along mase raye pertama nanti. thanks wani, nanti kite raye best2 ey?,"

tak semua orang ade hubungan kekeluargaan yang baik. half of my teen life dihabiskan kat sekolah asrama, then i went to University. with that, i tend to put my priorities on my friends first because for me, they were the ones who knows me better and grew up with me. i never get to see my sisters grow up properly, and i seldomn needed my parent's help for anything. but amidst all that, i have failed to see (or rather, a bit late to see) that family ties are much more important too. we can change our friends, but not and never our family. especially not sweet little sisters :)

(teringat dekat Myra yang merayu2 dekat mak die taknak dihantar ke overseas sebab nak duduk dekat dengan parents, and to make up balik dengan time yang die dah lost watching her younger sister grows up)

list of things to do

1. Call up firms by next week. make close follow-ups for VOX


2. Get KEWARIS stuffs from the office by tomorrow and ask Zah what to do next.
   
3. Confirm design of t-shirt for CAW, collect the quotations from Myra and Ayie. confirm quotations for badges from Iqa and Huda as well. try to get the t-shirt and badges done by this week.


4. meet up with Law Society to get quotations for the students.


5. CAW meeting this monday.


6. Find ticket tomorrow, or rather, got to call Abah to pick me up for the Raya holidays. there is nothing i could do with my tight scedule okay. and plus, i still have to attend class and sit for a test two days before Raya!


7. Message Cemal-already done!


8. Meet up with Bella and Cemal tomorrow at KLCC.


9. Study family law and admin law. confirm what's coming up for the admin's test.



10. Collect RM1 for each rooms in Level 4, Block D, 12th College for decorational purposes.


11. Start visualising Mock's script for next year. Have a serious talk with Ad and Izat about this.


12. Buy Hadzwan's pressie. awak, if saye tak jumpe ape yang awak nak tu, saye beli kan yang lain jelah ye. awak jangan banyak songeh tau wak. hahaha.

cik bella edward, i can't wait to see youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

bella.zureen.laila

taken, i'd say, two years ago kot. was it already two years?gosh, lots have changed rite? and tomorrow 06/09/2009 (and plus, its your birthday!) we're going to meet again, with Cemal too.can't wait to see how the Jordan air hits her!

i'm writing this as a pre-meet up post. i hope tomorrow will be a blast day. i'm so excited tauuuuuuuu..i'm rummaging my closet to see what fits me best, and the only other person i've ever done that too is to Hadzwan! so, ur part of my flesh and skin too.

u'll be flying away to learn how to stick a needle in someone's arm properly =) and i hope u'll endure the time there successfully. return a lady version of Dr. Syeikh Muzaffar, will you?

anyway, can't wait for tomorrow.i pray for the best.i'm sorry and i hope u'll understand why i can't make it to see you earlier.i'll promise to always facebook-ing,ym-ing,friendster-ing and email-ing you =)

refreshment. baru.

i've finished Eat, Pray, Love

is planning to quickly set my eyes on a new sweetheart

self-motivational, mounting climax, practically romantic and a just-nice ending are highly anticipated,bidded,waited,regarded.

any takers out there?

am talking about books. of wanting a new book.

cerphom buka puasa siri II

Date: 03/09/2009

Venue: Ikan Bakar Place, Kampung Baru

.seriously, it spelled fun.

kami yang tiba lewat and terpaksa beratur berlingkar2 ambil food sampai dah azan berbuka dah. nasib baik Azairi prihatin (Syak pun), diorang ambilkan air and kurma untuk kami berbuka dulu.sampai je kat kaunter makanan, semua hatoom masuk dalam pinggan. hehee. serious, saye sangat takut dengan cara saye makan hari tu. nasi+sambal petai udang+ayam kurma+rendang daging+ikan bakar+kerabu mangga+buah melaka+buah2.opps.dengan air cendol. tapi buffet rm20 je..so makan sampai lebam ler..and then yang bestnye lagi, terjumpe dgn senior2 yang dah jadi peguam.reserved meja pun as name, "Jabatan Peguam". gile stylo..dtg pkai black and white. kak wani siap bwk bundle apetah lagi.huhuu.tak dapat imagine bile saye jadi peguam nanti mcm mane pulak.

