...this is the best song,, the best words, the best melody, the best of everything from the best of hearts...

"Will You Be There"

Hold Me

Like The River Jordan

And I Will Then Say To Thee

You Are My Friend

Carry Me

Like You Are My Brother

Love Me Like A Mother

Will You Be There?

Weary

Tell Me Will You Hold Me

When Wrong, Will You Skold Me

When Lost Will You Find Me?

But They Told Me

A Man Should Be Faithful

And Walk When Not Able

And Fight Till The End

But I'm Only Human

Everyone's Taking Control Of Me

Seems That The World'sGot A Role For Me

I'm So Confused

Will You Show To Me

You'll Be There For Me

And Care Enough To Bear Me

(Hold Me)

(Lay Your Head Lowly)

(Softly Then Boldly)

(Carry Me There)(Lead Me)

(Love Me And Feed Me)

(Kiss Me And Free Me)

(I Will Feel Blessed)

(Carry)(Carry Me Boldly)

(Lift Me Up Slowly)

(Carry Me There)

(Save Me)

(Heal Me And Bathe Me)

(Softly You Say To Me)

(I Will Be There)

(Lift Me)

(Lift Me Up Slowly)

(Carry Me Boldly)

(Show Me You Care)

(Hold Me)

(Lay Your Head Lowly)

(Softly Then Boldly)

(Carry Me There)

(Need Me)(Love Me And Feed Me)

(Kiss Me And Free Me)

(I Will Feel Blessed)

In Our Darkest Hour

In My Deepest Despair

Will You Still Care?Will You Be There?

In My Trials

And My Tripulations

Through Our Doubts

And Frustrations

In My Violence

In My Turbulence

Through My FearAnd My Confessions

In My Anguish And My Pain

Through My Joy And My Sorrow

In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow

I'll Never Let You Part

For You're Always In My Heart.

-from my earliest childhood movie,OST from Free Willy, sung by Michael Jackson.

masalah dalaman yang tidak normal

sukenye dengar kereta mak masuk kawasan rumah berlari lari saye pegi kat pintu pagar bile mak keluar dari kereta je saye terus peluk mak.


mak tanye, "syira sakit lagi ke?," saye iyekan je sebab memang sakit.sakit jiwa hahahahahaaaa :)


saye mule2 datang period mase umur 13 tahun, mase tu lepas balik from sekolah rase sakit perut semacam tengok2 erk..dah period rupenye.


lepas tu 2,3 bulan period dah x datang dah normal normal saye x risau ape2 in fact saye x suke pon if die datang sebab sakit amat.


now, tiap2 kali die datang saye kena siap sedia lah untuk menempuh seminggu yang penuh penyeksaan waaaaaah dramatik kan saye tapi ye, tulah kenyataan nye saye x macam perempuan2 lain yang period tu datang senang2 x payah bersolat atau mengaji Al Quran and x rase sakit ape2.


if saye datang period and x sakit tu memang x sahlah.


sengugut xpayah cakap, kat sekolah dulu pernah sehari suntuk saye terbaring atas katil x boleh bergerak mane2 sebab sakit sangat uuuuuhhhh saye rela tau pergi prep petang tu drpd kena hadap sakit nie.


muntah-muntah and pening-pening tu beselah saye rase kesian gile kat sape2 yang cop shower lepas saye tu kena tunggu lame gile untuk mandi time2 macam nie.


setiap kali datang period, panadol menstrual kena ade sepapan if x, berguling lah sakitnye eventhough kwn2 ramai yang nasihat x elok sangat makan ubat nie tahan saje sakitnye dah lame xkan x biase oohh maaf saye xboleh tahan sakit mase period nie dengan segala muntah2 and sakit2 otot pinggang nie lagi2 sampai susah saye nak tidur.


mase kat uitm dulu lagi lah time tu bulan puase so period+x makan=gastrik+PMS ooohhhh abah terpakse datang untuk bawak saye pergi klinik hahaa 'best' kan? and antara bende yang saye x suke pasal period nie, selera makan tu terbantut even tgh lapar sangat macam now dah pukul 2 petang tapi saye just minum milo je untuk alas perut.


last semester, mase tu beberapa jam lagi before exam paper Tort, period! sakit amat..mintak ubat from ayie and pergi exam hall sambil doa mintak2 lah jangan sakit pleasee i don't want to have to go to the toilet and throw up ohhh dala killer paper i don't want to ruin it.


dapat pulak seat sebelah Syahrul nak tak nak kena lah saye mengaku kat die, "wey, kalo ko nampak aku macam loya2 nak terbatuk2 nak termuntah tu, ko abaikan aje ey?jangan panggil pengawas tau,"


result keluar, alhamdulillah.not so good, tapi lulus and rase bersyukur..with all the menstrual cramps tu.


lagi satu yang saye paling xsuke tentang masalah wanita yang satu nie, saye akan sangat sangat sangat sangat moody infact, itulah yang mak saye maksudkan mase saye peluk die tadi pasal sakit saye tu sebab die tau if saye tibe2 peluk die tu tandenye time tu tengah moody and angin satu badan la tu.


yang peliknye pasal moody nie most of the time x taw pon pasal ape boleh moody tapi tau2 je dah terdiam sorg2, x banyak cakap sebab tau if cakap je mesti nak melenting marah x tentu pasal huhuu masalah hormon so if nampak saye tgh senyap2 tu abaikan jelah ye saye tgh bertafakaur tu.


yang paling banyak terime penangan nye hadzawan lah macam tengahari tadi saye ttbe runsing tapi saye cakap kat die saye ade problem tapi x cakap yang nie problem saye dah selalu sangat saye bg alasan macam tu kat die nanti ape pulak die kate hehe bajet die x boleh bace je kat sini sorry hadzwan.. :(


saye dah cube tapi masalah nye hormon saye nie xnak bagi kerjasama :(


x boleh ke kite ambik drugs ke untuk stay happy time2 macam nie ohhh i need them now.


sangat tension tapi ape boleh buat, bersabar lah dah jadi perempuan.

lonely, but THANKS!

lonely gile hell down gileee malam nie okay.

mesej2 dgn myra, sebab terbace condition facebook ayie yang suspicious, alhamdullilah, xde ape2 and my friend is okay. :)


mesej pulak dengan bella, tanye jadi ke x plan nak jumpe2 nie.hampa and kecewa, tapi xpelah maybe ade hikmah di sebalik kejadian ni.i'll still see you my friend, i love you :)


lepas tu, lonely. Big L.tukar status dekat facebook sampai merisaukan orang lain tapi luckily kawan2 yang enam orang tu x perasan if x sure saye kene serang okay maybe kena serang dah after this myra, ayie and deline mesti bace blog nie punye heheheheee whatever pon i love you guys.


tup2, masuk mesej Pian dekat ym.smile to myself.there is somebody rupe-rupenye. sembang-sembang dengan pian, macam2.mostly pasal lagu2 yang die suruh saye dengar sebab saye cakap saye lonely kann lepas tu saye suruh die dgr lagu yang saye suke now-zee avi, kantoi and cinta laura, you say AQ waaah suke banget ye dengan ini lagu.


antar lagu2 yang die suruh saye dengar is this:

jason mraz- i;m yours

bukan versi asli penyanyi tu, in fact orang lain yang nyanyi (x sesedap Akem AF) tapi xpelah layan je demi pian.

avenged sevenfold- a little piece of heaven

x dengar pon lagu nie.x suke musik die, ataupun mase tu tgh xde mood nak dgr kot.byk mood nak sembang je.


alexa-jgn kau lepas

x perasan pulak pian ade bg lagu nie, lepas2 saye scroll ym tu baru perasan ade lagu nie.hehee sorie pian.


goo goo dolls-iris

x dengar jugak lagu nie.

gun and roses-november rains

dengar sekerat jalan je, lame bebenor ye lagu nie pian.

elvis-love me tender

x dengar lagu nie sebab sibuk cerite kat pian yang anak perempuan elvis ni first wife michael jackson dulu.

ade satu lagu jepun yang pian bagi, sangat best video clip die.orang2 dalam video clip tu bleh wat binatang-binatang from tangan diorang macam kat wayang kulit tu sooo creative la tapi tajuk nye saye tataw huhu nanti saye tnye pian.


sambil saye ym dgn die, sambil saye melayan lagu2 michael jackson rindu sangat dengar lagu2 die nie.


tibe2 dapat call from Bakhtiar, another good friend.lame jugak la ktorang x contact, dapat taw banyak bende from die.tahun depan die dah x duduk 5th dah waaaah xbleh la kawan2 saye lepas nie nak semangat2 dah bile tgk die dgn wanbean kat cafe kolej ye.


hari nie bday die shitlah macam mane boleh lupe saye bajet 13th july tapi tu actually bday soleh serius rase bersalah gile dgn die.


nasib baik lah die nie cool x trase hati best la luu tiar!


pian mintak saye tulis blog untuk die. "asyik2 wan je.." hehee dah wan tu boyfren saye mesti lah saye tulis pasal die lebih kan kan?


so now, i hope u get promoted dah if ade idea nanti akan ditambah2 ye thanks my friend :) hehee okayy sile bangge diri now.

pink, anyone?

sekarang nie dah gile window shopping online gara2 tak tau ape nak buat kat rumah waaaaah so addictive i tell you, thanks to Dayat, Myra and Yaya lah sume nie saye jadi gian terus lepas tengok blog dorg tak sangka korang sangat up to date ye pasal bende2 nie.


best jugak eh usha2 store kat web nie pastu lagi best if bleh masuk kan terus barang2 yg kite nak beli tu dalam shopping cart tu haissshh thats why i say that 'add into cart' button is soooo disturbing pleaseee bikin saye panas je nak je saye sumbat sume barang dlm cart fuuuhhh iman tergoda woo.



antar yang saye suke nie la hehee ye saye tau everything white wah saye memang innocent ye wee weeee :)




myra...you like sooooo have to get this dress because its sooooo cantik muahahahaaa rindu la nak balik UM and nak cakap bimbo bimbo dgn kwn2 lagik waaah cepat la mase berlalu okayyy tapi ape2 pun you HAVE to buy white dress yg mcm nie tau i sanggup cari 1 KL untuk youuuu tapi if i jumpe dulu, i have to buy dulu la for me muahahahahaaa then only for you meh.





mak selalu bising mase nak lipat kain, "ape la syira nie fashion macam jepun sungguh" tapi ape boleh buat they are soooooooo cantik waah i loike yang ini very very very the much!




okay sebenarnye pic nie saye lebih minat rambut modelnye tu drpd baju tu dah lameeee ye saye cari cari salon nak wat rambut yang not-so straight nie tapi bile alih2 x jumpe saye potong jelah cam Rihanna again oh my God i'm soooo gonna find a saloon for this look owh gedik gedik okayy upik abu dan laura lagi.

tadaaaaaa i lyke the coat, i lyke the boots, i like the bag, i like the boom boom pow muahahahahaaa xde kaitan saje juge nak rhyme eh tapi yang nie sumpah sangat cantik okayyy anyone please buy it for me please please as an early birthday pressie if tanak beli pon xpe, just tell me where to buy it then i go and buy la.

poyo gile name pon dah online shopping beli online jelah kan muahahahahahaa weirdo.

sbb smangat sangat, saye tgk hargenye dlm US dollar pulak, nak convert xtaw bape currency kite now and malas nak cari hehee owh sungguh gedik.

tapi hari hari terbayang bayang termimpi mimpi deiii what shud i do?

ayie, if i cut this picture and tampal kat locker like i did with my LG phone dulu u bagi x? or if i bawak kat fac and literally tell everyone that i'm going to get the coat sampai dorg bet suruh i beli pon boleh x?

okay, crazy now wakakakakaa crazy over the pink coat :)

kINg 0f pOp diEd

yeap, Michael Jackson died today.or was it yesterday? i don't know.what i know is he's dead and another one of my lifetime favourite singer is gone.

i love him, in spite of his case on child molester and his turning white through plastic surgery.people kept perstering him about these two, particularly the second one.he once said that it was because he has 'grown up' and 'transformed as an adult' (not precisely, but he never admitted of having surgery anyway.and people sort of made a big deal out of it. i mean seriously, if you can see that something has been done so obviously, you did not have to ask anymore right?and its his privacy if he wasn't telling anything about it because, well, you already knew it anyway.

yeap, i grew up listening to "what about us". it was momentical seeing his clip on this one, very inspirational.and 'you were not alone" and "black and white".owh, they are my lifetime story songs.

i still think he is good natured,born black or turn obssessive white.and guess what else we have in common? he likes Peter Pan and dreams to becoming one.that should explain neverland ranch right? out of all Disney stories, i too, love Peter Pan, the boy who never grow up.once when i was little, i looked up in the sky for that little twinkling star that i thought resembles Neverland.what stupidity hehee:)

i even got my nickname, Pixie, out of the cartoon character, the little fairy that befriends Peter.well, Pixie also stands for 'little human' which gives me away, not that i minded so much. i love being a Pixie.

Michael,there is no easy words to say this.i have grown through awing at your pictures in the internet, i've read all there is to know about you, through Lisa Marie and Debbie, through your masked kids,through your concerts (even once you shouted a girl's name, Cleria Wendy, and i envied her so much), through your clips on the telly, and now, May you rest in peace.

maaf, maaf.

lately, saye selalu mintak maaf dekat die.tapi die kate kenape?tibe2 je.hehee die x faham.


saye ade banyak sebab kenape saye kena mintak maaf kat die.