teringat mase nak pergi, sesat sekejap.dengan farina yang drive, so much 'beautiful' words from a beautiful girl.hehehee..farina you jgn marah nnt u cepat tue taw :) habis makan2 and sembahyang, saye, aween, myra, deline, ayie, hadi, syak, emi, sharol, naz, azairi, bergerak ke times square utk main boling. plan awal nak tgk midnite kat pavvy tapi sebab kuota x cukup, main boling jelah. saye x minat boling, so pergi beli Krispy Kreme utk pemain2 yang gedik nie.hahaa.beli sedozen dapt free lagi 6 bijik.rezeki sungguh.saye tak main, tapi rasenye makan paling banyak donut tu.hahaa dah seronok tgk aksi Azairi, Syarol and Syak main.pastu kesian kat Hadi sebab kena gelak je dgn dorang.gedik betul lah.hahahaa:)

lepas tu singgah makan kat Nasi Lemak Bangsar (yes, ppl. saye makan lagi). pastu sembang2 la pasal grad, kerja, kawen lol :p sempurna.



okay, gambar ini mcm takde kne mngena sebenarnye tp saje nak letak jugak sebab saye rase nak tunjuk semua kawan2 saye.
dari kanan: naz,deline, saye, meen (tudung biru cair), zah,aween, mun,ad, myra, ayie.
depan: emi gedik (gelak guling-guling!)

mesti tak faham, kan?

semalam mimpi yang sungguh pelik.hmm.

mesti sebab asyik fikirkan pasal nie je, sampai terbawa-bawa dalam mimpi.

yang bestnye, dalam mimpi tu tak seperti yang dah di-visualise-kan. tapi dalam mimpi..semua nampak OK. mimpi kan mainan tidur.

realitinye, kanan kiri meng-assure-kan.

"you got nothing to lose dah lai..,"
"lucky you have this chance to prove it. if i were in your shoes, i'll prove it looooooong ago,"
"lai dah hebat sekarang...semua tu dah lepas dah...,"

hmm.if only things were easier. if only i got the guts. gulps.

ahh. saye nak men-ignore-kan jelah benda nie!.

.2 Z.

if things were tougher and you were alone,
i'll walk with you my friend,
if you feel like crying, you better don't,
cause the tears will keep flowing, never ends.


if things have changed and you were down,
i'll sit with you my friend,
i'll show you that hurts won't haunt,
as well as hearts won't bend.


if things were hard and you were angry,
i'll listen to you my friend,
i won't promise to make you happy,
at least i'll be there with a soothing hand.


Men, my friend,
are funny creatures called, "rubber band"
you can't hold them still, they'll expand,
but when they're ready,
they'll come to you at the end.



-for my dear friend who didn't cry, i did.

let the pics do the talking, yeah?

shopping raye di Shah Alam yeah! after nearly a year of leaving that beloved place, we went back and 'mencemar duli' at PKNS and Sacc Mall. Deline is smiling for the cam, i'm hiding away from the cam. looks like only Zah who's doing the serious shopping!

at British India, Sacc Mall. i like the mall already, lots have developed. lots of new boutiques for the thirsty eyes and raving hands hahahaa lol ;). there's one called Chantek which sells dresses and bags. see, i got myself a bag too!


the vain us. can't say it better myself.

squeezed in squeezed in. pictures need to be taken.

eh?:)

cerphom buka puasa siri I

Date : 1st September 2009

Venue : Rumahku, opposite to PPUM

1st time cerphom buka puase ramai2. havoc nak mati yaaa. bak kate deline, 19 kepala, 19 perangai. hahahaa.





tempat nie sangat best ye sangat homey tapi terase macam kembali ke zaman Chandragupta maurya pun ade wah bajet terror sejarah.



tp siyesly, sane sini ade patung and gambar2 yang sungguh epic masuk2 je macam dalam time capsule ye mungkin Shah Rukh Khan bakal muncul bile2 mase muahahahahaa okay hambar.