• saye xde kawan nak balik rumah dari KL, die sanggup datang naik bas ntuk temankan saye balik.sampai pening-pening.
• saye xde top up, dan saye x jumpe tempat top up, laju die top up kan untuk saye.
• saye xde transport nak balik KL mase Seminar Keusahawanan, die sanggup hantarkan saye balik cepat2 dengan kereta kawan die, sampai saye x ingat jalan tapi die senyap je x cakap ape2 walaupun saye tau die tgh marah saye.
• saye tibe2 moody, naik angin dan rimas bile PMS and lepaskan kat die, tapi die selalu faham and selalu pujuk saye balik.
• moody saye x tentu hala, sampai kadang-kadang menyusahkan die.
• die selalu nak tolong, tapi saye selalu x bagi.sampai kadang-kadang saye rase die terase.
• die x masuk rumah saye sebab adik saye ade and die rase x selesa, die sanggup teman kan saye duduk di luar.
• die nak mintak tolong dr saye, ade saje halangannye, and at last ape yg saye boleh bagi hanyelah sokongan dan dia x pernah merungut.
• die plan macam-macam untuk saye, dalam hati saye, cukup kah ape yang saye bagi kat die selama ni?

maaf, maaf. sekarang dah tau kenape saye mintak maaf kat kamu?ur so nice to me.i want to be the same for you.hang on to me like i'm hanging on to you.

kisah terung itu

petang tadi nak amek wani kat skolah, mak call:

"syira beli lah sayur ape2 kat kedai jap,"

"err..sayur ape mak?,"

"ape2 je yang kamu nak makan,"

so off i went membeli sayur cari punye cari tadaaa terjumpe terung weeeee sangat suke ye nak buat pajeri terung lah ni sume ayie punye pasal sumpah addicted gile dgn pajeri terung bibik u tuu wah mesti die suke kan i puji.

lepas beli due, dengan semangatnye mesej hadzwan, "hari nie nak makan pajeri terung,"

die pon mengaku lah wah pajeri terung my fevvvvvvvveret heheee :)

pastu die suruh blajar buat, untuk mase depan katenye tapi yang sedapnye die suruh mengaku macam tu kat mak saye ye kawan2 hadzwan nie memang suke tengok saye kene usik dgn family saye tu tambah2 lagi mak dgn abah.

mase memasak tu saye nie banyak la bertanye itu ini mak mak kenape x gune kuali nie, kenape kena letak garam kenape kena blend dulu kari tu sampai mak cakap, syira x payah tolong la, mak wat sendiri nie lagi cepat waaaaaahhhhh begitu sekalik ya!

saye cakap kat hadzwan, die cakap x kire kamu kne tolong wat jugak..nie untuk mase depan..hehehe

hmmm saye x putus asa saye masuk dapur balik.

sampai lah pajeri terung tu siap wah sehingga menjilat jari la kesedapannye tu walaupun saye tolong x sampai 50% tapi saye bangga saye da taw care2 nak wat nye lain kali saye bleh wat sendiri wuhuuu~

i'm going home!

saye sangat suke jalan-jalan pergi tempat2 yang best dengan kawan-kawan xpon dengan family pon okay x kisah yang pentingnye saye amat amat suke dan mau jalan-jalan noooow.


cuti kali nie x jalan mana2 pon mak and abah je yang dpt pegi wat umrah huuuuuu bile plak saye boleh pegi nie.


bukak facebook, tgk kawan2 sume pegi holiday sane sini ade tu siap pegi oversea lagi waaaahhh ini tidak adilan.


awal2 dulu yo yo ooo je plan dengan hadzwan nak pegi holiday ke pangkor la, genting la waaaahhhhh so many places to go tp tgk2 die busy dengan event exam study sume saye pon busy jugak dgn exam berbagai sampai tension larikan diri ke ipoh wah bajet artis gile sikit2 nak lari.



last2 xjadi la holidaynye haissh nevermind la, nanti2 bleh pegi lagi x payah la gopoh2 kan kitorang nak together gether lame lagi ewah.




saye mau jalan-jalan juge pleasssssssseee



saye and wani dah jadi mcm zombie kat rumah and terase macam loser ble everytime hari jumaat je mesti tanye abah, esok pegi tgk syanaz dekat mrsm ke x sebab itu je place yg ktorg salu pegi and now sbgai attempt utk merase jgk pegi jalan-jalan, kenalah bersyukur sebab dpt pegi situ saje wah wah rebeeeeeeeeeel.



tapi nasib baik lah mrsm syanaz tu best sikit habis jumpe die je bleh pegi Queensbay ke Sunway Carnival ke walaupun xde la macam 5th Avenue tu or Beverly Hills tu tapi boleh la jugak berjalan2 if sekolah syanaz tu macam tempat saye kat Gopeng dulu abes laa boring hell ye.



takkan setiap kali cuti saye jadi x productive macam nie.nak wat attachment mcm myra and ayie la tahun depan.tapi nak wat kat mane ye.toink toink.



xpon if ade short sem saye nak wat short sem je bleh cepat2 blajar and bleh amek seberapa banyak subjek ED yg nak supaye x timbul lg isu x de ED mcm kat bawah tuu and supaye saye bleh blagak2 dgn org yg amek byk ED tu ingat ko sorg je bleh amek sume tuu huuuuh rebel.




x lame lagi, (tu pon if jadi), ramai kawan2 sekolah yg balik bercuti dr study oversea so bleh jumpe jumpi x sabar wah mintak2 jadilah saye ade byk duit untuk dibazirkan.



counting the days to go back to UM.and ara dah call and dah remind dlm facebook,dah sampai KL nanti jum kuar jalan2 weeeeeeeeeeeeee enggak sabaran dah lame x jumpe cik ien dan cik ara wah boleh tumpang kaki naik kereta nie blablabla tah pa per kan belum balik KL lagi dah ajak kuar jalan merata hahaha.


Kuala Lumpur.......here i come!!

cherita PMS

thank you for growing up with me

thank you for staying, even my life has just rescind

thank you for being jolly, kind and understanding

thank you for giving an forgiving

thank you for love, thank you for all

thank you for being you, and you alone i want :)

*khas untuk boyfriend yang maybe tengah kusut and tension memikirkan PMS girlfriendnye yang tak stabil*

i SaYAnG y0u LaH Br0!

my pride and prejudice

The first book on the left- Life The Malaysian Style. i give this book 41/2 out of 5

The second book on my right-General Principles of Malaysian Law. i can't give my verdict on this one as i have yet to progress from reading its cover.hehe

i got the first book out of many tantrums to go to MPH.seriously, Penang lacks bookstores, and from where i'm staying now, i have a lot more to say than book reading facilities.

so off i went to Sunway Carnival Mall, where there's only Popular around.not that i mind so much, but it just goes to show how true my earlier words are.*penang. ohh. where can thy find a book to peace thy mind.*

i had a list i wanted to get, but considering the amount of money i had in my wallet, its only enough for two books.there was A Thousand Splendid Suns, two or three of John Grisham's (yes, there is no legal blood out there who does not fancy his books), the silver embroided book in hard cover bound by Cecilia Ahern, i don't know whats it called, but i have been collecting off Cecilia's for ages now, Elivabeth Gilbert's on Eat Pray Love (i have strong reviews and recommendations from Oprah show on this one) and just exceptionally many, MANY others.

i have to be strong hearted to choose Khaled's over the others, and just for the sake of it, i bought Life The Malaysian Style. at once, i was so condemned on running back to Popular and buy John Grisham's instead. i was afraid this book from Pelanduk Publications will not meet my taste.

MY TASTE?

i dislike romance novels and chick flicks book based.i'm no good in imagining romantic figure unless it dances in front of my eyes.and believe me, being me, i can count just how many exex from high school can turn everythig around in the future and sweep his ex-girlfriend off her feet for prom night's mistake.no,i read on fictions mostly. Harry Potter as you all might have already known, Lord of The Rings (i started abandoning the book when i realised i have no keen interest to indulge in medieval literature), Narnia. i enjoyed Jodi Piccoult too because her books are rich and real and she's very knowledgeable.my personal fave were My Sister's Keeper and The Tenth Circle, both on remarkable family ties that (trust me), you've never seen before. i enjoyed Cecilia Ahern because its not all about Romeo and Juliet or Jack and Rose in Titanic, it teaches me that somethimes the world needs someone as resilient as Sandy Short to make it a better place( A Place Called Here).

okay, back to the book.

well, Life The Malaysian Style is mainly a book on short stories, all of them collected form the author's life experience.it made me laugh, it made me think i'm a dull because i'm malaysian and there is so much i didn't know of my own country and people, it awed me, and it struck me. again, i'm hooked and rooted.

things i didn't know:

1. i didn't know that like the Hokkien dialect in Penang is different from that of Kuala Lumpur.it is described as not-so-subtle, it got me thinking of how Penang dialect spoken by Malays are different from ones in Kuala Lumpur.

2. i didn't know some malay words are actually originated form chinese, for example, Pokai that we used to say as an excuse for money shortage is actually a chinese word in the same meaning.

3. chinese feng shui and their superstitions-that got me amazed.

this book is not just about the three races, its about Malaysian at large.its about our lifestyle-our believes in arranged marriage, doctors and engineers as the elite jobs,our spicy and sweet tongue, our fuzziness and the way we pry on our neighbours and friends' lives, the on-going politics, our Yang di- Pertuan Agong as a sign of democratical monarchy, about roti canai and teh tarik,about selendangs and saris, about what makes us US.

personally, i can say that i am prod of my roots, with the dreams to go the distance.i'm on my way to reach my goals now, but sometimes bits of life, or as Mun likes to call them "the series of unfortunate events" often pass by.

i once read in one of my friend of a friend's blog, that she has this one other friend(okay, it's confusing slight) that, despite of being born and fed off Malaysia, manages to say this:

that friend: oh, so u would be taking *so and so* course?where?

my friend's friend: oh, in U..(somewhere in Malaysia)

that friend: oh, ur going to do it locally?(with snickers and sarcasm in the words) x jadilah i nak mintak tolong u ble u dah keje nanti. i ingat u buat kat oversea.

my friend's friend: huh?what's that suppose to mean? (obviously la marah kan?)

that friend: chill lah..when u have a broken car nanti, obviously u want to go for the best kan? not to some torn-down mechanics.

so that friend, with all the malay blood running down her or his veins, was proud to compare Malaysians graduate from Malaysia to a torn down mechanic.so much for being civilised and liberal right?

i knew, and i know more than i should know, that this beloved country has given me more opportunity than i could ask for.my country has never encountered segregrations of any form.not like in United States where whites and coloured were separated.not like in Afghanistans were women were not seen as equals, not like in China were women, again, were married young.my country, my Malaysia, has lived through intellectual and spirited prime ministers solved issues through speeches, discussions, debates, let people see through them, let people know that fighting is not the answer, let our people be freed from any sort of terrorizations,from then until now, from Independance to the Wawasan 2020. so that the generation now, can walk the streets they walk, befriend with other races, go to school as kids and graduate as adults from university, work to support families and prune our country's economy.i'm not saying we're the best, i'm saying we're grateful enough that our children are learning ABCs instead of putting up bombs and guns.we have so much to thank for, our country that has presevere so much to provide and nurture the children, into blossoming adults, maybe more than that friend can be.

i am a Malaysian born, Malaysian educated and i will serve my country.

thank you, Peggy Tan, author of Life The Malaysian Style.

:things my father said:

The things my father said would make me a better man

Hard work and the love of friends, a woman that understands.

I hope my father knows the seeds we've sown still grow

At night I go to sleep and pray he is watching over me.

Somewhere there's a star that's shining so bright that I can see you smile.

And all that I need is one last chance just to hear you say goodbye.

Sometimes I remember when you taught me to tie my shoes

One thing I will never forget is the day that I lost you.

I hope you always know the car that we built will always roll.

Somewhere there's a star that's shining so bright that I can see you smile.

And all that I need is one last chance just to hear you say goodbye.

And if you have a dream you better hang on for dear life!

And when that cold wind blows just let it pass you by.

Yeah, things my father said. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!

Somewhere there's a star that's shining so bright that I can see you smile.

And all that I need is one last chance just to hear... you say... goodbye, goodbye.

Just to hear you say goodbye.

saye dapat lirik lagu nie from deline's blog, tajuknye things my father said. menarik jugak, tapi saye belum pernah dengar lagi lagunye macam mane.maybe next time dalam youtube. :)

so, it can be guessed right?this blog is for my hero-my ABAH.sorry xde gambar.will make sure to put pictures next time ya!

semalam father's day, family Mak Ngah and family Mak Cik dtg rumah.and dpt main dgn baby Aqif..comey saaaaaangat cute tp reaction nak nanges tu sgt lambat hehe dah jatuh terhantuk beberapa saat baru nanges pelik la kamu nie Aqif.

ntah dari flicr sape saye cilok nie.tapi ape ape hal aqif lagi comey la muahahahahaaa kan Aqif kan?

mase tu kak yang and kakak nak setelkan hal upu diorang dgn abah.saye main2 dgn aqif and wani, sembang2 dgn kak yang, kak liza, diyana and kakak.best, sgt best bile ahli keluarge berkumpul ramai2 kan?

bile dorang dah balek, abah ajak, "jom pegi rumah angah ali, kite x tgk die pon sejak die keluar hospital"

mase tu dah pukul 5 lebih kitorg siap cepat2 sebab nak balik cepat dr rumah ayah saudara saye tu.ble turun bawah tgk abah dgn muke yg sgt down.mak ckp, "xjadi pegi rumah angah ali.syira and wani ikut abah pegi pasar malam jelah"

"kenapa x jadi abah?,"

"angah ali balik rumah nenek,malam nanti baru die balik rumah.huu,sedihlah.angah ali tu hari2 balik kampung, balik rumah nenek.abah nie seminggu sekali je balik sane.mesti nenek sayang abah sikit je"

laaa boleh plak merajuk abah saye nie kan ish ish sedih sedih xpelah abah nanti bile2 kite pegi plak rumah nenek tu x lari mane pun hehe kelakar la abah nie.

so kitorg pegi la pasar malam sekali lagi down sebab nasi kerabu feveret saye, abah and wani xde di situ make terpakse lah beli yg merepek2 kat pasar malam tu membuang duit.

mase jalan2 dgn abah, ttbe saye terfikir, "bile last time keluar dgn abah macam nie ek?"keluar berdue (mase tu wani pegi kedai fotostat untuk binding folio die so technically, saye dgn abah je yg ke pasar malam) rase nye da lame x keluar berdue sonok jugak sekali sekala wat father-daughter thing kan?

let me tell you bits about my father

orang selalu ingat abah nie abang saye takpon boyfren saye hehee sorry hadzwan.:) he looks a lot young for his age.ade time kat sekolah dulu, abah dtg melawat saye sorg2 je and kitorg duduk dekat depan dewan sekolah mase tu.lalu lah sorang ustaz nie, ustaz salman name die and terus tegur saye,"ni siape?awak tau kan x boleh berdua duaan kat sekaolah macam nie?,"erk. xpasal2 kena.saye introduce abah kat die, and sejak tu dorg kamceng haha lawak gile la ustaz so comel la.

abah saye seorang yg sangat protective.even saye kat KL tu pon, nak keluar mid saje dah call berkali2 belum masuk nak pegi tempat2 lain lagi haissh tp slow2 die dah percayekan saye if nak pg pudu or naik tren hahaa kalau x, mcm mane saye nak balik rumah pulak kan time2 cuti?