disebabkan kami dah book awal, so masuk jelah dalam rumah and pergi kat bilik yang dah disediakan. geddit tak?dalam rumah kan ade banyak2 bilik, so bilik2 tu ditukar buat tempat makan hmm agak2 paham lah ye.



dah siap2 dapat menu tu kami pun order la food masing2 ade yang makan hidang, ade yang makan tak hidang, ade yang melantak order starter dulu and ade yang order2 xde so kena order yang lain muahahahaaa issh asek gelak je kan hohohoo la pulak oh yee saye order sizzling noodles and starter calameri rings yang sodap ye.



sambil2 tunggu nak buka puase and tataw nak buat ape, kami pun keluar lah ke laman rumah (ewah macam dalam rancangan masak2 chef wan yang dei buat kat laman rumah tu) and duduk2 dekat kerusi die. tapi yang perempuan jelah yang keluar pun, yang lelaki duduk dalam rumah hahaa dah terbalik plak kan tapi bak kate Azairi, ade 'men's talk'. tgh2 duduk2 tu, boleh pulak deline pasang lagu raye thru phone die and kami apelagi jerit lah bile dengar and start nyanyi2.





tak ingat sape, tapi someone come up with the idea untuk buat video clip raye cerphom style. lepas tu sume pun weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak gedik2 gile haha pastu mule la divide macam mane jalan cerite nak buat, sape jadi tuan rumah and sape jadi orang yang nak datang beraye kat rumah. rumah in this story refers to Rumahku la yee.amek inspirasi rumah sendiri.oh ye and lagu raye tadi tu jadi background song kami.





tgk2 ramai la pulak kaaan yang jadi org yang nak bertandang kat rumah nye tu.tinggal saye, aqeel, deline, emi jadi tuan rumah kah kah kah pastu yang tak tahan sume nak sumbat satu kereta myvi kan buat2 video tu start from turun dr kereta and nak masuk rumah. sampai kat driver seat pon duduk due orang lawak tol la.



pastu dtg2 rumah trus nak hidang air, saye bagi la lilin wangi kat patung tepi pintu tu kat dorg. ank mintak duit raye, saye hulur kad2 dalam wallet saye nie termasuk lah kad tesco, namecard, kad baju, kad salon rambut, kad membership popular macam2 lagi lah. hahaha siyes tahpape. pastu yang pelik nye, datang rumah org, tapi bersalam sesama sendiri..apekah?hahaha.then ramai2 nak balik dah.time balik tu ade yang interframe tetibe masuk dalam video eh tapi xpela. pastu endingnye nyanyi ramai2 lagu raye tadi sambil berjoget2 err..tak perlu kot saye mention saye joget macammane.





video nie dah pun ditayang dlm facebook and dah di edit dgn jayenye..so tahniah kepade pihak2 di sebali tabir wuhuu trase nak buat applause beramai2 and mexican wave wah tibeer.


sedang makan2 tu make keluarlah kek coklat yang sungguh yummylicious sekali sebab actually plan nyorok2 nak celebrate bday emi haha gile lah muke emi mase tu macam, "haaaaaaaaaaa....ape niiiiiiiiiiiiii...ape da jadi niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii," muahahahahaaa buruk sikit jelah emi tapi cantik banyak.sedap ye kek nie tapi silap saye duduk sebelah Azairi so nak curi food tu agak susah sikit sebab tgn saye tak selaju tgn die hehee boleh pulak kan.


all in all, it was a very special night, in a cosy house, with a bunch of crazy people-whom i would never trade the world with!

oh,happy day!

"you could teach Dr.M a thing or two on natural justice"

huuuuuu.

what a loooooooooong first day back. lots of things happen at the same time.where should i start?okay, actually during Subuh prayer, i've prayed for a bright and sunny day ahead, and that i will be fully energized to do my works. but instead, i woke up to a heavy downpour...and also at 8.40a.m! (my class starts at 9a.m. luckily ayie came into my room to ask for plasters because deline's foot got all bleeded by (get this) a bottle of foundation. huhuu. drama dah pagi-pagi bute kan?

it rains, yes, but i still went to class. i figured, nevermind, i can manage today. i got everything on my back. until...