selalu dtg melawat saye mase kat gopeng, uitm and kat um nie pon.kawan2 pelik jugak kenapa selalu sgt abah dtg jumpe saye, banyak nye mase die saye bayar ke utk die dtg selalu muahahahaaa sebenarnye abah nie super busy.die dtg jumpe saye pon mase time2 die ade keje kat KL tu, sekejap je pon jumpe.if kat rumah, x tentu selalu sgt boleh jumpe even wani yang duduk rumah pon jarang jumpe abah this week in Pahang, next week in KL macam byk wive pulak kan opps simpang simpang please hehehee.

lagi ape ek?oh...1 thing obvious about abah.die sgt mementingkan education.biarlah x kaye or x cantik pon, asalkan education ade.teringat mase kecik2 dulu, abah marah if buku Enid Blyton x habis bace, pukul if ade careless mistake mase buat maths.sampai sekarang pon, every test results i've to tell him and mak.

but now diorang dah x terlalu force dah, sampai kadang2 if saye cakap saye x larat nak study sume pon mak and abah mesti cakap xpayahlah jum kite pgi jalan2 takpun xpayahlah syira nanti mak and abah bg kawen je heheehee

i did law in the first place pun because of him, die yg nak sangat tgk saye jd lawyer, and i have grown to love every bit of this course.i'll prove it to him one day that i'll be the next legally blonde in town heheheee.

things my fater said.abah.thank you so much for teaching me that a soul cannot be tied down, a lover cannot promise security, there can be more defeats than winning in one's journey, there are no gardens without weeds, thus we have to grow more flowers for our souls and toil more soil resiliently.we cannot wait for anyone to give us fruits.

Happy Father's Day Abah :)

blues blues blues

arrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhh!!!

sangat tension now ye.terima kasih kepada umisis dan sistem universiti yang sekali lagi membuktikan 'kepandaian' mereka.

SHIT LAH!

okay saye akan curse hanye sebanyak itu sahaja.benciiiik!

pagi nie, dala dgn period pain nye, saye terpaksa jugaklah gagahkan diri untuk bangun sebab awal jam 9 pagi nie lagi, saye kene daftar subjek yang perlu saye ambil untuk next year.

bagi anda2 yang dah taw betapa semangat nye saye menunggu hari nie datang, siap susun jadual cantik2 lagi and paste it in this blog (see below) and sempat post kan kat beberapa kawan yang nak kan jaduak tu...saye sgt stress bile dapat tau yang sume subjek untuk elektif dalam dah PENUH!!

if saye x amek subjek elektif this sem, matilah saye untuk carry and habiskan 3 subjek elektif untuk saye grad nanti (perlukan 3 subjek elektif in order to graduate dari faculty)

rugi if saye x amek sem nie sebab paper yang ade exam hanyelah family law, bermakne sem nie saye amat amat amat free boleh jual nasi dagang dan nasi kerabu dekat kolej tau at least boleh jugak dpt income darn merepek.

"takkan nak amek mase sem due kot..dgn subjek elektif luar lagi, moots lagi, and paling penting, final exam lagi" (quote from myra yg call saye mase nak daftar subjek tadi dgn nada yang sgt x puas hati) bagi yang xtaw lagik, budak2 law and medic UM sangat unik sebab exam setahun sekali sahaja yg bermakna kitorang terpakse cram everything untuk exam pada akhir term.

memang kami x puas hati huhh rebel rebel rebel rebeeeeeeeeeeeeel!

nak amek mase 3rd year and final year, adekah jaminan nye?tah2 mase tu kitorang lagi sibuk.

huh sapelah yang terhegeh sangat amek subjek ED banyak2 tu sampai dah penuh kuota bleh dapat A kah or lebih sadis lagi, boleh lulus kah?bukan lah saye nak pulun sangat amek sume ED tu tp bertimbangrase lah pd orang lain.

sistem U ni plak satu, bukak pendaftaran berperingkat peringkat, and my year dpt the last stage untuk pendaftaran, so paham paham sajelah.

if dah tau nak bukak kelas untuk tige batch sekali, bukak lah pendaftaran pon sekali jugak supaye x timbul isu subjek penuh macam nie.

majority of my year x dapat dftr untuk ED tau tige org je lepas no no that does not make any difference even just tige orang x cukup untuk mengatekan kitorang xcompete enough sebab tige orang tu may just got lucky and subjek ED yg bukan pon pilihan dorg tu just tinggal serpihan serpihan je ruang kosong yg muat2 untuk tige otak untuk belajar.

saye boleh terima if subjek pilihan saye dah penuh and sye kne pilih subjek lain..tapi now subjek lain pon semua dah penuh saye nak pilih ape??

pisau parang and pistol dah ready untuk berperang tp rupe-rupenye perang dah habis.

sampai ade kawan saye yg terpilih subjek 3rd year sebab ingatkan tu subjek ED haish.

*tunggu jelah mase Add and Drop Subject Week nanti, tolong tolong tolong lah ade subjek kosong yang boleh sye amek untuk grad.*

..saye mau graduate..

FaMiLy daaaaaaaaaaaaaaY!

hello semua bertemu kembali kite di dataran merdeka kuala lumpur bla bla bla okayy xtaw ape dah nak tulis as opening so i just quote what i heard cheryl samad said on tv3 right now its konsert inspirasi for tv3's anniversary and my alien sis yang beria tanak study maths malam nie sebab nak tido awal ends up watching the show haissshhh.




actually saye pon baru saje bgn dr tidur yg pjg hahahah pelik kan mase2 tidur saye nie.



and bgn2 tidur terus bukak peti ais and capai vanilla coke saye yg sye ingat sye x pernah bukak lagi tp dah tinggal suku so saye ade 3 org di rumah yg boleh sye syak sekarang nie yg pertama mak,yg kedua mak, dan yg ketiga mak lagi muahahahaaa jadi siapakah pencilok coke saye ni anda genius if boleh teka dgn betul.




bangun2 tidur terus minum coke baguih sangat syira ooi.



sebenarnye kami sekeluarga sgt penat hari nie sebab dr pagi td lg ktorg kat kompleks sukan dan rekreasi bukit mertajam sebab ade UiTM Family Day.



mule2 ingat x ramai la yg join justeru saye dan wani dgn sungguh bataknye telah berazam utk memasuki seberapa banyak pertandingan yg ade sebab hadiahnye sungguh sungguh lumayan sekalikk buuuk mulanye saye nak pkai skirt je sebab ade alasan x pyh main tp last2 x jd sebab nak main pulak ye gedik saye taw.


and pagi tu dah terbangun lambat la pulak courtesy of bersembang lewat malam dengan wani tu so memang kelam kabut capai socks and sportshoes dan masuk kereta.



bile masuk kereta and nak pakai kasut barulah saye perasan yg rupe-rupenye socks tu bukan lah socks sebenar tetapi adalah handsocks mak dah nak buat macam mane lagi saye kena pakai lah juge walaupun terjulur empat jari kaki kat depan tu muahahahaaaa okay now baru rase nak gelak bile tulis nie.



wani pulak telah mengikat tali kasutnye serupe mcm tikar mengkuang kat rumah la pulak so saye suruh die betulkan balik ye memang saye telah katekan td adik saye tu spesis alien ye.




sampai2 je kat kompleks tu...WHAT THE FISHMONGER!



sungguh ramai sekali rakyat jelata yang berhimpun untuk mendengar titah perintah sultan ismit ulam raje pd hari itu!



the population is consist of all the lecturers in uitm penang (i estimated around 40 but later found out ade 46 hahahahaaa pndai juge saye meneka neka kan) + their families, security guards of uitm penang + their families, librarians + their families + canteen people + their families + management office + their families.



jadi akhirnye saye dan wani tak dapat nak main ape2 pon utk kategori ktorg sebab nak enter dlm games pon dah jd macam satu peperangan ye people stampede on each other tah pa per saye dgn wani dah siap2 beratur dah, boleh pulak org2 yg dah habis main one game tu patah balik and get ready for the next game ciiiiiiiiiiiis sungguh @#$#$%^%#^&!!




last2, hanye mak dan abah je yg dpt main utk kategori dorg.




dorg main pertandingan DANCE WITH ME HONEY muahahahahahaaa x boleh blah punye name game.



saye terpakse menarik mak utk main permainan ini ye she's very the shy2 cat.



tapi atas usaha dan jerit perih saye dan wani yg memberi semangat dr tepi, mak dan abah menang #1 yeaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh padan muke sume org yang x bg saye dan wani join games td sume dah cuak la tu tgk mak abah kitorg hebat2 dan anak2 apatah lagi nanti kalah la pulak mereka2 itu if ktorg join hahaaaa *evil evil laugh*



owh ye, lupe pulak nak cerite games sebelum nye.ahahhahaaaa.abah dah bg warning siap2 kat saye dan wani "you will not post any of these pictures in freindster, facebook or blogs or whatsoever" maka utk menghormati permintaan artis pada kali ini maka dgn ini saye tidak mem-post mane2 gmbr dlm blog pd kali ini jika anda mau melihat gmbr2 or video silalah ke youtube muahahahahahahaaaa *evil laugh lagi sekali*



games yg first tu dipanggil FEED YOUR HUBBY ye saye taw name game x boleh blah betul la kan?mak saye kene bg abah minum soya bean from botol susu babies haha bayangkanlah!




tp utk game yg kedua tu ternyata mak dan abah ade bakat2 utk masuk so you think you can dance la..versi dalam family sahaje :)



lepas tu ktorg dpt masuk acara berfamili pulak, DRESS MY FATHER and WRAP LIKE A MUMMY okay kali nie name games separa boleh tahan. utk game dress my father tu, lepas2 je ktorg dress up abah, terus ktorg suruh die wat jalan macam drag queen yg sgt berjaye ye di situ dan telah menyebabkan ktorg menang #2 xpe2 #2 pon tetap menang.



saye dan wani x lunch sgt pon sebab dah sgt penat utk lunch tenaga byk habis utk men-support abah dan mak huh nie sume rebel sebab ktorg x dpt main boooooooooo pd organiser kompleks.



tp ble balik tu memang lapar gile and ktorg singgah makan dkt Sunway Carnival Mall dekat Asama Thai Food unik gile ohh tempat nie nak makan kne bersila ala2 jepun style and tomyam nye sgt kababoom sekali.


nak balik tu saye terperasan Kompleks Kolam Renang apetah namenye kat area2 situ wah banyak ye tempat2 sukan dekat penang nie rupe2nye knp saye x penah taw sume ini and kenapa kat Nibong Tebal x ada ciiiiiiis lagi sekali.




haha okay so balik rumah anda semua taw ape yg berlaku,saye tidur sampai lah bangun minum air coke.


okay sekarang dah rase pening2, baik saye tidur balik. daaaa~~muaaaaaahhhh love u all by cheryl samad lagi sekali :)

penat dan emo

penat penat penat dan penat lagi.

hari-hari penat padahal x buat ape2 pon.

emo emo emo dan emo.

x suke la bile kite tgh emo2 nie.kite kena ceria2.seperti ini.

opps.sile abaikan adik saye tu ye.fokus pada saye saje.

cuti kali nie, saye dah abeskan bace THE KITE RUNNER by KHALED HOSSEINI.cerite yang sangat best dan menyayat hati, membuatkan saye menangis sebab xtaw dalam dunia nie mane nak cari sahabat seperti Hassan.tp kawan-kawan yang saye ade sekarang nie pon sudah sangat best dan one of a kind hahaahaaa mun, deline, ayie, myra, zah, bella,zuren,min, kella all come to mind.

sekarang nie saye tgh cube utk membace MY BEST FRIEND by LAURA WILSON, tp saye sudah membuat satu penipuan di sini sebab saye dah bace endingnye ;( hampeeeeeh tooooi..

saye dah x larat nak membace ye bukunye tebal sangat owh jangan samekan dengan buku HARRY POTTER saye ye buku2 itu lain.

lepas tu saye teringat yg saye belum lagi habis bace CECILIA AHERN, THANK YOU FOR THE MEMORIES and cari punye cari oh rupe2 nye ade kat rumah ayie syyyyiiiiiiiiittttt ahahahahaaaaa xpe2, next sem ye saye bace.

nak mintak mak beli buku cerite lain lah.

tp sekarang nie saye x taw ape yang saye minat nak buat.

penat penat penat penat penat penat bosan bosan bosan bosannn......

oh ye, weekend nie saye akan pergi ke Family Day UiTM.sonok jugak kot sebab x penah pegi lagi and UiTM Penang nie bagus sume staff saye dah kenal x mcm masa abah keje kat UiTM Shah Alam dulu.

so saye dan wani akan bersedia untuk main sukaneka, karaoke dan anyam ketupat muahahahahaaa wani sangat tension memikirkan die kene anyam ketupat apelah adik saye tu.

erm okay, xde bende nak repekkan kat sini lagi ye saye taw blog saye makin hari makin membosankan saye sendiri dah x tahan nak membacenye.

ape lagi saye nak cerite ye?

oh ya, hari tu pergi taiping, terpaksa melalui 3 roadblock.so kpd org taiping,jage lah diri anda baik2 ye pd mase2 nie.

okay, nak pegi window shoppong online.byebye!

n0 p0sT ruLeS II

1. dia tengah duduk depan tv. apa ada kat skrin tv sekarang?
The Nutty Professor


2. makanan apa yang dia tak suka?
tak ada ape yang die x suke makan. semua dia suke.



3. nak keluar pergi makan dan minum. dia order apa?
teh 'o' ais (disubut dalam bahasa hindu yang saye x boleh nak translate kat sini) dan roti kosong kuah banjir.



4. dia pergi sekolah/universiti kat mana?
SBPI Gopeng dan Universiti Teknologi Petronas





5. dia sedang menceburkan diri dalam bidang apa/bekerja/masih belajar?
electrical engineering





6. apakah saiz kasut dia?
8 kot.ntah saye x penah tanye.






7. kalau dia mengumpul barang, apakah barang yang mungkin dia kumpul?
kumpul duit! hahahaha.





8. makanan apa yang kalau boleh dia nak makan hari-hari?
seperti yang saye katakan tadi, die boleh makan ape sahaja.jadi die x kisah kena makan ape hari2.





9. pakaian apa yang dia tak akan pakai?
baju kemaja putih ROMP sebab nak pakai hari-hari tertentu sahaja.hehe.