• went to Admin Law class, and asked Ad about Dr.Mahathir's speech which we were suppose to read for Consti tutorial later.the speech was 17 pages long! s**t. i want to cry there and then because i haven't read. my justification to this:i've already checked last week and there's none available in the library and this speech in my hand was from Farina who got it from her buddy. myra, ayie, ad and farina consoled me and said that i can manage to read it by the end of Admin class. so yes, i didn't pay attention during the lecture. and yes, i do feel guilty. but i'll make it up to it later.i promise.





• had to rush to the Photocopy Room in the library to make a copy of the speech.by the time its done, me and deline were 15 minutes late for Criminal Class. we wanted to ditch it actually, but quickly made up our mind back to go to class when we saw Azairi, Emi and Naz who have just arrived for the lecture. so yes, another unpaid attention to the lecture given. i wrote down half the notes given and had to leave the rest beacuse i didn't get the earlier explanation of the topic taught today. and yes, i read a bit on the speech as well.





• had Admin tutorial class. lucky it was not my turn to present the question today (the question was darn hard okay!). but i bumped into my head bureau of Vox Magazine and she asked me to report about the progress that i made on the marketing plan to ask for sponsors from the lawfirms. at this, i couldn't focus anymore on the speech. i was so dizzy.
• i didn't attend Family Law class. boohoo. i need to finish my works. i followed Zah back to college (she had health issues this morning). i thot of finishing up my college's work first since the office was open. i printed letters, re-organize the receipts and went to the Penyelia's house for signature. it took me around 45 minutes to finish the work. alhamdullilah, its settled already and can be passed tomorrow, if all is well. then, i started to call the firms for my Vox project. had 5 firms to call and report to my head bureau. out of 5, only two were responsive, which means i need to have close check-ups with the rest. one of the firm turned down the offer flat. gee~ .after i sent the report of my progress to my head bureau, i went and buried myself once more in Dr. M's speech.this time, i managed to finish it. it wasn't that hard thou, considering that i laughed a lot during my reading.his understanding of the separation of powers in malaysia is a bit, and i say this lightly, misguided.
  
• after 2 hours of skipping class (haha), i went for my Consti tutorial. beacuse i read about the speech and i sacrifice practically my entire day for it, i knew had to speak up in class. i haven't done myself justice in Consti since my Mock days, there has to be a way which i redeem them. so i answered a question, and that was what Dr. Johan told me at the end of my answer, "you could teach Dr. M a thing or two on natural justice,". thanks Dr, you have no idea the expense of my reading and digesting the speech!

• ended class at 3, but had CAW meeting at 5. in the meantime, i went to the computer lab to email the vox proposal but forgot to bring the password and email address with me, so i ended up blogging instead.hahaa typical me right?i blog until Abg Hafiz came and close the computer lab.oh yeah, i was there with four busy bee first years, reminded me of how my first year used to be.

• during CAW meeting, i had to present updates on banner, flyers, buntings, posters, t-shirts and badges. so i divided my works on all my bureau members (luckily i have supporting friends as my members, easy to work with them). senang, cepat siap.

• we went to Rumahku in Kerinchi as planned (okay, original plan was to eat at chicken Hartz, Sunway Pyramid but because some of us cannot make it, so we had to do it somewhere nearer). the place was cosy, so homey-like and what's best was that we all did a raye clip video (it was hilarious, i can't wait for Myra to upload it). the food was so-so, i guessed mine was not as tasty as the others. but the starters were fine.at the middle of our eating, we brought out a chocolate cake for Emi's birthday. it was basically, buka puasa-cum-birthday suprise for our load and bubbly friend.love u emi, btw, sedaplah cake!

the day, as it ended, was not so bad as i thought.yes, i did pray to God to make my day smooth and easy. but i guess at the end of the rain, He gave me a beautiful rainbow. so. oh, happy day! thank God i have my friends to keep me in sanity.