10. apa yang selalunya dia pakai bila keluar bertemu janji dengan awak?
T-shirt+jeans or seluar pendek+sandal





11. siapa sahabat baik dia?
Berg.







12. warna kegemaran dia?
semua warna, termasuk hot pink!






13. benda yang dia selalu buat/perangai dia (habit)?
gaye2 x-rated.






14. apa yang dia banggakan?
pencapaian die sekarang ini.its either going to Japan or UTP.now, its accomplished.and if he goes to Japan, matilah saye di sini ohh.




15. minyak wangi kegemaran?
White Musk, the Body Shop




16. awak rasa dia akan baca benda ni?
entah.maybe kot.hehe die x jiwang macam saye.







17. bagaimanakah anda berdua jatuh cinta?
ksetelah kenal each other for 2 months time only, and he came to meet my parents, and i'm HOOKED and ROOTED.









orang yang anda ingin tag :
kak yang
adeline.

upik abu dan laura

pagi tadi, bangun2 tidur je saye terus bukak youtube, dengar lagu la luna-selepas kau pergi. lagu nie sangat legend, bella selalu nyanyi mase di sekolah dulu and saye selalu tanye die kenape nyanyi lagu2 sedeh nie?tapi keadaan mase tu memang mengizinkan die untuk nyanyikan lagu tu.sungguh.rindu mase itu.perit but we have each other.we have our friends, and it's all okay in the end. one thing bella and i have in common, we have had our hearts broken one two many times,always in the same place and always it seems, with the 'same' people.haha.untuk yang x faham, xpela.abaikan saje.that is all in the past now.mase sekarang, kami due2 dah besar, dah matang, dah lebih faham, and more importantly, dah LEBIH BAHAGIA.



hari nie bday boyfren die yang kat aussie tu, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAFIK. hope u two will always be happy and bak kate bella yang akan ambil medic for the next 6 years, " belajar 6 tahun tak boleh dapat 4 orang anak ke lai?"




okay.enough about bella dan syafik.




sekarang nie, saye banyak memuhasabahkan diri.lagi sebulan birthday saye pule.adekah saye sudah cukup matang?cukup understanding?cukup responsible?sudah lengkap serba serbi untuk tinggalkan teens world?



minggu lepas, mase mak abah pegi buat umrah kat Tanah Suci Mekah, saye cukup protective dengan adik2.nak ke mane pon diorang kena mintak izin saye dulu (mesti lah kan?), wani nak jumpe dengan safwan pon limit sampai kat taman permainan tepi rumah saje and must berteman, pegi balik tuisyen pukul berape dah berkali-kali saye tanye sampai adik2 pon dah jadi sebal nak menjawabnye.owh ye, pagi2 wajib belikan sarapan untuk adik2 sebelum dorang pergi tuisyen.





kadang2, saye bersyukur sebab saye jadi anak sulung, and ade chance untuk buat semua ini. percayelah, jadi anak sulung nie sangat banyak yang perlu saye sabarkan dalam hidup. my heart bleeds overtime with less affection is something i have learnt to deal with now. believe me, baru2 nie saye dapat result year 1 saye di UM, bukan result yang bertahap terbilang, tapi gemilang, ye, gemilang.saye bukan bercakap besar.tapi mak dan abah tak puji pun.if dulu, saye akan anggap yang result saye tu x cukup bagus and dorang kecewa dengan saye.tapi sebenarnye x.arwah tok pernah bagitau saye, "anak sulung nie banyak tanggungjawab.kena kuat.kena jaga mak abah, adik2 nanti." jadi saye buat konklusi sendiri, maybe mak abah taknak senangkan sangat hidup saye dengan pujian sebab nak saye jadi kuat.adik2??hehee dorang bagi saye sangat dimanjakan, tapi saye x kisah.they all make my life merrier.





ape lagi yang saye muhasabahkan?oh ye, baru kelmarin mak cakap kat saye, "control your spendings tau, especially on clothes" and entah macam mane saye boleh berjanji dengan mak untuk x shop lagi.aduyai.terima kasih la.whats with the year end sale and raya sale nanti bila bukak sem.and saye baru lepas window shopping online.oh.not helping at all.hehe.but i think i can lever a bit and spend on shoes...bags... :)






what else to write?tunggu sampai next idea lah.nie pon sebab nak kill time to wait for my boyfriend untuk balik from UTP.




oh and the post title?sebab saye tengah tengok cerita nie lalalalaaaa mari join sekaki.

my passion

okay, i have just finished my second year timetable.so this is what it looks like:





MONDAY
Constitutional Law 9a.m
Land Law 12p.m
Commercial Transaction I 2p.m
Intellectual Property 2p.m
Environmental Law 3p.m
Islamic Criminal Law 3p.m



TUESDAY
International Humanitarian Law 8a.m
Administrative Law 9a.m
Criminal Law 10a.m
Conflict of Law 11a.m
Family Law 12p.m





WEDNESDAY

International Humanitarian Law 8a.m
Constitutional Law 9a.m
Land Law 12p.m
Commercial Transaction I 2p.m
Intellectual Property 2p.m
Environmental Law 3p.m
Islamic Criminal Law 3p.m





THURSDAY
Adminstrative Law 9a.m
Criminal Law 10a.m
Conflict of Law 11a.m







the ones in the black font are the core subjects, like it or not i have to take it and endure it :) OMG, since when have i talk about hating law? of course i love every bit of the course.word by words.



the ones in the blue font are the elective subjects.but they are the ones i have reserved for a while, coming only when the reds have been fully booked.and by the looks of it, i think they might as well be fully booked.Commercial Transaction and Intellectual Property are both 'hot' subjects in the faculty, and looks like the legal fraternity is selling tickets for those two, so as much as i like to take the subjects, i think they will have to wait for when i'm in third year. i think i'm doing for the best, in my third year, i would be learning about business and company and corporates law..those kind of stuffs that pretty match up with the two subjects.


the ones in the red font (lame i know, i just strongly consider two elective subjects *wink wink*) are the ones i would like to take up for the next coming year.if you read closely my scedule up there, you would see that it'll be kinda stuffy but i think i can manage.the brightside of the International Humanitarian Law is that, the subject is fun and interesting, the lecturer is patient and gives a lot of notes so that helps and plus, i get credits if i ever wanted to join the NGOs (MERCY, WTO and UN all come to mind) its a pinch start really after seeing Gary having so much fun working for the UN in Thailand.the downside is, i have to wake up really early in the morning for the lectures, the subject is quite tough and since i'm sure everyone harbour the same craze about the subjects, i don't think its still that available. Islamic Criminal Law, on the other hand is considered as a soft option for the faculty, one you can really ace in.but i doubt it will be that simple, giving how the exams always give heart failures.i want to take up this subject basically for its knowledge.i have so many questions on the Islamic law and the Syariah Court in Malaysia, Article 121 (1A) and all that stuffs since i've started in the law school. i hope my questions will be answered, and whats more, i don't think they are many students keen to take up this subject but yet, the umisis can be a bit tricky on that.


next option if my reds have all been booked?i'll go for anything that is still available on the list.really.frankly speaking, all the elective subjects are equally interesting, appealing and on the hot shelves. so, i wouldn't miss a thing if i couldn't manage to grab hold of my preferences, i'll be glad to lay my hands on any subjects.all that matters is i can coop with them. :)


my dad? he advised me to take up subjects that my friends are taking.hehee some advice kan?so that i can have friends :)) when i showed him my list, he went.."Ya Allah, banyak nya subjek.semuanya law.Human Resource xde ke?" hehee since when pulak lah saye nie blaja music ke, masak2 ke..just law la :)

doUbLe THe fUn

lets sing the song woooo wooooo wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!

sing it again sing it again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


today is oh so happy happy day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks to so many people yang menceriakan idup saye nie waaaaaa i heart you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


okay x perlu kot tanda seru letak banyak2 macam nie muahahahaaaa lets get to the point.


hari nie, Khamis 11 Jun 2009, encik chipmunk dah menelefon saye dan mengajak jumpe wah about time ye saye ingat anda masih berhibernasi dengan kerja2 lalalalaaaa sampai saye pon harus membuat appointment dulu utk berjumpe anda wah wah apekah this is a disgrace saye kan cik cipmunk?


sebab mase tu dah pukul 11.30, saye cadangkan keluar lepas zohor jelah.


jadi saye, adek2, syamer dan syanaz pon bersiap dan bergerak lah ke taiping walaupon keadaan tertentu masih kurang mengizinkan di taiping tapi tu jelah satu2 nye tempat yang saye bley pegi sebab ade mak cik dan pak ngah rase safe la sket drpd nak menonong ikut plan asal yang nak pegi ke penang.


lagipun cik Yang Kak Yang x dpat nak ikut smpai ke penang sebab xde geng so xpelah demi die kami ke taiping jua waaaahhh cik Yang mesti suke nie terharu kan kami berkorban untuk die!


dup dap dup dap jugak jumpe orang yang dah berbulan x jumpe nie kan?


kami naik due kereta tapi b4 tu kene amek encik chipmunk dulu kat bagan serai.


haahahaahahaaa taw x encik chipmunk nie boley dengan SELAMBAnye baring kat atas jalan raye tu naseb baek saye x langgar die mengong betul laa tapi kalau anda semua mengenali beliau, beliau memang berperangai sesengal dan seweirdo itu dan tiada ape boleh mengubati beliau.


baring TAK NAK cantek plak kan muahahahahaaa ye saye taw encik chipmunk penggunaan bahase melayu saye disaster!



lepas tu bg die lah pulak drive sebab nak bagi die peluang show off dengan sye dan mengate saye yang maseh lagi berlesen P welll i know la encik chipmunk eh ehh P is for pretty taw! Pretty driver!!



lepas tu sampai lah ke Taman Tasik seperti yang dijanjikan wah janji betul.


kami dah lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee janji nak wat photoshoot same2.


mase tu cik yang kak yang pon join and irwan boyfren kakak pon join juge saye memang dah lame ye x jumpe encik irwan nie dari sebelum saye memegang title chipmunk lagi sampailah saye dah pro mengigit2 kacang nie die dan kakak still solid together wah i heart you la encik irwan.


maka kami pon berphotoshoot lah dengan sangat weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sekali!


sangat best!!


thanks to DSLR cik Yang kak Yang dan encik chipmunk sesungguhnye jasemu hari ini amat dikenang.


best gileeeeeeeeeeee sembang2 get along together sebenarnye saye dan sepupu sepapat kerabu kerabat saye nie memang sangat bond dari kecik lagi.


cubit paha kanan, paha kiri yang sepak orang dulu wah boley pulak paha menyepak kan imaginasi saye saje.


lepas tu lepak2 dekat taiping sentral, minum2 and everything.


guess who we met there???


our other cousin, adek cik Yang kak Yang, diyana.............


dan BOYFRENNYE!!


ong diyana, first time ye jumpe bf die not bad jugak eh tinggi galah and amek pic ktorg pon sampai nak panjat meja dah and mamak kedai pon gelak2 tengok and nak masuk pic sekali apadaa.


rupe2 nye, si Amir boyfrennye tu bekas pelajar mak saye wah x sangka kecik sungguh ye dunia nie bley la amir dtg beraye nanti tp if nek dtg meminang sila lah ke Kg.Boyan ye.


wah sangat best.


then kami ke rumah Pak Ngah, mule2 saye dah cuak dah sebab ade encik chipmunk, takut jgk.


tp turns out sangat okay and x de sebarang masalah wah betape sempoi nye keluarge Dato' Panglima Perang Pengiran Tengku Abdul Rahman nie kan ye saye taw cik Yang, saye overreacted wah jawab sendiri pulak!


lepas tu balik lah bile mengenangkan lauk kat rumah tu banyak lagi x makan.


dalam usaha saye nak menghabiskan food, saye telah mengajak encik chipmunk yang memang tolak kayu dan batu saje bak kate beliau bile sampai bab2 makanan nie ke rumah utk menghabiskan lauk2 yang ade.


die juge dikehendaki menghabiskan satu lauk sayur bebola yang kami semua memang x makan muahahahahahaaa jahat kan kesian die dibuli!


on the way tu, kami singgah kejap di rumah other half wani utk amek thumbdrive die and turns out dlm tu ade montaj yang sangat sweet pasal dorg heeeem jeles pulak saye tapi xpe, saye bley membuli encik chipmunk utk wat right away muahahahahaaa oppps if saye lepas appointment nanti ye.


weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


t0: KAK YANG, KAKAK, SYAMER, SYANAZ, WANI, DIYANA, IRWAN & AMIR.

thanks for a really grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreat time.i heart all of you so much. thanks for all the girlish, silliest and funniest talks and laughters!


buat encik chipmunk, thanks sebab menyesuaikan diri anda dengan jayenye pada situasi sekeliling ya anda memang the bomb!


gambar2 nanti ye saye upload sebab saye dah lupe mane folder yang encik chipmunk nie letak and saye malas nak cr sekarang haha nanti ye daaaaaas~~~~


nak tito nantok :p


sayang semua! SEMUA!

wehuuuuu~~

1. How old are you?
19 years and 1 month old!

2. Are you single?
i'm not yet married.

3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?
kalau boleh sekarang jugak waaah gatai!

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
insyallah, but jodoh pertemuan tu di tangan Tuhan kan?

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
anyone who is meant for me, again, jodoh pertemuan di tangan Tuhan.

6. Who will be your bridesmaid or your bestman?bridesmaid?
my sisters of course!

7. Do you want a garden/ beach or traditional wedding?
i want all three :) untuk 3 hari 3 malam boley??

8. Where do you plan to go for honeymoon?
somewhere in Indonesia i guess wahhh lame ye saye taw.


9. How many guest do you think you’ll invite?
ramai....kena tempah 2 dewan besar and 1 dewan annex ni muahahaha.


10. Will that include your exes?
as long as they don't ruin the day cukuplah..

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
one layer only laa..too many is a waste je.


12. When do you want to get married? Morning or evening?
morning...it starts the day beautifully :)

13. Name the song/tune you would like to play at your wedding?
gosh. thats too many, but here's most of the list:
- aku dan dirimu
-sempurna
-aku cinta aku rindu
-i'll be
-that's when i love you
-the greatest story ever told
-the rose

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon/fork/ knife?
fine dining, no need all these washi washi protocol.

15. Champagne or red wine?
grape juice la.

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
depends on the circumstances later laa.

17. Money or household items?
both :)

18. How many kids would you like to have?
5! wheeeew~~


19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD and CD?
i might.

20. I want to know their wedding plan:
kak yang!